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Re: 人类之神:物质/身体 -- 李小龙

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 14)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第14节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 14)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第14节)

7.
Written Words of Experience:
All our conversations end up going this route – starting with confrontation/conflict which ends up us both screaming/yelling at each other, me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me and me running off, blaming her for why I’m experiencing myself this way, that it’s her fault, she’s the problem in my life and that I’m the victim in it all.
7.
写出体验的字词:
所有我们的谈话最终都走这条路——开始于对抗/冲突即最终我们两个都对着对方尖叫/喊叫,我处于绝对的情绪/感受混乱等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面而我跑出去了,为了为什么我以这种方式在体验我自己而责备她,这是她的错、她是问题在我的生活中,而且我是受害者在这一切之中。

Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within the ‘all-knowing’ / ‘already knowing’ that conversations with my mother will end up going the exact same route of starting with confrontation/conflict, which ends up as us both screaming/yelling at each other and me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me, with me eventually running off.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to already in the beginning of the conversation with my mother, expectation of where it’ll eventually, inevitably lead to, because it happens/occurs/manifests exactly the same way always.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself during and after a confrontational/conflicting event/situation with my mother – to always react in emotional/feeling turmoil within, which I express/act out through yelling/screaming back which eventually, inevitably lead to me running off in tears of anger and frustration.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always, during a confrontational event/situation with my mother – when my mother starts expressing herself as I experience her as ‘authority’ and starts yelling/screaming – to immediately going into ‘reaction-mode’ within myself as emotional/feeling turmoil and start expressing exactly towards her, as she is towards me, because of what I’m experiencing within me, due to the immediate reaction that take place as the surge of emotions/feelings rise up within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame her for what I’m experiencing within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that she is the cause for what I’m experiencing within me, therefore me blaming her for what I’m experiencing within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience what I’m experiencing within myself as the surge of emotional/feeling turmoil, and me acting out in it through yelling/screaming as being her fault.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience her as being the problem in my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as ‘being the victim’ within it all, because of the experience within me, that she is the cause of everything that I experience within me during such a confrontational/conflicting event with her.
自我宽恕:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在“全知”/“已经知道”与我妈妈的交谈最终会走完全相同的开始于对抗/冲突的路径里面,即最后当我们两个都对彼此尖叫/喊叫而且我处在绝对的情绪/感受混乱中等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面,最终我跑掉了。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去已经在与我妈妈交谈的一开始,存在在它最终将、必然通向哪里的预期中,因为它总是以完全相同的方式发生/出现/显化。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己在期间并在一个与我妈妈的对抗/冲突事件/情形之后——去总是起反应在情绪/感受混乱里面,即我通过喊叫/尖叫回去而表达/行动出来,即最终、必然导致我流着愤怒和挫败的眼泪跑掉了。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去总是、在一个与我妈妈的对抗事件/情形期间——当我的妈妈开始表达她自己如同我把她体验为“权威”并开始喊叫/尖叫时——去立刻走进“反应模式”在我自己里面如同情绪/感受混乱并开始真确表达朝向她、如同她朝向我一样,因为我在体验什么在我里面,由于直接的反应发生如同情绪/感受的激增升起在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去因为我在体验什么在我里面而责备她。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去相信她是我在体验什么在我里面的原因,因此我因为我在体验什么在我里面而责备她。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我在体验什么在我自己里面如同情绪/感受混乱的涌起,而我行动出来在它之中通过喊叫/尖叫如同是她的错。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验她如同是问题在我的生活中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己如同“是受害者”在这一切之中,因为这个体验在我里面,即她是我所体验在我里面的一切东西的原因在这样一个与她的对抗/冲突事件期间。

Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Questions:
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, with conversations between my mother and I, always going down the exact same route: Starting with confrontation/conflict which ends up us both screaming/yelling at each other, me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me and me running off?
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, through be experiencing myself as a ‘victim’ as thoughts of blame such as it’s her fault and that she’s the problem in my life manifest within me, directed towards her?
洞察/理解/领悟:
问题:
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,随着我妈妈与我之间的交谈,总是沿着完全相同的路径走下去:开始于对抗/冲突即最后我们两个都对彼此尖叫/喊叫,我处于绝对的情绪/感受混乱中等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面然后我跑掉了?
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,通过把我自己体验为一个“受害者”等如责备的想法,比如这是她的错而且她是问题在我的生活中 显化在我里面、直接朝向她?

Question 1:
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, with conversations between my mother and I, always going down the exact same route: Starting with confrontation/conflict which ends up us both screaming/yelling at each other, me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me and me running off?
1. Within the conversations with my mother ALWAYS GOING DOWN THE EXACT SAME ROUTE, begs the question: Why am I accepting and allowing the conversations with my mother to always go into and end up the exact same way? Constantly continuing to accept and allow myself to exist as and express exactly the same, leaving us both experiencing ourselves exactly the same – resolving nothing, only intensifying the emotions and feelings between us both, hindering our ‘relationship’ with and towards each other extensively?
2. Therefore – I haven’t stopped myself from accepting and allowing myself to continue participating in the surge of emotions/feelings which eventually compound to the extent wherein I act out the surge through yelling and screaming and thus, I am self-responsible for the route the conversation with my mother goes and ending up in a fight, with me yelling and screaming and eventually running off.
3. I also notice that in the beginning of such conversations, I already anticipate where it’ll lead to and eventually end. Again, why am I not stopping myself from going into the exact same expressed actions? I already know before hand where it’s going to lead to and eventually end if I accept and allow myself to react in and participate in emotions/feelings within me?
4. I realize that I’m the one to take self-responsibility for me here and no more accept or allow myself to justify my actions through using me mother’s particular expression as a reason for why I’m accepting and allowing myself to express/act in a certain manner/way.
问题1:
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,随着我妈妈与我之间的交谈,总是沿着完全相同的路径走下去:开始于对抗/冲突即最后我们两个都对彼此尖叫/喊叫,我处于绝对的情绪/感受混乱中等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面然后我跑掉了?
1. 在与我妈妈的交谈中总是沿着完全相同的路径走下去,回避问题实质:为什么我在接受和允许与我妈妈的交谈去总是走进并以完全相同的方式结束?不断持续的接受并允许我自己去作为其而存在并表达完全一样,让我们两个都体验我们自己完全一样——什么都没有解决,只是加强了情绪和感受在我们两个之间,广泛妨碍我们的“关系”与并朝向彼此?
2. 因此——我没有阻止我自己接受和允许我自己去继续参与进情绪/感受的涌起,即最终复合达到这种程度,在其中我行动出来这个涌起通过喊叫和尖叫,而因此我对 与我妈妈的交谈的路径去向并在一场战斗中结束,随着我喊叫并尖叫和最终跑掉了 负有自我责任。
3. 我也注意到在这种交谈的一开始,我已经预期它将通向和最终结束在哪里。再次,为什么我没有阻止我自己走进完全相同的表达的行动?我已经预先知道它将通向和最终结束在哪里 如果我接受和允许我自己去起反应在之中并参与进情绪/感受在我里面?
4. 我领悟到我是要对 我在这里和不再接受或允许我自己去辩解我的行动通过使用我妈妈的特定表达作为一个 为什么我在接受和允许我自己去以某个方式/方法表达/行动的原因 负起自我责任的那个人。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to ask myself the question of why I am accepting and allowing conversations with my mother to always go into and end up in the exact same way.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that I’m self responsible for constantly continuing to accept and allow myself to exist as and express exactly the same, leaving us both experiencing ourselves exactly the same.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize and see that such conversations with my mother within which I directly participate that always end up in a fight, resolve nothing and only worsens and intensifies the relationship between and towards myself and my mother.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see and realize the common sense within such conversations with my mother that always end up in a fight, compromising us both in the end – that within it always leading to and ending up in exactly the same way: Why am I not stopping if I already know/understanding where it’s going to lead to and eventually end up?
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in essence, I have no right to become frustrated, angered and irritated within such conversations with my mother that always lead to and end up in and as the exact same way: Because I already anticipated where it’ll go – and still didn’t stop, but continued to exist as and express the exact same way I always do.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to react in emotions/feelings the moment I anticipated where the conversation with my mother would lead to and eventually end up.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to apply and live my self-responsibility of me towards me and my mother as me, from no more accepting and allowing myself to participate in that within me, which I know where it’ll eventually lead to and end, through no more accepting and allowing myself to justify my actions through what my mother is expressing towards me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use blame as justification to hide my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty as direct participation in such conversations with my mother that always lead to and end up in the exact same way – through blaming her, to justify why I acted and expressed in certain specific manners/ways – when all the while it was all me, accepting and allowing myself to exist in and participate within accepted and allowed reactions of emotions/feelings of mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately participate in conversations with my mother from within a starting point reaction of a surge of emotions and feelings – and then still deliberately accept and allow myself to blame it all on her, when the truth of it all – is that I am self-responsible and I accepted and allowed my emotional/feeling participation within it all directly and this have no right to blame it all on her.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去问我自己这个问题 关于为什么我在接受和允许与我妈妈的交谈去总是以完全相同的方式进入和结束。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到我对不断的继续接受和允许我自己去作为其而存在并表达完全一样,让我们两个都体验我们自己完全一样 负有自我责任。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟和看见,这种与我妈妈的交谈在其中我直接参与 总是在一场战斗中结束,什么都没有解决而只是变得更糟和加剧关系在之间并朝向我自己和我的妈妈。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去看见和领悟到普同常识在这种与我妈妈的交谈中总是在一场战斗中结束,最终妥协我们两个人——即在它之中总是以完全一样的方式通向并结束:为什么我不停止如果我已经知道/理解了它将要通向并最终结束在哪里?
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,本质上,我没有权利去变得挫败、生气和激怒在这种与我妈妈的交谈中总是通向并结束在之中并等如完全一样的方式:因为我已经预期它将去哪里——并且仍然不停止,而是继续作为其而存在并表达我总是做的完全一样的方式。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去阻止我自己接受并允许我自己去起反应在情绪/感受中,这一刻我预期与我的妈妈的交谈会通向并最终结束在哪里。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去应用并活我对我的自我责任朝向我和我的妈妈等如我,从不再接受和允许我自己去参与进那一切在我里面,即我知道它最终将通向并结束在哪里,通过不再接受和允许我自己去辩解我的行动通过我的妈妈正在表达什么朝向我。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去使用责备作为辩解去隐藏我的接受和允许的自我不诚实如同直接参与进这种与我妈妈的交谈中总是以完全一样的方式通向并结束——通过责备她、去辩解为什么我以某些特定的方式/方法行动和表达——当始终这全都是我,接受和允许我自己去存在在之中并参与在接受和允许的心智的情绪/感受的反应之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去故意参与进与我妈妈的交谈中从一个出发点反应的一个情绪和感受的涌起里面——并然后仍然故意接受和允许我自己去全都归咎于她,当这一切的真相——正是我 是自我责任并且我接受并允许我的情绪/感受直接参与在这一切之中,而且这无权将一切归咎于她。

Question 2:
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, through be experiencing myself as a ‘victim’ as thoughts of blame such as it’s her fault and that she’s the problem in my life manifest within me, directed towards her?
5. I am creating myself to experience myself as the ‘victim’ through manifesting thoughts of blame towards her such as it being ‘her fault’ and that ‘she’s the problem in my life.’
6. Therefore, creating myself as the ‘victim’ through manifesting thoughts of blame towards my mother is self-dishonest and only accepting and allowing myself to deceive myself.
7. I have looked at the construct of blame: Me stating that SHE’S the fault and that SHE’S the problem in my life actually reflect within me, that it is ME that is mistaken and that I am my own ‘problem’ in my life as it is me that is directly self responsible for what I experience within me and my world and it is me that is the directive principle of me in my world.
8. Therefore, in me acting in deliberate self-dishonesty through creating myself to be the victim through manifesting thoughts of blame towards my mother – indicates me attempting to regain my composure through utilizing my mother as a point to exert out all of my suppressions – of not standing up and taking responsibility for me, but accepting and allowing myself to continue existing in deliberate self-dishonesty.
9. Thus, I’m using the creation of me as a victim through manifesting blame towards another – to continue existing in and as my self-defined dishonesty of ‘acting out in suppressed emotions/feelings’ to/towards another.
10. Therefore, in self honesty: I am not the victim, I am the accepted and allowed cause of such experienced with my mother as how it always end up – because of my direct accepted and allowed participation in always expressing/reacting towards her in the exact same way.
问题2:
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,通过把我自己体验为一个“受害者”等如责备的想法,比如这是她的错而且她是问题在我的生活中 显化在我里面、直接朝向她?
5. 我在创造我自己去把我自己体验为“受害者”通过显化了责备的想法朝向她 比如这是“她的错”而且“她是问题在我的生活中”。
6. 因此,把我自己创造为“受害者”通过显化了责备的想法朝向我妈妈,是自我不诚实并且只接受和允许我自己去欺骗我自己。
7. 我察看责备的结构:我声称她是错误而且她是问题在我的生活中,实际上反映在我里面,即是我是错误而且我是我自己的“问题”在我的生活中,因为就是我是直接对我体验到什么在我和我的世界里面负有自我责任,并且正是我是我的指导原则在我的世界里。
8. 因此,在我以故意的自我不诚实行事之中通过把我自己创造成受害者、通过显化了责备的想法朝向我的妈妈——表明我企图恢复我的镇静通过把我妈妈用作一个去发泄出所有我的抑制的点——属于不站立起来和为我负责,而是接受并允许我自己去继续存在于故意的自我不诚实中。
9. 因此,我在利用我的创造作为一个受害者通过显化责备朝向另一个人——去继续存在于之中并等如我的自我定义的不诚实关于“在抑制的情绪/感受中行动出来”对/朝向另一个人。
10. 因此,在自我诚实中:我不是受害者,我是这个接受并允许这种与我妈妈在一起的体验的原因如同它总是如何结束——因为我的直接接受并允许参与进总是以完全相同的方式在表达/起反应朝向她。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I am accepting and allowing myself within deliberate self-dishonesty – create myself to be a victim through deliberately manifesting thoughts of blame towards my mother such as she being the fault and the problem in my life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I am only deceiving myself through accepting and allowing myself to create myself to be a ‘victim’ through manifesting deliberate thoughts of blame towards my mother as a deliberate accepted and allowed self-dishonest participated act of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to self-honestly realize that it is indeed not my mother’s fault and that she’s indeed not the problem in my life – but that I am the one that is mistaken, that is my own problem and that blame directed towards her – reflects what I am accepting and allowing of myself within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to self honestly see, realize and understand, that it is me that is self-responsible for what I experience within me and my world – no-one is the cause of me within myself – I accept and allow myself to exist as what I do and experience what I am within me and my world.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understanding that I am using my mother as a point to exert out all of my inner accepted and allowed suppressed emotions/feelings through in deliberate self-dishonesty, creating myself as a victim within manifesting thoughts of blame towards her – to hide my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty of not taking self responsibility for me and stopping myself from accepting and allowing myself to participate in reactions of emotions/feelings within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I am using the creation of me as a victim through manifesting blame towards another – to continue existing in and as my self-defined dishonesty of ‘acting out in suppressed emotions/feelings’ to/towards another.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to be self-honest with regards to me actually really not being a victim in it all - I am the accepted and allowed cause of such experiences with my mother as how it always end up – because of my direct accepted and allowed participation in always expressing/reacting towards her in the exact same way
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist and define me as ‘a victim’ through blaming what I accept and allow to exist within me, and of me towards another – to so in such a self-manipulation tactic, accept and allow myself to continue existing and hiding in accepted and allowed self-dishonesty of participation in reactions and acting in such reactions in always the exact same way.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在接受和允许我自己在故意的自我不诚实中——把我自己创造成一个受害者通过故意显化了责备的想法朝向我的妈妈 比如她是错误和问题在我的生活中。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我只是在欺骗我自己通过接受并允许我自己去把我自己创造成一个“受害者”通过显化了故意责备的想法朝向我的妈妈作为我的一个故意接受和允许自我不诚实的参与行为。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去自我诚实的领悟到,这的确不是我妈妈的错而且她的确不是问题在我的生活中——但是我是错误的那一个,是我自己的问题,而且责备直接朝向她——反映了我在接受和允许我自己的什么在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去自我诚实的看见、领悟和理解,就是我为我体验到什么在我和我的世界里面负有自我责任——没有一个人是我在我自己里面的原因——我接受并允许我自己去作为我做什么并体验我是什么在我和我的世界里面而存在。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去看见、领悟和理解到,我在把我妈妈用作去发泄出所有我的内在接受并允许抑制的情绪/感受的一个点,通过在故意的自我不诚实中,把我自己创造为一个受害者在显化了责备的想法朝向她之中——去隐藏我的接受和允许没有为我负起自我责任的自我不诚实 和阻止我自己接受和允许我自己去参与进情绪/感受的反应在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在利用我的创造作为一个受害者通过显化责备朝向另一个人——去继续存在于之中并等如我的自我定义的不诚实关于“在抑制的情绪/感受中行动出来”对/朝向另一个人。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己是/成为自我诚实的关于实际上我真的不是一个受害者在这一切之中——我是这个接受并允许这种与我妈妈在一起的体验的原因如同它总是如何结束——因为我的直接接受和允许参与进总是以完全相同的方式在表达/起反应朝向她。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在并把我定义为“一个受害者”通过责备我接受和允许什么存在在我里面、并属于我朝向另一个人——去如此在这样一个自我操纵策略中,接受并允许我自己去继续存在并隐藏以接受和允许自我不诚实的参与进反应并总是以完全相同的方式在这种反应中行动。

Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to take self responsibility for me, to no more accept or allow myself to always act out and express my suppressed emotions/feeling towards my mother in the exact same way; and also so stop accepting and allowing myself to utilize the creation of me as a victim through manifesting thoughts of blame towards her to hide and protect my accepted and allowed self-dishonest existence?
I’m able to stop the entire experience as conversation with my mother always leading to and ending up in and as the exact same way – through simply in the beginning of the conversation when I anticipate the conversation leading into and as the exact same route – stopping myself from accepting and allowing myself to react in emotions/feelings – and speak here only in and as self honesty, stable here as breath = NO ACCEPTED AND ALLOWED REACTION.
From here I stop every and all ‘play-outs’ from how it always ended up – through changing me within the beginning of such a conversation.
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
我如何为我负起自我责任,去不再接受或允许我自己去总是以完全相同的方式行动出来并表达我的抑制的情绪/感受朝向我妈妈;而且因此停止接受并允许我自己去利用我的创造作为一个受害者通过显化了责备的想法朝向她去隐藏并保护我的接受和允许的自我不诚实存在?
我能够停止这整个体验等如与我妈妈的交谈总是通向并结束在之中并等如完全相同的方式——通过仅仅在交谈的开始当我预期交谈通往并等如完全相同的路径时——阻止我自己接受并允许我自己去在情绪/感受中反应——并只是说话在这里在之中并等如自我诚实、稳定在这里等如呼吸=不接受和允许反应。
从这里我停止每一个和所有的“播出”免于它总是如何结束——通过改变我在这样一个交谈的开始之中。

Therefore, to answer my own question with regards to why I haven’t stopped when I already knew/anticipated where the conversation will lead to and end – is because of me deliberately wanting to continue participating in my self-defined dishonesty of exerting my suppressed emotions/feelings out on my mother.
This is proved through me creating myself to be the victim through manifesting thoughts of blame towards her – when I know/understand that I’m self responsible for me and what I accept and allow to exist in me and experience within me and my world.
I am no more to accept/allow myself to create myself to be a victim through using thoughts of blame towards her – and take self-responsibility for my actions that I accept and allow to manifest as me through accepted and allowed continued participation in reactions existent of me as emotions/feelings.
因此,要回答我自己的问题关于为什么我没有停止当我已经知道/预期交谈将通向并结束在哪里时——是因为我故意想要继续参与进我的自我定义的不诚实关于把我抑制的情绪/感受发泄到我妈妈身上。
这个是证明,通过我把我自己创造成为受害者通过显化了责备的想法朝向她——当我知道/理解我是对我和我接受并允许什么存在在我之中并体验在我和我的世界里面 负有自我责任。
我不再接受/允许我自己去把我自己创造成一个受害者通过使用责备的想法朝向她——并对我的行动,即我接受和允许去显化为我通过接受并允许继续的参与进我作为情绪/感受的存在的反应 负起自我责任。

Taking self responsibility through no more accepting/allowing myself to participate and act out in emotions/feeling reactions – because I know the consequences it manifests for both myself and my mother.
I will no more accept/allow myself to justify my actions through hiding behind creating myself a victim and blaming my mother – using her actions as a means to justify the ends and immediately stop myself when I realize/see I’m deliberately acting irresponsibly in self dishonesty through acting out in emotions/feelings of mind.
I have already noted to myself that I will be investigating the accepted and allowed suppressions that I accept and allow myself to exert unto my mother – to stop such accepted and allowed deliberate self-dishonest self deception.
通过不再接受/允许我自己去参与并行动出来在情绪/感受反应中而负起自我责任——因为我知道它对我自己和我妈妈两个人显化的后果。
我将不再接受/允许我自己去辩解我的行动通过隐藏在背后把我自己创造成一个受害者并责备我的妈妈——用她的行动作为一个去证明结束的手段并立刻停止我自己,当我领悟/看到我在故意不负责任的行动在自我不诚实中通过在心智的情绪/感受中行动出来时。
我已经注意到我自己,我将调查接受并允许的抑制,即我接受并允许我自己去发泄到我妈妈身上的——去停止这种接受和允许的故意自我不诚实自我欺骗。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself immediately from participating in reactions of emotions/feelings when I already in the beginning of the conversation anticipate and can detect where it may lead to and eventually end.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to adhere to my own forewarning within myself, from the perspective that I can already see where the conversation will lead to and eventually end, because of my accepted and allowed participation will actually stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to respond towards her in the ways and manners I always have, which directly influence the outcome of the conversation.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that the reason for why I haven’t stopped myself from acting in and expressing the exact same way as I always have within such conversations with my mother that always end up in a fight – because I didn’t want to, as it support my accepted and allowed self-defined self dishonesty of exerting my suppressed emotions/feelings out on another.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in me stopping myself in the beginning of the conversation from accepting and allowing myself to participate in self-dishonest suppressed emotions/feelings – I change me and thus have the directive self-responsible ability – to change the outcome and experience of both me and my mother.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in me creating myself to be a victim through manifesting thoughts of blame towards my mother – proves to me that I haven’t wanted to stop the conversations with my mother ending up in a fight manifesting the consequential experiences in us both – because such fights support my accepted and allowed self-defined self-dishonest existence of wanting to exert out my suppressed emotions/feelings unto another.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to take self-responsibility for my accepted and allowed self-dishonest expressed actions in emotions and feelings, but resorted to wanting to blame another and deliberately creating me to be the victim – to hide the trust of me and continue existing in my self-defined self-dishonesty existence of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to take self-responsibility for my accepted and allowed actions in word and deed through stopping me and changing me, when I know what the consequences will be if I accept and allow myself to give into old habits.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去立刻阻止我自己参与进情绪/感受的反应 当我已经在交谈的一开始就预期并可能察觉它也许通向并最终结束在哪里。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去坚持我自己的预先警告在我自己里面,从这个视角来看我可能已经看到交谈将通向并最终结束在哪里,因为我的接受和允许的参与将实际上阻止我自己接受并允许我自己去以我总是有的方法和方式起反应朝向她,这直接影响交谈的后果。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,为什么我没有阻止我自己行动在之中并表达完全相同的方式如同我总是有的在这种与我妈妈的交谈中、即总是以一场战斗结束 的原因是——因为我不想这样做,因为它支持我的接受和允许的自我定义的自我不诚实关于把我抑制的情绪/感受发泄到另一个人身上。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我之中阻止我自己在交谈的一开始接受和允许我自己去参与进自我不诚实的抑制的情绪/感受——我改变我并因此有指导自我负责的能力——去改变我和我的妈妈两个人的结果和体验。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我之中把我自己创造成一个受害者通过显化了责备的想法朝向我的妈妈——向我证明了,我不想要停止与我妈妈的交谈在一场战斗中结束显化了后果的体验在我们两个之中——因为这种战斗支持我的接受并允许的自我定义的自我不诚实存在关于想要把我抑制的情绪/感受发泄到另一个人身上。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去对我的接受和允许的自我不诚实的表达行为在情绪和感受中 负起自我责任,而是诉诸于想要责备另一个人并故意把我创造成受害者——去隐藏我的信任并继续存在在我的自我定义的自我不诚实我的存在中。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去对我的接受和允许的行为在言语和行动上负起自我责任,通过停止我并改变我,当我知道后果将是什么如果我接受并允许我自己去沉湎于旧习惯。

Bruce L.
(Edited by: Darryl Thomas)
李小龙
(编辑:Darryl Thomas)

Re: 人类之神:物质/身体 -- 李小龙

发表于 : 周日 7月 19, 2020 9:11 pm
高洪0221
God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 15)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第15节)


原文地址:http://desteni.org/desteni-material/blo ... ction-1-20

Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 15)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第15节)

8.
Written Words of Experience:
And when this happens, I know she’s won, because she got me to tears again.
8.
写出体验的字词:
当这一切发生时,我知道她赢了,因为她又让我哭了。

Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience my mother winning and me losing, because of me starting to cry within the surge of emotions/feelings that rise up within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience my mother as ‘winning,’ because of me believing that she’s the cause, the problem of me crying, the emotional/feeling turmoil that rises up within me, and because of this – she’s ‘won,’ because I believe that ‘she’s the one that got me to tears.’
自我宽恕:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我的妈妈赢了而我输了,因为我开始哭泣在升起在我之内的情绪/感受的涌起里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我妈妈如同“赢了”,因为我相信她是我哭泣、情绪/感受混乱升起在我里面的原因、问题,而且因为这个——她“赢了”,因为我相信“她是那个让我哭泣的人。”

Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Questions:
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me through manifesting the thought, ‘I know SHE’S WON’?
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, through manifesting blame towards her of it being her fault that SHE’S got me to tears AGAIN?
洞察/理解/领悟:
问题:
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,通过显化了想法“我知道她赢了”?
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,通过显化责备朝向她:这是她的错因为她又让我哭了?

Question 1:
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, through manifesting the thought ‘I know SHE’S WON’?
1. That I am accepting and allowing myself to exist in ‘competition’ as the polarity-construct of win and lose.
2. That I within and during the experience with my mother accepted and allowed myself to exist within ‘competition’ – as wanting to ‘win the fight.
3. Because I experienced within me I ‘lost,’ I ‘walked out of the conversation running off in tears,’ the thought manifested within me that ‘she’s won’ – implying within this, that ‘I lost.’
4. ‘A battle of who can scream and yell louder and ‘hurt’ the other more’ through acting out in suppressed emotions/feelings – is the essence of such conflicting/confrontational events that end up in a fight, deliberate self-abuse unto self and another as self – wherein the one or the other must ‘take the brunt of it all’ – as the polarity-play out of inferiority and superiority as win or lose take place.
5. The statement ‘I know SHE’S WON’ – also spoken within deliberate spite of anger, due to me accepting and allowing myself to blame all of me and what I experience within me, unto her.
6. This anger existing within me, that manifested the spiteful thought ‘I know she’s won’ directed towards my mother within blame – is due to me actually knowing/understanding that I in my self-dishonesty, did not succeed to manipulate the situation to ‘have it go my way’ as I ‘wanted the outcome to end up in’ – and thus experienced this as ‘me losing the fight.’
7. Therefore, I was angry – actually angry with myself towards myself, because I didn’t succeed to manipulate my mother or the situation to have it go the way I wanted it to, and in my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty, directed this anger of me towards her in blame through manifesting the spiteful thought of: I know she’s won.’ Doing this to continue hiding my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty of attempting to and trying to manipulate another through acting out in reactions of emotions/feelings to have a situation play-out the way I want it to.
8. And because the situation did not play-out the way I wanted it to, within which I would’ve experienced myself being ‘satisfied’ with myself – I experienced the opposite of reacting in anger and hiding my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty through blame and spitefulness.
问题1:
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,通过显化了想法“我知道她赢了”?
1. 我在接受和允许我自己去存在于“竞争”中如同一个赢和输的极性建构。
2. 我在之中并在与我妈妈在一起的体验期间接受并允许我自己去存在于“竞争”中——如同想要“赢得这场战斗”。
3. 因为我在我里面体验我“输了”,我“从交谈中走出来哭着跑开了”,想法显化在我里面,即“她赢了”——意味着在这之中,是“我输了”。
4. “一场谁尖叫并喊叫得更响并‘伤害’对方更多的战斗”通过在抑制的情绪/感受中行动出来——是这种冲突/对抗事件在一场战斗中结束的本质,故意对自己和另一个人等如自己自我滥虐——在其中这个或另一个人必须“首当其冲”——如同低下/次等与优越/高等的极性播出等如赢与输的发生。
5. 这个陈述“我知道她赢了”——也在故意怀恨的愤怒中说话,因为我在接受和允许我自己去把我的一切和我体验到什么在我里面,责怪到她身上。
6. 这个愤怒存在在我里面,显化怀恨的想法“我知道她赢了”直接朝向我的妈妈在责怪之中——是因为实际上我知道/理解我在我的自我不诚实中,没有成功操纵情形去“让它按我的方式前进”如同我“想要的最终结果”——并因此将它体验为“我输了这场战斗”。
7. 因此, 我生气——实际上对我自己朝向我自己生气,因为我没有成功的操纵我的妈妈或情形去让它按我想要它的方式发展,而在我的接受和允许的自我不诚实中,把我的愤怒直接朝向她在责怪中,通过显化了怀恨的想法:“我知道她赢了”。这样做以继续隐藏我的接受和允许的企图并试图操纵另一个人的自我不诚实,通过在情绪/感受的反应中行动出来去让一个情形按我想让它的方式播出。
8. 而因为情形没有按我想让它的方式播出,在其中会体验我自己是对我自己“满意”的——我体验到相反的生气的反应并通过责怪和怀恨隐藏我的接受和允许的自我不诚实。

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as competition as the polarity-construct of win and lose.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within and during the conversation with my mother, participated within the starting point of competition as ‘wanting to win the fight.’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest and define and within the definition exist as the construct of competition as win and lose, according to and as manifested outside experiences that take place in my world separate from me, such as having fights with my mother.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that within manifesting the thought ‘I know she’s won,’ I’m implying of myself that I have ‘lost.’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define ‘losing’ as me running off in tears and be the one that walk away in a surge of emotional/feeling reactions from a confrontation with my mother that turned into a fight.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within the accepted and allowed existence and definition of me as ‘competition’ within the construct of ‘win and lose.’ I believed that my mother is the one that ‘won,’ because I was the one that ran off in, perceiving myself to be the one that was ‘affected more’ because of the fight and therefore I was the one that ‘lost.’
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that the ‘essence’ of such conflicting /confrontational events with my mother that always turn into and end up as a fight – exists as a ‘battle’ of who can scream and yell more vigorously and act out and act in their suppressed emotions/feelings exerted out unto another, to the utmost extent – to see who can ‘harm’ the other most.
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在里面并等如竞争等如赢与输的极性建构。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去在里面并在与我妈妈的交谈期间,参与进竞争的出发点中如同“想要赢得这场战斗”。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去显化和定义并在定义里面作为竞争的建构如同赢与输而存在,依据并等如显化的外部体验发生在我的世界里与我分离开来,比如与我的妈妈有战斗。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在显化了想法“我知道她赢了”之中,我在暗示我自己我已经“输了”。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去定义“输了”,当我哭着跑开、并且 是在一个情绪/感受反应的涌起中从一个与我妈妈的交谈即变成了一场战斗中走开的那个人。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去在接受并允许我作为“竞争”的存在和定义在“赢与输”的建构里面。我相信我的妈妈是“赢了”的那个人,因为我是跑掉了的那个人,感知我自己是“受到影响更多”的那个人,因为这场战斗和因此我是“输了”的那一个。
我宽恕我自己因为没有允许我自己去领悟到,这种与我妈妈的冲突/对抗事件总是变成并作为一场战斗结束 的“本质”——作为一场谁可以更加有力的尖叫和喊叫并行动出来和在他们抑制的情绪/感受中行动发泄到他人身上、达到最大程度 的“战斗”而存在——去看看谁能“伤害”对方最大。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that accepted and allowed participation from my part within such fights wherein I act out and act in my accepted and allowed self-dishonest emotional/feeling tantrums – is accepted and allowed self-abuse and abuse of another as me – as such events bring nothing but unnecessary compromise for both involved and is but an opportunity for me to support my accepted and allowed self-dishonest existence of abusing another as me – through using them as a means to exert out all of my accepted and allowed suppressions.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that such ‘fights’ with my mother is but the manifested accepted and allowed polarity-play out of inferiority and superiority as what I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as – within the game played of competition as win or lose to which I have also accepted and allowed myself to define me as – wherein the polarity existence of superiority and inferiority of me – attempt to ‘battle it out’ within the game of competition as win or lose towards another as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that the statement manifested within me of ‘I know SHE’S WON’ was manifested from within the starting point of spite originating from anger within me – created through my accepted and allowed deliberate act of blaming all that I experience within me and my world unto her.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that the origin of the anger within me, from which I manifested the thought towards my mother in spitefulness through the construct of blame – is because of me not succeeding within manipulating my mother and the situation to have it turn out the way I wanted it to – meaning to win, and because I didn’t win, I experienced me ‘losing the fight’ which manifested the origin of anger within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in anger within me and direct this anger in spitefulness towards my mother through wanting to blame her, when all the while, the anger existent within me – was a tantrum I throw as an further attempt to manipulate, because I didn’t win the fight, because it didn’t go MY way, the I way I wanted it to go – to so satisfy my own accepted and allowed self-dishonest ego.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,接受和允许从我这方面参与进这种战斗之中,在其中我行动出来并行动在我的接受和允许的自我不诚实的情绪/感受发脾气当中——是接受和允许的自我滥虐和滥虐他人等如我——因为这种事件什么也没有带来而是对所涉及的双方都是不必要的妥协,并且对我来说只是一个机会去支持我的接受和允许的滥虐另一个人等如我的自我不诚实存在——通过利用他们作为一个手段去把所有我的接受和允许的抑制发泄出去。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这种与我妈妈的“战斗”只是显化的接受并允许了低下/次等和优越的极性播出等如我接受和允许我自己去作为什么而存在——在所玩的竞争等如赢或输的游戏当中,以其我也已经接受和允许我自己去把我自己定义为——在其中我的优越和低下/次等的极性存在——企图“打出胜负”在竞争等如赢或输的游戏里面朝向另一个人等如我。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,愤怒的起源在我里面,从中我显化想法朝向我的妈妈在怨恨中通过责怪的构造——是因为我在操纵我的妈妈和情形去让它结果是我想要的方式 方面没有成功——意思是赢,而且因为我没有赢,我体验到我“输了这场战斗”即显化愤怒的起源在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去在愤怒中起反应在我里面并直接把这个愤怒在怨恨中朝向我的妈妈通过想要责怪她,当自始至终,愤怒存于我里面——是我在发脾气如同一个进一步的企图操纵,因为我没有赢得这场战斗,因为它没有按我的方式、按我想要的方式前进——去这样满足我自己的接受并允许的自我不诚实的自我意识。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I deliberately react in anger within myself, manifesting this anger as blame directed towards my mother in spitefulness – to continue hiding my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty of attempting to and trying to manipulate another through acting out in reactions of emotions/feelings to have a situation play-out the way I want it to.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that the deliberate action of me reacting in anger and hiding my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty through blame and spitefulness only because my attempt at manipulating the situation and my mother to have the event play-out the way I wanted it to- was an opposite-polarity manifestation of myself as how I would’ve experienced myself if I succeeded to manipulate my mother and the situation with it going the way I wanted it to - I would’ve experienced satisfaction, satisfying my self-dishonest ego of manipulation.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I would’ve experienced satisfaction if my attempt at manipulating my mother through reactive emotions and feelings and acting out in them succeeded, because I would’ve then ‘won the fight’ wherein she’d give into my accepted and allowed self-dishonest manipulation tactics.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that because I didn’t ‘win the fight’ – I was angry at myself, towards myself because my self-dishonest manipulation-tactics didn’t work – hence the frustration also manifesting within me – because I didn’t ‘get my way’ and the anger as blame and spitefulness directed towards her within me, because she didn’t ‘give in’ to my self-dishonest maneuvers.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我故意在愤怒中起反应在我自己里面,显化了这个愤怒等如责怪直接朝向我的妈妈在怨恨中——去继续隐藏我的接受和允许的企图并试图操纵另一个人的自我不诚实,通过在情绪/感受的反应中行动出来去让一个情形按我想要的方式播出。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在愤怒中起反应并隐藏我的接受和允许的自我不诚实通过责怪和怨恨的故意行动,只因为我的企图操纵情形和我的妈妈去让事件按我想要的方式播出——是一个我自己的相反极性显现如同我会如何体验我自己如果我成功地操纵我的妈妈和情形让它按照我想要的方式发展——我会已经体验到满意,满足了我的自我不诚实的操纵的自我意识。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我会已经体验到满意如果我企图操纵我的妈妈通过反应的情绪和感受并在它们之中成功地行动出来,因为然后我会“赢得这场战斗”,在其中她会屈从于我的接受和允许的自我不诚实操纵策略。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,因为我没有“赢得这场战斗”——我对我自己、朝向我自己生气,因为我的自我不诚实操纵策略没起作用——因此挫败也显化在我里面——因为我没有“得到我的方式”,而愤怒等如责怪和怨恨直接朝向她在我里面,因为她没有“屈从”于我的自我不诚实策略。

Question 2:
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, through manifesting blame towards her of it being her fault that SHE’S got me to tears AGAIN?
9. Within the question already exist the response: Blame – this is but another manifestation of the exact same origin as accepted and allowed blame directed towards another as my mother as an attempt to hide the directive principle of me as taking self responsibility for what I am accepting and allowing to exist, create and manifest in me.
10. I realize and see in self honesty as me here – that it is indeed not my mother’s fault in bringing me to tears. I bring myself to tears through accepting and allowing myself to participate and continue participating in reactions of emotions/feelings that eventually compound and intensify to the extent wherein I act out in them through crying, yelling and screaming.
11. At the same time, I now see and understand, that I’ve been utilizing ‘crying’ as a manipulation tactic as an attempt to ‘sway my mother into giving into how I want the conversation to go to have it be the way I want it to be.’
12. Further, I understand that blame is but an attempt to hide and continue my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty, as for example, with me stating ‘that it’s her fault, that she’s got me to tears’ actually reflects back to me accepting and allowing myself to be the cause of why I am accepting and allowing myself to cry in the first place.
问题2:
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,通过显化责备朝向她:这是她的错因为她又让我哭了?
9. 在问题里面已经存在回答:责备——这只是另一个完全一样的起源的显现,当接受并允许责备直接朝向另一个人等如我的妈妈作为一个企图隐藏我如同对我在接受和允许什么存在、创造并显化在我之中负起自我责任 的指导原则。
10. 我领悟并看到在自我诚实中等如我在这里——在让我流泪方面这的确不是我妈妈的错。我让我自己哭泣通过接受并允许了我自己去参与并继续参与进情绪/感受的反应中,最终复合并加强到达这种程度,在其中我通过哭泣、喊叫和尖叫而在它们之中行动出来。
11. 同时,现在我看到并理解,我一直利用“哭泣”作为一种操纵策略作为一个企图去“影响我妈妈成为屈从于我想要交谈如何使它以我想要的方式进行”。
12. 进一步,我理解到责备不只是一个企图隐藏和继续我的接受和允许的自我不诚实,当例如,随着我声明“这是她的错,是她让我哭了”实际上反映回给我接受和允许了我自己是/成为为什么我在接受并允许我自己首先要哭泣的原因。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in the questions I ask – already exists the response of the insight/understanding/realization – because in me having the ability to ask the question, actually implies that I already have the response as insight/understanding/realization.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that stating, ‘she got me to tears again’ is but another derivative of the exact same origin as the accepted and allowed definition of me as blame, in manifesting such blameful thoughts towards another, because of me not standing up in taking self-responsibility of the directive principle of me that is me here – but accepting and allowing myself to hide my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty through blame.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that I deliberately use blame as exerting accepted and allowed emotions/feelings existent within me unto another in my mind of thoughts – because of me not taking self-responsibility for what I am accepting and allowing to exist, create and manifest within me of me by me and me alone.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to self honestly recognize and see that it is not my mother that is the one bringing me to tears – I manifest me as crying through accepting and allowing myself to participate in reactions existent of me in me and continuing to accept and allow myself to participate in such reactions, which eventually, through my accepted and allowed continued participation compound to the extent wherein it manifest as crying.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to self honestly see, recognize and realize that I have been deliberately utilizing crying as a manipulation tactic as an attempt to ‘sway my mother into giving into how I want the conversation to go to have it be the way I want it to be.’
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to self honestly see, realize and recognize that I then deliberate continue to participate in reactions existent within me of me to the point of manifesting it in the formed physical expression of crying – to deliberately utilize this as a method of manipulating another – to give into my manipulation-tactic through and as crying, yelling and screaming within reactions of compounded emotions/feelings.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I have been utilizing blame deliberately as an attempt to hide me from myself as my own accepted and allowed self-dishonesty – as blame actually reflects me back to myself directly, within for example me blaming my mother stating ‘it’s her fault, that she’s the one bringing me to tears’ – when all the while it is me that is the cause of how and why I am accepting and allowing myself to cry in the first place.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我提出的问题中——已经存在洞察/理解/领悟的回答——因为在我之中有能力去提出问题,实际上意味着我已经有了回答如同洞察/理解/领悟。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到这个陈述“她又让我哭了”只是另一个完全相同起源的衍生物 等如接受并允许我的定义如同责备、以显化这种应受责备的想法朝向另一个人,因为我没有站立起来以负起我的指导原则的自我责任即是我在这里——而是接受并允许了我自己去通过责备隐藏我的接受和允许的自我不诚实。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到我故意使用责备作为把接受并允许存在于我里面的情绪/感受发泄到另一个人身上在我心智的想法中——因为我没有对我在接受和允许什么存在、创造并显化在我里面属于我经由我并且我独自一人 负起自我责任。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去自我诚实地识别并看到并不是我的妈妈是这个让我流泪的人——我把我显化为哭泣通过接受并允许了我自己去参与进我的存在的反应在我之中并继续接受和允许我自己去参与进这种反应,这最终,通过我的接受和允许的继续参与复合到达一定程度,在其中它显化为哭泣。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去自我诚实地看见、识别并领悟到我一直在故意使用哭泣作为一个操纵策略作为一个企图去“影响我的妈妈到屈从于我想要交谈按照我所希望的方式进行”。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去自我诚实地看见、识别并领悟到我然后故意参与进存在于我里面的反应属于我到达显化了它在成形的哭泣的物质/身体表达中的这个点——去故意利用这个作为操纵另一个人的一种方法——以屈从我的操纵策略通过并等如哭泣、喊叫和尖叫在复合的情绪/感受的反应之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我一直故意利用责备作为一个企图以让我隐藏我自己作为我自己的接受和允许的自我不诚实——因为实际上责备把我直接反映回给我自己,在里面例如我责备我的妈妈声称“这是她的错,她是让我哭泣的那个人”——当始终正是我才是如何以及为什么我在接受并允许我自己起初哭泣的原因。

Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to no more accept or allow myself to continue existing within competition of win or lose which only fuel the definition of me of mind as superiority/inferiority?
How am I to practically assist and support myself to no more accept or allow myself to continue using anger, blame and spitefulness to hide my own accepted and allowed self-dishonesty – and stand up and take self responsibility for me?
How am I to practically assist and support myself to no more accept or allow myself to use deliberate crying through deliberate participation in reactions surging up within me?
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不再接受或允许我自己去继续存在在赢与输的竞争里面,这只是给我的心智的定义等如优越/次等加燃料?
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不再接受或允许我自己去继续使用愤怒、责备和怀恨来隐藏我自己的接受和允许的自我不诚实——并且站立起来和对我负起自我责任?
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不再接受或允许我自己去使用故意哭泣通过故意参与进涌起在我里面的反应中?

Question 1:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to no more accept or allow myself to continue existing within competition of win or lose which only fuel the definition of me of mind as superiority/inferiority?
Firstly, I specifically identify the origin of competition within me as the construct of win or lose and how this pertains to the self-definition of me as superiority and inferiority – to no more accept or allow myself to only initiate and participate within conversations with my mother created into a fight – because ‘I want to win and have it go my way.’ Utilizing the construct of competition to from this starting point – manipulates my mother to have her give into my indirectly stated demands.
(NOTE: I’ll be returning to this section at the end of this Process we’re moving through now – to give an practical example of how this is done)
问题1:
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不再接受或允许我自己去继续存在在赢与输的竞争里面,这只是给我的心智的定义等如优越/次等加燃料?
首先,我特定地识别竞争的起源在我里面等如赢或输的建构以及这个如何与我的自我定义等如优越和次等有关——去不再接受或允许我自己去仅仅发起并参与进与我妈妈的交谈之中创造成一场战斗——因为“我想要赢和让一切按我的方式前进。”利用竞争的建构去从这个出发点——操纵我的妈妈去让她屈从我间接提出的要求。
(注意:我将回到这个部分在这个我们正在移动通过的过程的结束时,现在——去给出一个这个如何被做的实际例子)

Though for the moment, I will no more accept or allow myself to engage in a conversation with my mother from within a starting point of reaction of emotions and feelings, because I now understand that in accepting and allowing myself to act and react in a starting point of emotions/feelings towards my mother – is the method I use to initiate the ‘competition construct as the fight of win or lose’ and I will no more accept or allow myself to support such a self-dishonest existence of me.
然而目前,我将不再接受和允许我自己去参与一个与我妈妈的交谈 从一个情绪和感受的反应的出发点中,因为现在我理解在接受并允许我自己去行动并反应在一个情绪/感受的出发点中朝向我的妈妈 当中——是这个方法我用来起动“竞争建构如同赢或输的战斗”,并且我将不再接受或允许我自己去支持这样一个自我不诚实的我的存在。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself from existing as competition as the construct of win or lose, but continued to accept and allow myself to exist as such a definition – and then still accept and allow myself to blame an event on another, when I was a direct participant in it all due to my accepted and allowed starting point of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to utilize the ‘competition’ as the existence of me to which I have defined me within the polarity of win and lose, from within this starting point that is me – manipulate my mother and events to have it go the way I want it to and have my mother give in to my indirectly stated demands.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to engage in a conversation with my mother from within the starting point of me as reactions of emotions and feelings when I already before-hand know and understand, where it will lead to for both of us.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I deliberately use reactions of emotions and feelings towards my mother, to initiate the competition construct of win or lose within me, existent of me and as me to which I have defined myself – as an deliberate manipulation tactic to have events flow and turn out the way I want them to.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去阻止我自己作为竞争等如赢或输的建构而存在,而是继续接受并允许我自己去作为这样一个定义而存在——并然后仍然接受和允许我自己去把一个事件归咎于另一个人,当我是一个直接的参与者 在这一切之中是因为我的接受和允许的我的出发点时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去利用“竞争”作为我的存在,以其我已经把我定义在赢和输的极性之中,从这个出发点里面正是我——操纵我的妈妈和事件去让它按照我想要的方式发展 并且让我妈妈屈从于我间接提出的要求。
我宽恕我自己因为没有允许我自己去阻止我自己接受和允许我自己去从我等如情绪和感受反应的出发点里面参与进一个与我妈妈的交谈,当我已经预先知道并理解 它将为我们两个通向哪里。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我故意使用情绪和感受的反应朝向我的妈妈,去起动赢或输的竞争建构在我里面、我的存在并等如我,以其我已经定义了我自己——如同一个故意的操纵策略去让事件按照我想要它们的方式流出和发生。

Question 2:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to no more accept or allow myself to continue using anger, blame and spitefulness to hide my own accepted and allowed self-dishonesty – and stand up and take self responsibility for me?
I have already looked at this particular point with regards to blame, in using blame as a means to hide my own accepted and allowed self dishonesty – that it is me bringing myself to tears and not my mother and that I am to return to this point to specifically investigate the construct of blame existent within me from within the starting point of anger. Wherein the anger is actually directed towards me – but hiding this through blame and spitefulness to continue existing in self dishonesty.
Though for the moment, I will no more accept or allow myself to blame or even participate in thoughts of blame through entering the self-dishonest act of spitefulness – because I know/understand that such blame is hiding a part/point of me that I project towards another – which is deliberate accepted and allowed self dishonesty – NO MORE!
问题2:
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不再接受或允许我自己去继续使用愤怒、责备和怀恨来隐藏我自己的接受和允许的自我不诚实——并且站立起来和对我负起自我责任?
我已经看到这个特定点关于责备,在使用责备作为一个手段去隐藏我自己的接受和允许的自我不诚实 当中——正是我让我自己哭泣而不是我的妈妈,而且我回到这个点来特定地调查责备的建构存在于我里面从愤怒的出发点里面。在其中实际上愤怒直接朝向我——而是隐藏这一切 通过责备和怀恨继续存在在自我不诚实之中。
然而目前,我将不再接受或允许我自己去责备或甚至参与进责备的想法通过进入怀恨的自我不诚实行为——因为我知道/理解这种责备在隐藏我的一部分/点即我投射朝向另一个人的——这是故意接受和允许的自我不诚实——不再!

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that this point of blame identified within the starting point of anger in utilizing spitefulness through stating that it is ‘my mother bringing me to tears’ – is but another derivative of the exact same starting point of blame that I use to hide my own accepted and allowed self dishonesty.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue existing in blame through spitefulness within the starting point of exerting, through such a method, my anger of me towards me, unto another – instead of immediately stopping myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I am supporting my own accepted and allowed self dishonesty through creating tactics and methods within the starting point of self dishonesty to ensure my accepted and allowed existence as self dishonesty to which I have defined me and continued to accept and allow myself to exist – self abusing and self compromising me here and others as me deliberately within this – to only look out for and gain my own self interests.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这个责备的点被识别在愤怒的出发点里面以利用怀恨 通过陈述这是“我的妈妈让我哭泣”——只是另一个完全一样的责备的出发点的衍生物,即我用来隐藏我自己的接受和允许的自我不诚实。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去继续存在在责备当中 通过怀恨在发泄的出发点里面,通过这样一种方法,我的愤怒朝向我、到另一个人身上——而不是立刻停止我自己。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在支持我自己的接受并允许的自我不诚实通过创造了策略和方法在自我不诚实的出发点里面,去确保我的接受并允许的存在如同自我不诚实,以其我已经定义了我并继续接受和允许我自己去存在——故意地自我滥虐和自我妥协我在这里和他人等如我在这一切之中——去只寻找并获得我自己的自我利益。

Question 3:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to no more accept or allow myself to use deliberate crying through deliberate participation in reactions surging up within me?
Simplicity: Simply no more accept or allow myself to from the starting point of the conversation react in emotions and feelings and simply not accept or allow myself to continue participating in emotions and feelings, but STOP IMMEDIATELY and assist and support me to slow down here as breath.
Because I now understand and realize that if I were to accept and allow myself to react and continue participating in such reactions in the beginning, during and/or after the conversation with my mother and want to start crying or even begin crying – I am existing as manipulation and will be obvious deliberate self deception within self dishonesty.
问题3:
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不再接受或允许我自己去使用故意哭泣通过故意参与进涌起在我里面的反应中?
简单性:仅仅不再接受或允许我自己去从交谈的出发点起反应在情绪和感受之中,并且仅仅不接受和允许我自己去继续参与进情绪和感受,而是立刻停止并援助和支持我去放慢下来在这里等如呼吸。
因为现在我理解并领悟到,如果我去接受和允许我自己起反应并继续一开始参与进这样一个反应之中,在期间和/或在与我妈妈的交谈之后并且想要开始哭泣或甚至开始哭了——我正作为操纵而存在并且会是明显的故意自我欺骗在自我不诚实之中。

I will no more accept or allow myself to deceive myself or another through manipulation as the physical act of crying – and therefore simply not accept or allow myself to in the beginning, from the start participate in reactions or continue participating in reactions – I STOP IMMEDIATELY HERE.
I am to identify towards who, where, when and what I also use crying as manipulation – to stop this self-dishonest existence of me and for once stand up and take self responsibility in being the directive principle of me – and no more accept or allow myself to use manipulation and blame to hide my self dishonest existence.
(NOTE: I’ll be returning to this section at the end of this Process we’re moving through now – to give a practical example of how this is done)
我将不再接受和允许我自己去欺骗我自己或另一个人通过操纵作为哭泣的物质/身体行为——并因此仅仅不接受或允许我自己去一开始、从开始参与进反应或继续参与进反应中——我立刻停止在这里。
我去识别朝向谁、在哪里、何时以及什么我也使用哭泣作为操纵——去停止这个自我不诚实的我的存在并且仅此一次站立起来并负起自我责任在是/作为我的指导原则之中——并且不再接受或允许我自己去使用操纵和责备来隐藏我的自我不诚实的存在。
(注意:我将回到这个部分在这个我们正在移动通过的过程的结束时,现在——去给出一个这个如何被做的实际例子)

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to live and apply the simplicity as the solution that is me of stopping a fight from ending up in the way it always does – through changing me as the starting point of me within engaging in a conversation with my mother – through simply stopping myself from accepting and allowing myself to participate in emotions/feelings as reaction existent within me and of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to IMMEDIATELY STOP the moment I experience reactions of emotions/feelings within me when I know where it’ll lead to if I continue to participate in them as compromising both me and my mother as me – but continued to accept and allow myself to exist as reactions – because of me deliberately wanting to continue existing in my self dishonest self definition of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in accepting and allowing myself to react in emotions/feelings and continue participating within them, is deliberately self-deception unto me and towards my mother as me – because I utilize such a starting point to manipulate both her and me in self dishonesty – to only fend for my own self-interests of having a conversation go and end up the way I want it to.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去活并应用简单性作为解决方法是 我阻止一场战斗以它总是那样的方式而结束——通过改变我作为我的出发点在参与进一个与我妈妈的交谈中里面——通过仅仅阻止我自己接受并允许我自己去参与进情绪/感受等如反应中存在在我里面并属于我。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去立刻停止这一刻我体验到情绪/感受的反应在我里面 当我知道如果我继续参与进它们如同妥协我与我的妈妈等如我两个人它将通向哪里——而是继续接受并允许我自己去作为反应而存在——因为我故意想要继续存在在我的自我不诚实的我的自我定义之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在接受和允许了我自己去起反应在情绪/感受中并继续参与进它们,是故意的自我欺骗对我并朝向我的妈妈等如我——因为我利用这样一个出发点去操纵她与我两个人在自我不诚实中——去只是供养我自己的让一个交谈按照我想要的方式前进并结束的自我利益。

Bruce L.
(Edited by: Darryl Thomas)
李小龙
(编辑:Darryl Thomas)

Re: 人类之神:物质/身体 -- 李小龙

发表于 : 周一 8月 03, 2020 5:17 pm
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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 16)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第16节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 16)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第16节)

‘Round-up’ Assessment:
“综合”评估:

Within the previous document God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 15), we concluded walking through practical example process of:
1. ‘Breaking down and Investigating’ a Jack-In-The-Box Memory.
2. Bringing the Memory through into your current experience of yourself now in your reality.
3. From here – finally identifying the ‘Behavioral-Conditioning’ as ‘habit’ that you still exist as to this day due to the Memory manifested as the physical, in the physical – through which you create specific circumstances that you then experience, based on the manifested definition of you as such a Memory.
4. Starting from the Memory itself by applying the Self Forgiveness Process to assist and support self to release the manifestations of the memory within and as your physical human body through sounding your self forgiveness as self expression here in self honesty – applying self forgiveness out loud in absolute realization of no more accepting or allowing self to exist as and of a manifested physical memory in separation of self here.
5. From here – moving unto the Self Forgiveness Process of Insight, Understanding, Realisation and also the Practical Corrective Action to be taken; placed and laid out before self, to take the final step in absolute specificity of actually living the change here in the physical as self that was placed and laid out before self in written word within the Process of identifying the Practical Corrective Action to be taken.
6. This done to merge the written word and living application of, as and through the physical as one as the manifestation of self here as the living word as the physical – the Process of self being one and equal with and as self here.
在之前的文档 人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第15节)中,我们结束了行走通过实际例子的过程:
1. “分解并调查”一个玩偶盒子记忆。
2. 带着记忆通过到现在你的你自己的当前体验在你的现实中。
3. 从这里——最终识别“行为制约”如同你仍然作为其而存在直到今天的“习惯”,由于记忆显化为物质/身体、在物质/身体中——通过其你创造特定的环境然后你体验,立基于显化的你的定义如同这样一个记忆。
4. 从记忆本身开始,通过应用自我宽恕过程来援助并支持自己去释放记忆的显现在之中并等如你的物质人类身体,通过发声你的自我宽恕如同自我表达在这里在自我诚实中——应用大声地自我宽恕在绝对的 不再接受或允许自己去存在作为并属于一个显化的物质/身体记忆在自我的分离之中的领悟中 在这里。
5. 从这里——移动到自我宽恕过程的洞察、理解、领悟以及要采取的实际改正行动:放置并展开在自己面前,去采取最后一步在实际上活改变在这里在物质/身体中等如自己的绝对特定性之中 是放置并展开在自己面前在书写的字词中在识别要采取的实际改正行动的过程里面。
6. 这样做以合并书写的字词和活应用属于、等如并通过物质/身体等同如一等如自我的显现在这里如同活的字词等如物质/身体——自我的过程是/作为一体平等于并等如自己在这里。

Therefore, we have walked through the entire process of ‘breaking down and investigating a Jack-In-The-Box Memory by applying Self Forgiveness to the Jack-In-The Box Memory, by bringing through the Memory into and as your current reality as what you now exist as and through the Questions and Responses Process within both Steps taken, walking through the Self Forgiveness, Insight, Understanding, and Realisation Process and also the Practical Corrective Action to be taken Process.
All this done, to identify the ‘behavioural-conditioning’ as ‘habit’ and your accepted and allowed existence as that ‘behavioural-conditioning’ as ‘habit’ as all that is involved of you within you to exist as such a ‘habit’ that you created, designed and manifested as you from an experience of the past as Memory that is manifest in and as the physical human body that is you.
因此,我们已经行走通过“分解并调查一个玩偶盒子记忆 通过把自我宽恕应用到玩偶盒子记忆,通过带着记忆通过到并等如你的当前现实如同你现在作为什么而存在,并通过问与答的过程在采取的两个步骤中,行走通过自我宽恕、洞察、理解和领悟过程以及要采取的实际改正行动过程”的整个过程。
这一切完成,去识别“行为制约”如同“习惯”和你接受并允许存在为那个“行为制约”如同“习惯”等如所有与你有关的一切在你里面去作为这样一个“习惯”而存在,即你创造、设计并显化为你从一个过去如同记忆的体验中是显化在之中并等如物质人类身体的,即是你。

Therefore, within this entire process we walked through from Section One (1) to Section Fifteen (15) was identifying the Behavioural-Conditioning as Habit – and identifying all else that is involved of you and within you by existing as Behavioural-Conditioned Habit.
At the same time, applying Self Forgiveness, walking through the Insight/Understanding/Realisation example Process to finally assist and support self to no more participate in or exist as such a Habit – and stop all else of self as the entire design of self and parts of self that played a role in creating, designing and manifesting self as such a Habit.
因此,在这整个过程中我们行走通过从第一节(1)到第十五节(15)识别行为制约如同习惯——并识别了所有其他与你有关的并在你里面通过作为行为制约的习惯而存在的。
同时,应用自我宽恕,行走通过洞察/理解/领悟的举例过程去最终援助并支持自己去不再参与进或作为这样一个习惯而存在——并且停止自我的其他一切等如整个自我的设计和自我的一部分扮演一个角色在创造、设计并显化自我如同这样一个习惯方面。

Herein is given a clear indication of how to ‘walk through and with yourself’ in investigating, determining and from here deduce how to practically assist and support you to change you as the ‘behavioural-conditioned habit’, together with all other constructs/systems involved, you’ve accepted and allowed yourself to exist as and become – to stand up and take self responsible, self directive principle as you here in the moment of breath.
Alright, as we moved through this Process of the Jack-In-The Box Memory – we identified ‘more parts of self’ that is involved within the manifested expression of self as the ‘behavioural-conditioning’ as ‘habit’ – the ‘parts of self’ that was identified and highlighted in blue/cyan.
在此给出了一个清晰的指示关于如何“行走通过并与你自己一起”在调查、决定当中,并从这里推论如何实际地援助并支持你去改变你如同“行为制约的习惯”,连同所包含的所有其他建构/系统,你已经接受并允许你自己去作为其而存在并成为的——去站立起来并负起自我责任、自我指导原则等如你在这里在呼吸的这一刻。
好的,当我们移动通过这个玩偶盒子记忆的过程时——我们识别了“自己的更多部分”包含在显化的自我的表达之中如同“行为制约”等如“习惯”——“自我的部分”被识别并以蓝色/蓝绿色突显出。

Such ‘parts of self’ reveal personality-designed definitions of self. (We’ll explore such ‘parts of self’ within another part within this document to follow). Within which we’ll explore ‘personality-designs’ and the practical process to assist and support self to stop existing as such personality-designs – through utilizing the examples as the ‘parts of self’ highlighted within the Sections we’ve moved through recently already.
For the moment, we’ll conclude the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, within which I’ll go through each ‘practical corrective action to be taken’ part of the process we’ve walked through, within which we applied the insight/understanding/realization process of the self forgiveness process applied of the written word experience.
这种“自我的部分”揭示自我的人格设计定义。(我们将探索这种“自我的部分”在本文档接下来的另一部分里面)。在其中我们将探索“人格设计”和实际的过程去援助并支持自己去停止作为这种人格设计而存在——通过使用例子作为“自我的部分”突显在我们最近已经移动通过的部分里面。
目前,我们将总结玩偶盒子记忆,在其中我将通过我们已经行走通过的过程的每个“要采取的实际改正行动”部分,在这里面我们应用写出体验的字词的自我宽恕过程应用的洞察/理解/领悟过程。

PRACTICAL CORRECTIVE APPLICATION ASSESSMENT:
What I will be doing is re-visiting each practical corrective action section of each written word experience section we explored, to assist and support you with what practical corrective application actually entails.
Though I suggest this to be done for self by self also – making a ‘list’ so to speak of all the practical corrective action statements expressed of the process we have just walked through – and to actually do it – not accepting or allowing postponement, procrastination or half measures.
实际改正应用评估:
我将做的事情是重新访问我们所探索的每个写出的字词体验部分的每个实际改正行动部分,以援助并支持你关于实际改正应用实际上蕴含什么。
虽然我建议这一点要为自己也通过自己来完成——列出一个可以说是我们刚刚已经行走通过的过程的所有实际改正行动声明表达的“清单”——并且去实际上这样做——不接受或允许延期、拖延或不彻底的行动。

As this point of writing down all the practical corrective action statements expressed, realized and understood and actually living them in self corrective change as you in the moment of facing such manifesting experiences again – is the absolute point where and how self trust is established and self honesty is lived. Or where and how you can influence yourself to such an extent – that trusting yourself becomes ever so more difficult and harder and self dishonesty is perpetuated further. This will occur only if you influence yourself by not assisting and supporting yourself in practical lived self corrective action in which you actually change – through living the words you speak as the statements you express, realize and understand – but accept or allow you to give into postponement, procrastination, half-measures, excuses, reasons and justifications of mind – which is all but methods and ways the mind utilize for you to give in and give up instead of standing up absolute here and transforming you.
因为这个 写下所有实际改正行动声明表达、领悟和理解,并且当你处在再次面对这种显化的体验的这一刻时实际上活它们在自我修正的改变中 的点——是绝对的点,在那里及如何自我信任建立并且自我诚实被活。或者在那里及如何你可以影响你自己到达这样一种程度——以至于信任你自己变得更加困难和艰难而自我不诚实进一步持续。这将只是 在你通过不援助和支持你自己在实际的活自我修正行动在那儿你实际上改变方面 而影响你自己的时候 才发生——通过活字词你说话如同你表达、领悟并理解的声明——而是接受或允许你去屈从于延期、拖延、不彻底的行动、心智的借口、理由和辩解——这几乎是心智用来让你屈服和放弃的方式和方法,而不是绝对的站立起来在这里并转变你。

Let’s begin walking through each Practical Corrective Action to be Taken section – taking each statement in each Practical Corrective Action to be Taken section and walking through how to actually live such statements in one’s world when faced again with such situations – to so assist an support self to actually change and transform self and at the same time realize the existence of self as self trust in self honesty through assisting and supporting self to actually practically live the statements realized as self practically effective in one’s world.
让我们开始行走通过每个要采取的实际改正行动部分——拿起在每个要采取的实际改正行动当中的每个声明并行走通过如何实际上活这样的声明在个人的世界里当再次面对这种情境时——去如此援助一个支持自我去实际上改变并转变自己,而且同时领悟到自我的存在如同自我信任在自我诚实中通过援助并支持自己去实际上实际地活这个声明的领悟如同自我实际有效在个人的世界里。

Section 1:
Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to not accept or allow myself to again walk down the same road I’ve always walked, through immediately reacting, which leads to the inevitable experience of emotional/feeling turmoil which leads to the inevitable fight which leaves me experiencing myself not so comfortably?
第1部分:
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不接受或允许我自己去再次沿着同一条我一直行走的道路走下去,通过立刻反应,这导致必然的情绪/感受混乱的体验,这通向不可避免的战斗,让我体验我自己不那么舒服?

Corrective Action Statement:
To assist and support myself here in and as breath and remain constant and stable in and as breath; as breath itself as me is constant and stable – and simply not accept or allow myself to immediately react to/towards my mother or give into the surge of emotional / feeling turmoil within me.
But breathe through the reaction if it dares to move and stop me here in self directiveness in the moment in and as breath from accepting and allowing the reaction to accumulate to emotional/feeling turmoil and no more accept or allow myself to be directed by emotions/feelings as reactive responses.
改正行动声明:
要援助并支持我自己在这里在之中并等如呼吸 和保持恒常且稳定在之中并等如呼吸;等如呼吸本身等如我是恒常且稳定——并且仅仅不接受或允许我自己去立刻起反应对/朝向我的妈妈或屈服于情绪/感受混乱的涌起在我里面。
而是呼吸通过反应,如果它胆敢移动和阻止我在这里在自我指导中在这一刻在之中并等如呼吸来自接受和允许了反应去累积到情绪/感受混乱,并且不再接受或允许我自己被情绪/感受如同反应的回应所指导。

The self corrective action statement made here is to simply not accept or allow self to when in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event (which in particular manifest towards (as in the example used)-your mother) – ‘gives in’ to emotions/feelings that suddenly/unexpectedly surge up.
The ‘not giving in to’ done through remaining here as breath – because in breath you have the ability to assist and support you to remain stable here and stop yourself from participating or ‘going into’ as ‘giving into’ the surge of emotions/feelings that rise up.
This ‘action’ of stopping self from ‘giving into’ the surge of emotions/feelings – is self-directiveness, I’m directing me to stop me from accepting and allowing me to give in to or participate in the surge of emotions/feelings – doing this, through supporting me here in and as breath.
在这里所作出的自我改正行动声明是去仅仅不接受或允许自己去当处于一个冲突/对抗情境/事件中时(即在特定的显化中朝向(如同在使用的例子中)--你的妈妈)——“屈从”于情绪/感受突然/出乎意料地涌起。
“不屈从于”通过保持在这里等如呼吸而完成——因为在呼吸中你有能力去援助并支持你去保持稳定在这里并阻止你自己参与或“走进”等如“屈从”升起的情绪/感受的涌起。
这个阻止自己“屈从”情绪/感受的涌起的“行动”——是自我指导,我在指导我去阻止我接受并允许我去屈从于或参与进情绪/感受的涌起——这样做,通过支持我在这里在之中并等如呼吸。

This is the self corrective action to be applied practically when faced with a conflicting/confrontational event, based on the self corrective action statement made above:
Express self-directiveness, in the living action of stopping self from participating or giving into the surge of emotions/feelings – doing this, through assisting and supporting self to remain here in and as breath – because it is only when one is not here in and as breath, that one accept/allow emotions/feelings to ‘take over’ or ‘take control’ – because directiveness is abdicated towards what is experienced within as emotions/feelings and thus gives your power away to emotions/feelings to direct you, instead of self standing here as self directiveness and stopping self from accepting and allowing self to give into emotions/feelings that is not who you really are and only lead to consequential self compromise.
这就是要实际应用的自我改正行动 当面对一个冲突/对抗事件时,基于上面所作出的自我改正行动声明:
表达自我指导,在阻止自己参与或屈从情绪/感受的涌起的活的行动中——这样做,通过援助并支持自己去保持在这里在之中并等如呼吸——因为这只是当个人不是在这里在之中并等如呼吸时,个人接受/允许情绪/感受来“接管”或“控制”——因为对/朝向什么被体验到在里面如同情绪/感受的指导被放弃了,并因此把你的力量放弃给情绪/感受来指导你,而不是自己站立在这里等如自我指导并阻止自己接受和允许自己去屈从情绪/感受,这并不是你真正所是者/是谁而只会导致后果的自我妥协。

Therefore:
Expression:
Self Directiveness
Practical Living Action of Expression as Self Directiveness:
Stopping self from accepting and allowing self to give in to as participating in a surge of emotions/feelings.
Practical Support to Apply the Practical Living Action of Expression as Self Directiveness:
Remaining here in and as stability as breath.
Remaining here in and as breath – that assists and supports self to live self directive expression here as stopping self from accepting/allowing self to continue participation/giving into emotions/feelings.
因此:
表达:
自我指导。
实际活的行动的表达等如自我指导:
阻止自己接受并允许自己去屈从等如参与进一个情绪/感受的涌起。
实际的支持去应用实际活的行动的表达等如自我指导:
保持在这里在之中并等如稳定等如呼吸。
保持在这里在之中并等如呼吸——援助并支持自己去活自我指导表达在这里等如阻止自己接受/允许自己去继续参与/屈从情绪/感受。

This here above – is what is to be actually applied as self. The moment you experience yourself again in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event within your mother for example – to actually really do it – so that your living statement is a living action one and equal as you.
So, for all those that regularly experience conflicting/confrontational events/situations that have always ‘given in to’ the surge of emotions and feelings that rise up within you – suggested to assist and support yourself to apply this that has been discussed here.
Actually applying self corrective action as you here in the moment of breath, in the expression of self directiveness by stopping you from giving into an accepted and allowed habit of abdicating your directiveness and power to emotions/feelings, is but to stand up in a moment, take your power within you and direct you to stop yourself from giving into emotions/feelings through supporting you here in and as breath in the moment – remaining stable here.
这里上面这一点——是什么要实际地应用等如自己。这一刻你再次体验你自己在一个与你的妈妈冲突/对抗的情境/事件中,例如——去实际上真的这样做——以便你的活的声明是一个活的行动一体平等等如你。
因此,对于所有那些经常体验到冲突/对抗事件/情境的人们来说,总是“屈服于”升起在你里面的情绪和感受的涌起——建议援助并支持你自己去应用这些已经在这里所讨论的。
实际上应用自我改正行动等如你在这里在呼吸的这一刻、在自我指导的表达中 通过阻止你屈从一个接受和允许的放弃你的指导并把力量给了情绪/感受的习惯,而是去在一瞬间站立起来,拿起你的力量在你里面并指导你去阻止你自己屈从情绪/感受,通过支持你在这里在之中并等如呼吸在这一刻——保持稳定在这里。

Bruce L.
(Edited by: Darryl Thomas)
李小龙
(编辑:Darryl Thomas)

Re: 人类之神:物质/身体 -- 李小龙

发表于 : 周一 9月 07, 2020 12:01 pm
高洪0221
God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 17)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第17节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 17)
Continuing with the Practical Corrective Application Assessment.
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第17节)
继续实际改正应用评估。

PRACTICAL CORRECTIVE APPLICATION ASSESSMENT:
实际改正应用评估:

Section 2: (As Discussed in Part Eight Section 10)
Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to practically assist and support myself in the moment, to not accept or allow myself to direct blame towards another as an attempt to shift responsibility through an experience/thought that comes up inside myself to which I usually react that is directed to/towards the other?
第2部分:(如同在第八部分第10节中所讨论的)
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己在这一刻,去不接受或允许我自己去直接责备朝向另一个人作为一个企图转移责任通过一个出现在我自己内在的体验/想法,以其我通常起反应是直接对/朝向他人的?

Corrective Action Statement:
I will immediately assist and support myself in the moment to stop myself from continuing participating in the reaction that comes up inside of me related to the thought/belief/perception as ‘experience’ that comes up, that she’s not hearing me, not listening to me and not understanding me.
In this moment such a thought/belief/perception comes up – I will ‘slow down’ here in and as breath, stop myself slowly from accepting and allowing myself to continue participating in the reaction that comes up together with the experience/thought/belief/perception.
Because I understand that such a thought/belief/perception that comes up as ‘she’s not hearing me, not listening to me and not understanding me’ – reveals to me that I’m actually the one not hearing, understanding or listening to what she’s expressing here in the moment.
改正行动声明:
我将立刻援助并支持我自己在这一刻去阻止我自己继续参与进出现在我内部的反应关联到想法/信念/感知等如出现的“体验”,即她没在听我说话、不听我的并且不理解我。
在这一刻这样一个想法/信念/感知出现——我将“放慢下来”在这里在之中并等如呼吸,缓慢地阻止我自己接受并允许我自己继续参与进出现的反应连同体验/想法/信念/感知。
因为我理解这样一个想法/信念/感知出现等如“她没在听我说话、不听我的并且不理解我”——对我揭示了实际上我正是没在听、理解或倾听她正在表达什么在这里在这一刻 的那个人。

Therefore, within this understanding, realization and insight – I take self responsibility for me, stop the reaction through not participating in such an assumption/belief/perception and actually slow down here in and as breath and HEAR HERE as breath calmly and stable as breath that is me.
Thus, not accepting or allowing myself to follow perceptions/ideas/assumptions/beliefs that form towards another as blame – but actually hear the words that is being said and in common sense self honesty communicate what I see here in the moment as breath and not accepting/allowing myself to speak in/of reaction of mind, because I know already where that road ends – NO MORE!
因此,在这个理解、领悟和洞察中——我负起我的自我责任,停止反应通过不参进这样一个假设/信念/感知并且实际上放慢下来在这里在之中并等如呼吸,而且在这里在这里等如呼吸平静并稳定的等如呼吸正是我。
因此,不接受或允许我自己去允许形成的感知/想法/假设/信念朝向他人如同责备——而是实际上听见被说话的字词,并且在普同常识中自我诚实的交流我看到什么在这里在这一刻如同呼吸,并且不接受/允许我自己去说话在之中/属于心智的反应,因为我已经知道那条路的尽头在哪里——不再!

The Self Corrective Action statement made here is to not accept or allow self to ‘give into’ the manifested ‘habit’ of continuing participation in an ‘belief/perception’ that comes up as ‘manifested thought-experience’ as ‘projection’ as ‘she’s (your mother) the one not listening or hearing or understanding you.
To assist and support yourself to no more accept or allow such a conditioned self-definition of continuing participation in such projected thought-manifestations – is to ‘slow down’ here in and as breath and simply self direct you here in the moment to actually stop yourself in the slowing down as breath from continuing participation in such projected thought-manifestations as ‘blame.’
作出在这里的自我改正行动声明是去不接受或允许自己去“屈从”显化的持续参与进一个出现的“信念/感知”的“习惯” 如同“显化的想法体验”等如“投射”等如“她(你的妈妈)是没在听或听见或理解你的那个人”。
要援助并支持你自己去不再接受或允许这样一个持续参与进这种投射的想法显现的制约的自我定义——是去“放慢下来”在这里在之中并等如呼吸并仅仅自我指导你在这里在这一刻去实际上从继续参与进这种投射的想法显现等如“责怪”中 停止你自己在放慢下来之中等如呼吸。

This done in and as the starting point of self honesty as the self-realisation that the projected thought-manifestation of ‘she’s not hearing, listening or understanding’ as ‘blame directed towards her’ – reflects to you that you’re actually the one not giving her and you the opportunity to listen, hear or understand.
The living expressed action of this self-realised point of self honesty is taking self responsibility for self here in the moment. Taking self responsibility through stopping self from continuing participating in such projected thought-manifestations of blame and unconditionally hear here in and as breath through you assisting and supporting you to stabilize you here as breath.
这个被做在之中并等如自我诚实的出发点等如自我领悟,投射的“她没听见、在听或理解”的想法显现如同“责备直接朝向她”——反映给你实际上你就是这个没有给予她和你机会去倾听、听见或理解的人。
这个自我诚实的自我领悟点的活的表达行动是,为自己负起自我责任在这里在这一刻。负起自我责任通过阻止自己继续参与进这种投射的责备的想法显现,并且无条件地听见在这里在之中并等如呼吸通过你援助并支持你去稳定你在这里等如呼吸。

The living expression of you in self honesty as the action taken as self responsibility is to within the stopping actually change/transform self to hear what is being expressed by/through your mother (for example) – without judgment, ridicule, preconceived ideas/perceptions through hearing here in and as breath and from this moment – speak in clarity and stability without reactions of thought or emotional/feeling experiences and so direct self here in and as the moment – and not be directed, influenced by/through thoughts/emotions/feelings which only always lead down the road to the exact same end.
The statement was made of NO MORE – now to actually really live this statement and actually really in the moment such an event occur both within and without – to stop self and change/transform practically in the moment here within taking the action self responsibility in the expression of self as self honesty within self corrective action.
你的活表达在自我诚实中如同采取的行动等如自我责任是,去在实际上停止改变/转变自我去听见什么经由/通过(例如)你的妈妈在被表达——没有评判、嘲笑、先入之见/感知通过听见在这里在之中并等如呼吸,并且从这一刻——在清晰和稳定中说话没有想法或情绪/感受体验的反应,并如此指导自己在这里在之中并等如这一刻——而且不被/通过想法/情绪/感受所指导、影响,这一切只会一直沿着这条路通向完全一样的终点。
这句声明是由不再组成的——现在实际上去真正活这个声明并且实际上真的在这一刻这样一个事件发生在之内和之外——去停止自己并且实际地改变/转变在这一刻在这里在采取行动自我负责里面在自我的表达如同自我诚实中在自我改正行动中。

Expression:
Self Responsibility in Self Honesty
表达:
自我责任在自我诚实中

Practical Living Action of Expression as Self Responsibility:
To practically stop here in the moment from accepting and allowing self to continue participation in manifested thought-projections of blame such as ‘she’s the one not hearing, listening or understanding.’ This stopping is taking self responsibility in self honesty – because of the self honest self realization that this indicates that self is actually the one not hearing, listening or understanding.
Practical Support to Apply the Practical Living Action of Expression as Self Responsibility:
Slowing down here in and as breath. For it is in the slowing down – that you stabilize yourself to stop such a habit and unconditionally self correct self here in the moment to hear and speak within a self honest starting point of no reaction.
表达如同自我责任的实际活的行动:
要实际地停止在这里在这一刻 从接受和允许自己去继续参与进显化的责备的想法投射比如“她是没有在听、听见或理解的那个人”中。这个停止是负起自我责任在自我诚实中——因为自我诚实的自我领悟,这个表明实际上自己实际上是没有在听、听见或理解的这个人。
实际支持去应用表达如同自我责任的实际活的行动:
放慢下来在这里在之中并等如呼吸。因为正是在放慢下来之中——你稳定你自己去停止这样一个习惯并且无条件地自我改正自己在这里在这一刻去听见并说话在一个自我诚实的不起反应的出发点中。

NOTE: Understand that I am moving with you through the Practical Corrective Action Statement again for a ‘fuller perspective’ of what practical corrective action actually entails and the specificity and detail involved that I walk you through within the Expression; Practical Living Action of Expression and Practical Support to Apply the Practical Living Action of Expression sections as a ‘final assessment’ from which to stand to assist and support you to in actuality – as you face similar situations and experience yourself in such ways again – to change and transform you in the moment through actually going out there and changing you in the moment here.
注意:要理解再次我在与你一起移动通过实际改正行动声明为了一个实际改正行动实际上蕴含什么 和我带你行走通过的特定性和细节在表达里面的“更全面视角”:表达的实际活的行动和实际支持去应用表达的实际活的行动部分作为一个“最终评估”,从中去站立以援助并支持你去实际上——当你面对相似情境并再次以这种方式体验你自己时——去改变并转变你在这一刻通过实际上走出去并改变你在这一刻在这里。

Therefore:
The first step I’ll be moving through with you – is going into a ‘descriptive fuller-perspective’ of the self corrective action statement made.
Then the second step to the specificity and detail ‘rounding off’ of the self corrective action statement – through:
1. Identifying the expression specifically,
2. Then going into the detail of how to practically live the expression in action in the moment,
3. And from there the practical self assistance and self support to live the expression in action practically here in the physical as you.
This done to give you a practical example of how to assist and support yourself to practically ‘pull yourself through’ from living the self corrective statements made – establishing self honesty in self trust for you yourself in manifesting you as the living word.
因此:
第一步,我将与你一起移动通过——是走进自我改正行动声明所作出的一个“描述性更全面视角”。
然后第二步,到自我改正行动声明的“圆润过渡”的特定性和细节——通过:
1. 特定地识别表达,
2. 然后进入如何实际地活这个表达在行动中在这一刻的细节,
3. 并从那里,实际的自我援助和自我支持去活这个表达在行动中实际上在这里在物质/身体中等如你。
这样做去给予你一个如何援助并支持你自己去实际地从活自我改正声明的作出中“推着你自己通过”——建立自我诚实在自我信任中为你你自己以令你显化为活的字词。

The examples presented will assist and support yourself in your process effectively, for you, by you, here in self honesty – to stop existing in separation of you that manifests consequential compromise for both you and another, but to live here in self honest self expression as who you really are and experience the actual transformation and change of you here through applying this practically one and equal as you in the moment when faced with such situations and stop walking down the exact same road to the exact same end over and over and over again ad nauseam.
And to within the examples presented – assist and support you to live the examples given, for and as you to assist and support you, yourself in your process effectively and not just to read and follow what is being expressed within these documents. But to assist and support you to practically apply them for you by you here in self honesty – to stop existing in separation of you that manifest consequential compromise for both you and another, but to live here in self honest self expression as who you really are and experience the actual transformation and change of you here through applying this practically one and equal as you in the moment when faced with such situations and stop walking down the exact same road to the exact same end over and over and over again ad nauseam.
这个例子的展示将有效地援助并支持你自己在你的进程中,为你、通过你、在这里在自我诚实中——去停止存在在你的分离中对你与另一个人显化后果的妥协,而是去活在这里在自我诚实的自我表达中等如你真正所是者/是谁并且体验你的实际的转化和改变在这里通过实际的应用这个一体平等等如你在这一刻当面对这种情形时,并停止沿着相同的道路走到相同的终点反反复复反反复复、令人作呕。
并且去在例子的展示里面——援助并支持你去活给出的例子,为并等如你去有效的援助并支持你、你自己在你的进程中并且不只是阅读和跟随什么被表达在这些文档里面。而是去援助并支持你去实际地应用它们为你通过你在这里在自我诚实中——去停止存在在你的分离中即对你和另一个人都显化后果的妥协,而是去活在这里在自我诚实的自我表达中等如你真正所是者/是谁并体验你的实际转化和改变在这里通过实际地应用这个一体平等等如你在这一刻当面对这种情形时,并停止沿着相同的道路走到相同的终点反复不断地令人作呕。

For example: When faced with a conflicting/confrontational event with a being in your world and you experience manifested thought-projections rising with you such as ‘he/she is not understanding/listening/hearing me’ that consists of and exists as the construct of blame – apply what has been discussed within this document, by taking self responsibility in self honesty, stopping yourself from further participating in such thoughts of blame with the reactions that arise within you and supporting and assisting yourself in this stopping through slowing down here in and as breath – until you’re clear and stable and actually unconditionally hear here and change/transform you practically in such a moment to not speak/express within the starting point of reaction.
例如:当面对一个与一个存有的冲突/对抗事件在你的世界里,并且你体验到显化的想法投射与你一起上升比如“他/她不理解/没在听/听我说”即由其组成并作为责备的建构而存在时——应用什么已经讨论了在这个文档中,通过负起自我责任在自我诚实中,阻止你自己进一步随着升起的反应在你里面参与进这种责备的想法,并支持和援助你自己在这个停止当中通过放慢下来在这里在之中并等如呼吸——直到你是清晰和稳定的并实际上无条件地听到在这里并实际地改变/转化你在这样一个片刻去不在反应的出发点中说话/表达。

We’ll continue with Section 3 within the next document.
我们将在下一个文档中继续第3部分。

Bruce L.
(Edited by: Darryl Thomas)
李小龙
(编辑:Darryl Thomas)