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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 4)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第4节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 4)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第4节)

I’ll move with you through this example with regards to the self forgiveness to be applied in specificity, as we discussed within the previous document – wherein, after you’ve identified the ‘Behavioural-Conditioning’ as ‘Habit’ from the ‘Jack-In-The-Box’ Memory as well as all else that is involved – you ‘start again from the beginning’ with the Memory itself to apply self forgiveness within the specific ‘break-down investigation’ of the Memory itself.
This self forgiveness, suggested to be applied aloud when possible – if not, then in written word; the sound of your voice as the living expression in and as sound as you, will indicate your self-honest expression or self-dishonest acceptances and allowances. Within and through and as sound expression here in self honesty as you, release the Memory from within and as the Physical, or to see/identify within yourself where manifested controls of self-definition exists, wherein you still want to hold onto the Memory itself.
我将与你一起前进通过这个例子,关于自我宽恕是/成为应用在特定性中,正如我们在之前文档中所讨论的——在其中,在你已经从“玩偶盒子”记忆中识别“行为制约”如同“习惯”以及其他包含的所有东西 之后——你“从一开始再次开始”用记忆本身去应用自我宽恕在特定的记忆本身的“分解调查”里面。
这个自我宽恕,建议在可能的时候去大声地应用——如果不能,那么以书面的形式:你的声音的声如同活的表达在之中并等如声等如你,将表明你的自我诚实的表达或自我不诚实的接受和允许。在里面并通过并等如声表达在这里在自我诚实中等如你,释放记忆从里面并等如物质/身体,或去看见/识别在你自己里面,在那里显化自我定义的控制存在,在其中你仍然想要紧抓不放记忆本身。

See:
When self forgiveness is applied in self honesty – wherein your starting point is you here absolutely releasing this point as memory within yourself, because of the realisation/understanding of what you’re accepting and allowing yourself to exist as: your voice within applying self forgiveness aloud will be clear, stable and you’ll experience the sound as you express through and as your entire human physical body as you – in full, complete certain expression here. The REAL application of self forgiveness, in this ‘realness,’ changing the REALity that you have accepted and allowed yourself to be and become.
Herein your self forgiveness is you one and equal here – you releasing you within and through and as you, as self forgiveness.
看一看:
当自我宽恕应用在自我诚实中——在其中你的起始点是,你在这里绝对地释放这个点等如记忆在你自己里面,因为你接受和允许了你自己作为什么而存在的领悟/理解:你的声音在大声地应用自我宽恕里面将是清晰、稳定的,而你将体验这个声作为你表达通过并等如你的整个人类物质身体等如你——处于完整、完全的某种表达之中在这里。自我宽恕的实际应用,在这个“真实性”中,改变了你已经接受并允许你自己是并成为的现实。
于此,你的自我宽恕是你,一体平等在这里——你释放你在里面并通过并等如你、等如自我宽恕。

When self forgiveness is applied within the starting point of ‘still wanting to hold onto the Memory as what the Memory represents as the representation of the Memory being part of your Self-Definition which you ‘fear losing’ – you’ll find the words spoken aloud within self forgiveness as ‘empty’ within a sense of ‘meaninglessness,’ as words spoken within a ‘belief’ that it ‘must be spoken’ – ‘to do it only to do it.’ Herein, it is not real. You’re merely ‘speaking the words’ – not ‘being the words as you one and equal in releasing you from the definition of you through you as self forgiveness here.
To apply self forgiveness within which you are REAL HERE – is to be real within your self forgiveness expression – is to absolutely realise that in your self honest self expression as self forgiveness, you’re releasing you to assist and support you to be able to ‘stand anew’ and no more be determined or defined through but a Memory.
I’d suggest before starting with self forgiveness as an expression of you that is REAL HERE, that is ACTual so that in your ACTions – you stand one and equal with and as that which you have applied self forgiveness in the expression of yourself as WORDS – wording yourself here, so that through and as the words expressed, you LIVE the WORDS in LIVING ACTion as self expression here in the physical, through and through, one and equal in self honesty:
当自我宽恕应用在“仍然想要紧抓不放”记忆如同记忆所代表的事物等如记忆是/作为你的自我定义的一部分的表现,即你“害怕失去”的出发点里面时——你将发现在自我宽恕里面大声说出的字词如同“空的”在一种“无意义”的感觉里面,因为字词说话在一个“信念”里面,即它“必须说”——“去做,只是去做”。在此,这不是真实的。你仅仅是“说话了字词”——没有“是/作为字词等如你一体平等”以通过你等如自我宽恕在这里而把你从你的定义中释放出来。
要应用自我宽恕,在其里面你是真正的在这里——是/成为真正在你的自我宽恕表达里面——是去绝对地领悟到在你的自我诚实的自我表达中等如自我宽恕,你在释放你去援助并支持你以能够去“重新站立”而且不再通过仅仅一个记忆被决定或定义。
我会建议,在开始自我宽恕作为你的一个表达,即是真正在这里之前,这是真实的,以便在你的行动中——你站立一体平等于并等如那些你已经应用自我宽恕在你自己等如字词的表达中——用字词表达你自己在这里,以便通过并等如字词的表达,你活字词在活的行动中等如自我表达在这里在物质/身体中,通过并通过,一体平等在自我诚实中:

How to write for yourself ‘who am I in and as self forgiveness here.’
Because self forgiveness and who you are as self forgiveness will be your primary self support and self assistance foundation in and as which you stand in this process – and the only point within which you are able to, for yourself, prove your self honesty to you (and especially self trust).
Because there will be no ‘proof’ of yourself for ‘confirmation’ of ‘who you are.’ You only have you yourself here with you here. To assist and support yourself in trusting you here is to be absolute in and as self forgiveness and self honesty; to live the change that is you practically here in and as the physical, together with your self forgiveness expressed and applied as you here in and as the physical.
Herein is your one and equal stance as you: Your Words and Actions in and as the Physical as One and Equal Here. Self honestly applying / expressing self forgiveness in the actual real release of your self-defined existence to be able to stand in self honest self corrective action. Only in this self-disciplined expression can self trust exist and be the only point you have for yourself to stand in and as and walk through this process within what is to come.
如何为你自己书写“我所是者/我是谁在之中并等如自我宽恕在这里”。
因为自我宽恕和你所是者/你是谁等如自我宽恕,将是你的最初的自我支持和自我援助基础在之中并等如你站立于这个进程中——而唯一的点在里面,即你能够去、为你自己、给你证明你的自我诚实(和特别是自我信赖)。
因为将没有你自己的“证明”为了“你所是者/你是谁”的“确认”。你只有你自己在这里与你在一起在这里。要援助和支持你自己以信赖你在这里,是成为绝对的在之中并等如自我宽恕和自我诚实;去活改变,即是你实际地在这里在之中并等如物质/身体,连同你的自我宽恕表达和应用等如你在这里在之中并等如物质/身体。
在此是你的一体平等立场等如你:你的字词和行动在之中并等如物质/身体等如一体平等在这里。自我诚实地应用/表达自我宽恕在你的自我定义的存在的实际真正的释放中,以能够去站立在自我诚实的自我改正行动之中。仅仅在这个自律的表达中可以自我信赖存在并是你有的唯一点 为你自己去站立在之中并等如并行走通过这个进程在将会发生什么事里面。

Therefore, I’d suggest being absolute as self forgiveness and assist and support yourself to walk the physical, practical, self-correction within stopping how you’ve accepted and allowed yourself to exist as within your actions pertaining to but a memory; to change you in REAL ACTUALITY HERE – and not just in perception/idea as belief.
The only way to ensure that your self forgiveness is real and self honest is to live the change practically here of that which you’ve applied self forgiveness. Self forgiveness together with self corrective action one and equal here; this is self honesty and living self trust.
Therefore, suggested to write ‘who you are as self forgiveness’ within which you express you as self forgiveness; how you will be assisting and supporting yourself as self forgiveness: a living statement of you as self forgiveness, as which you will stand as you and live as you. Herein but a simple point within which to assist and support you to live self trust as you stand as your living statement as self forgiveness and walk as it no matter what.
因此,我会建议是/作为绝对的等如自我宽恕并援助和支持你自己去行走物质/身体的、实际的、自我改正在停止你如何已经接受和允许你自己去作为其而存在在你的行动里面与仅仅一个记忆有关 里面:去改变你在实际现实中在这里——而不只是在感知/想法如同信念中。
要确保你的自我宽恕是真实和自我诚实的唯一方法,是去实际上活改变在这里属于那些你已经应用的自我宽恕。自我宽恕连同自我改正的行动一体平等在这里:这就是自我诚实和活自我信赖。
因此,建议去书写“你所是者/你是谁等如自我宽恕”,在其里面你表达你如同自我宽恕;你将如何援助并支持你自己等如自我宽恕:你的一个活的声明等如自我宽恕,作为其你将站立为你并活如你。于此只是一个简单的点,在其里面去援助并支持你去活自我信赖等如你站立为你的活的声明等如自我宽恕并且无论如何都要走下去。

At the same time, within this writing – you’ll be able to see for yourself where, how and why you’re still accepting and allowing yourself to separate you from self forgiveness as the lived and applied one and equal existence of you as you here in the physical.
Realise that this entire process, your experience within it and ‘who you are’ is all ‘up to you.’ You are in your own hands to take self responsibility for you and live and apply and express the discipline to assist and support you to actually absolutely change here in and as and through the physical.
If self forgiveness is only applied with no actual self-change here in and as practical application in the physical – it’s useless, and no different to having conversations in your mind with thoughts wherein you only communicate with yourself and through utilizing knowledge and information to formulate ideas/perceptions/beliefs of yourself.
Self forgiveness is not a ‘communication’ or ‘way of speech.’ It is to be lived and expressed as a statement of you as ‘who you are’ that you live and express practically here in and as the physical.
同时,在这个书写里面——你将能够为你自己看见在哪里、如何和为什么你仍然在接受和允许你自己去把你与自我宽恕等如活并应用你的一体平等的存在等如你在这里在物质/身体中 分离开来。
要领悟到,这整个过程,你的体验在它之中和“你所是者/你是谁”全都“由你决定”。你掌握在你自己的手中去对你承担起自我责任 并且活和应用和表达纪律去援助和支持你去实际上绝对地改变在这里在之中并等如并通过物质/身体。
如果自我宽恕只应用于没有实际的自我改变在这里在之中并等如实际应用在物质/身体中——它是无用的,而且这和在你的心智中与想法对话没什么不同,在其中你只是与你自己交流并通过利用知识和信息去公式化你自己的想法/感知/信念。
因此自我宽恕不是一个“交流”或“演讲的方式”。它是/成为活的并表达为一个你的声明等如“你所是者/你是谁”,即你实际上活并表达在这里在之中并等如物质/身体的。

Therefore, we start with self forgiveness – in writing, ‘who you are’ as self forgiveness – by and as which you stand for and as you to assist and support you as self forgiveness to walk here in every moment of breath self honestly by living the statement of you as you as self forgiveness to so start your expression of living self trust.
You will also find in living self forgiveness as you in practical application, wherein your words and actions is one and equal here in self honesty: that your self forgiveness and self-change within practical application in and as the physical will be specific, will be absolute and will be real. You will push yourself to stand here in self honesty and not accept/allow anything less than who you really. Within this, no ‘self-judgment’ exists when you see/realise you’ve ‘made a mistake’ or ‘missed a point’ but will realise the gift in it: To simply specify your self expression in words and actions.
Therefore, we start with the self forgiveness process of the Memory itself, then the Self forgiveness of you here currently existing as the Memory related to your world, and once this is done, we move onto the self corrective action as practical self-changed living here in and as the physical.
因此,我们从自我宽恕开始——用书写形式,“你所是者/你是谁”等如自我宽恕——通过并等如你所为之而站立的并等如你 去援助并支持你等如自我宽恕以自我诚实地行走在这里在呼吸的每一片刻,通过活你的声明等如你等如自我宽恕去这样开始你的活自我信赖的表达。
你也将发现在活自我宽恕等如你在实际应用中,在其中你的字词和行走是一体平等的在这里在自我诚实中:即你的自我宽恕和自我改变在实际应用里面在之中并等如物质/身体,将是特定的、将是绝对的而且将是真正的。你将推动你自己去站立在这里在自我诚实中并且不接受/允许任何少于你真正是谁的事物。在这之中,没有“自我评判”存在,当你看见/领悟到你已经“犯了一个错误”或“错失了一个点”时,而是将领悟到这个礼物在它之中:去仅仅具体化你的自我表达在字词和行动中。
因此,我们从记忆本身的自我宽恕过程开始,那么你的自我宽恕当前在这里作为记忆而存在关联到你的世界,而一旦这个完成了,我们移到自我改正行动等如实际自我改变的活在这里在之中并等如物质/身体。

Let’s begin:
Self Forgiveness related to and as the Memory itself:
Here we ‘go to the origin’ – which is the Memory itself that manifested the becoming of self as a ‘manifested behavioural-condition’ as habit; and starts standing up from within and as the ‘origin’ that is the manifested cause of the ‘habit’ through self honest absolute self forgiveness, which you can only determine for and as you here.
让我们开始:
自我宽恕关联到并等如记忆本身:
在这里我们“回到起源”——即是记忆本身显化自我的形成作为一个“显化的行为制约”等如习惯;并开始站立起来从里面并等如“起源”,即是显化的“习惯”的原因,通过自我诚实的绝对的自我宽恕,即你只能决定为并等如你在这里。

So, we start with the Physical Action:
Realise here – common sense insight also necessary, to ‘see into’ the experience directly to specifically assist and support you so, in the specificity of self forgiveness. This will ‘develop’ as you walk this process of self forgiveness as you – to not be ‘limited’ only by what is revealed/shown to you in a Memory, but to be able to see directly the entirety of what the Memory represents and all that is involved within it.
The self forgiveness applied with the Memory – is suggested to be applied in ‘real-time,’ meaning you standing as you as a child here as the experience, applying self forgiveness within and as the current existence of you here with the insight/understanding you have at the moment with regards to the experience the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
Because the Memory in itself is existing in and as a real-time manifestation as a ‘live-memory-moment’ that replays within and as your physical human body over and over and over again – still ‘occurring’ / ‘existing’ within you, as though you are really experiencing it – without you even knowing about it, because it’s suppressed, manifested in and as your physical within the construct of ‘forgetting’.
因此,我们从物质/身体的行动开始:
要领悟到在这里——普同常识洞察也是必要的,去直接“调查”体验以特定地援助并支持你,因此在自我宽恕的特定性中。这个将“发展”为你行走这个自我宽恕的进程等如你——去不只是被 揭露/展示给你在一个记忆中的东西而“限制”,而是能够去直接看见记忆所代表的全部和所有那一切包含在它之中的事物。
自我宽恕应用于记忆——建议是/成为应用在“实时”中,意思是,你站立等如你作为一个孩子在这里等如这个体验,应用自我宽恕在里面并等如你的当前体验在这里,随着你此刻有的洞察/理解关于玩偶盒子记忆所揭示的体验。
因为记忆就其本身而言存在在之中并等如一个实时的显现等如一个“生活记忆瞬间”重播在里面并等如你的物质人类身体一遍又一遍——仍然“发生”/“存在”在你里面,仿佛你真的在体验它——你甚至都不知道它,因为它被抑制、显化在之中并等如你的物质/身体在“忘记了”的结构里面。

Within applying self forgiveness here in ‘real-time’ – you’re applying self forgiveness here one and equal as the Memory, with the Memory – to release you from within the Memory as the Memory as that ‘part of you/experience of you’ that is ‘held in it’ within and as which you exist as ‘part of’ the definition of you of mind in separation of you here.
Therefore, you’re applying self forgiveness one and equal here as you – and not in separation of you, because the Memory in itself is you, it exists as you and of you within self-definition. Therefore, you have to release the Memory as in releasing that definition/experience of you of mind - by standing one and equal with and as you here as self forgiveness. To stand one and equal here as who you are in self honesty, and no more exist in separation of you as self-definition of a Memory of Mind.
在应用自我宽恕里面在这里在“实时”中——你在应用自我宽恕在这里一体平等等如记忆,与记忆在一起——去把你从 记忆里面等如记忆等如那个“你的一部分/你的体验”,即是“持有在它之中”在里面并等如你作为心智的你的定义的“一部分”而存在在你在这里的分离中 释放出来。
因此,你在应用自我宽恕一体平等在这里等如你——并且没有在你的分离中,因为记忆本身就是你,它作为你并属于你而存在在自我定义之中。
因此,你必须释放记忆等如 释放那些心智的你的定义/体验——通过站立一体平等于并等如你在这里等如自我宽恕。去站立一体和平等在这里等如你所是者/你是谁在自我诚实中,而且不再存在在你的分离中等如一个心智的记忆的自我定义。

We determined within the example as Memory wherein you were pushed/shoved off of the swing by another as crying – then you start:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately cry when the other kids pushed me off of the swing, instead of standing up breathing and not accepting and allowing myself to take what was done unto me personally – but realising that they were doing it due to acceptances and allowances within themselves and had nothing to do with me personally.
我们决定在例子等如记忆里面,在其中你被另一个人从秋千上推/推挤下来等如哭泣——然后,你开始:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去当另一个小孩把我从秋千上推下来时立刻哭泣,而不是站立起来呼吸并不接受和允许我自己去把对我做的事情个人化——而是领悟到,他们这样做是由于接受和允许在他们自己里面而与我个人无关。

Have a look in this self forgiveness example:
Applying self forgiveness specific according to the specific action that caused the crying and the crying itself.
‘I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately cry when the other kids pushed me off of the swing,...’
Within the self forgiveness exists the realisation / insight of self corrective application.
‘..., instead of standing up breathing and not accepting and allowing myself to take what was done unto me personally.’
Also within the self forgiveness, the self-realisation point with regards to the action done unto me by another as to ‘why not necessary to have taken what was done unto me personally’
‘...but realising that they were doing it due to acceptances and allowances within themselves and had nothing to do with me personally.’
Herein, you take self forgiveness to its ‘completeness’ – wherein you apply self forgiveness within the action experienced towards you, together with the realisation/insight of the self corrective action with regards to ‘what you would do at this moment in being in such a position/experience’ and also the realisation/insight of why you would not react as in crying or take it personally but stand here in self honesty. 察看一下在这个自我宽恕例子里:
应用自我宽恕特定的依据引起哭泣的特定行为和哭泣本身。
“我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去当另一个小孩把我从秋千上推下来时立刻哭泣,……”
在自我宽恕里面存在自我改正应用的领悟/洞察。
“……,而不是站立起来呼吸并不接受和允许我自己去把对我做的事情个人化。”
也在自我宽恕里面,自我领悟点关于被另一个人对我所做的行动 关于“为什么不必要去把对我做的事情个人化”
“……而是领悟到,他们这样做是由于接受和允许在他们自己里面而与我个人无关。”
于此,你把自我宽恕带到它的“完整”——在其中你应用自我宽恕在朝向你的行动里面的体验,连同自我改正行动的领悟/洞察关于“在这个瞬间在是处于这样一个位置/体验里,你将做什么”,以及为什么你不会反应如同在哭泣或把它个人化,而是站立在这里在自我诚实中 的领悟/洞察。

This is applying self forgiveness and at the same time assisting and supporting you within insight/realisation and the preparation of yourself within and for and as practical self corrective action.
So, within applying self forgiveness – take the point, within your self forgiveness through to the realisation/insight of practical living application as solution as well as your insight/understanding with regards to the self corrective application realisation/insight.
The point within this self forgiveness example was:
Applying self forgiveness for the accepted and allowed reaction of being shoved/pushed off of the swing.
The realisation/insight of practical living application as solution was:
Breathing, not accepting and allowing yourself to take what was done unto you personally
The insight/understand with regards to the self corrective application in itself was:
That it has nothing to do with you personally – they were exerting their acceptances and allowances of themselves out unto you.
这就是应用自我宽恕,并同时援助和支持你在洞察/领悟和你自己的准备之中在里面并为了并等如实际的自我改正行动。
因此,在应用自我宽恕当中——拿起这个点,在你的自我宽恕中通过到达实际的活应用等如解决方案的领悟/洞察、和你的关于自我改正应用领悟/洞察的洞察/理解。
在这个自我宽恕例子里面的点是:
为了接受和允许被推挤/推下秋千的反应而应用自我宽恕。
实际的活应用等如解决方案的领悟/洞察是:
呼吸,不接受和允许你自己去把对你所做的事情个人化。
关于自我改正应用本身的洞察/理解是:
即这与你个人无关——他们在把他们的他们自己的接受和允许施加到你身上。

Up to here is an example of how you ‘pull through’ the specificity with regards to self forgiveness; to assist and support you in realisation/insight as the ‘corrective application’ in words as words together with the self forgiveness applied for and as the point experienced.
This is ‘important’ to assist and support yourself with regards to ‘pulling the self forgiveness through to its completeness’ as it’ll assist and support you in ‘preparing the way before you’ within self corrective application in the physical here.
到这里是一个你如何“推着通过”关于自我宽恕的特定性的例子:
去援助和支持你在领悟/洞察中等如“改正应用”用字词等如字词连同自我宽恕应用为并等如体验到的这个点。
去援助和支持你自己关于“推着自我宽恕通过到达它的完整”,这是“重要的”,因为它将援助并支持你以“在你前面准备好道路”在自我改正应用里面在物质/身体中在这里。

If you find you’re not able to immediately see the insight/understanding of the practical self corrective application and the realisation of the starting point as you in and as the practical self corrective application with regards to the point you’re applying self forgiveness for – take the following steps:
Apply self forgiveness for and as only the point itself as the Physical Action that was determined within the ‘breaking down’ of the Memory:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cry when I was pushed/shoved off of the swing by/through the others.
Then you ask yourself the questions:
Within my current understanding in self honesty here, what will I do in such a moment:
I will not accept or allow myself to react or act in my emotions/feelings, but breathe through it, stand here and not accept or allow myself to take it personally, because I understand at this moment, that what was done unto me was not towards me personally, but they were exerting what was existent within them unto me as themselves.
如果你发现你不能立刻看见实际的自我改正应用的洞察/理解和出发点的领悟等如你在之中并等如实际的自我改正应用关于这个你在应用自我宽恕的点时——采取以下的步骤:
应用自我宽恕为并等如仅仅这个点本身等如在记忆的“分解开”里面所决定的物质/身体行动:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去当我被/通过他人把我从秋千上推/推挤下来时哭泣。
然后你问你自己这个问题:
在我当前的理解里面在自我诚实中在这里,我将做什么在这样的一个片刻:
我将不接受或允许我自己去在我的情绪/感受中作出反应或行动,而是呼吸通过它、站立在这里,并且不接受或允许我自己去把它个人化,因为我理解在这一刻,什么被做在我身上,并不是朝向我个人的,而是他们在把存在于他们里面的东西施加到我等如他们自己身上。

Understand, we’re at the moment only looking at the self forgiveness with regards to a point – not yet the ‘practical living solution’ with regards to ‘how you’d assist and support the others as you’ to assist and support them to see/realise that what was done is unacceptable – not from a starting point of ‘spite’ or ‘blame’ but utilizing in such a moment common sense to direct you and them as the moment to see/realise what has been accepted and allowed = this point of ‘practical living solution’ we’ll come to.
Though – within ‘pulling through’ the self forgiveness to its completeness or through utilizing the step within asking yourself the question within which you write the self corrective application as living statement of you – you’re assisting and supporting you to see the self corrective application if you were to be in such a situation again. Which would be not to take it personally, not accept/allow yourself to react, but breathe here and realise that it wasn’t directed to/towards you personally.
要理解,此刻我们只是在察看关于一个点的自我宽恕——还不是“实际的活解决方案”关于“你将如何援助并支持他人等如你”去援助并支持他们以看见/领悟到被做的事情是不可接受的——不是从一个“恶意”或“责备”的出发点,而是利用在这样一个片刻中的普同常识去指导你和他们等如这一刻,去看见/领悟到什么已经被接受和允许=这个“实际活解决方案”的点我们将来到。
虽然——在“推着通过”自我宽恕到它的完成之中或通过利用步骤在问你自己问题里面,在其内你书写自我改正应用作为你的活的声明——你正在援助和支持你去看见自我改正应用,如果你再次处于这样一个情形下。即不会把它个人化,不接受/允许你自己去起反应,而是呼吸在这里并领悟到这并不是直接对/朝向你个人的。

Have a look at what was discussed thus far; the ‘who I am as self forgiveness in writing as you’ to live and stand as with you, by you. As you walk as a stable starting point, you establish for you as you here to walk from and as in every moment.
And also the ‘pulling through’ of self forgiveness to the realisation/insight of the practical self corrective application and the understanding of the self corrective application. And through utilizing the step-method in asking yourself the question of how you’d assist and support yourself in such an experience – to ‘write the self correction as you here.’ To prepare the way before you in and as actual physical self corrective application.
察看一下到目前为止讨论了什么:“我所是者/我是谁等如自我宽恕在书写中等如你”去活并与你在一起、通过你而站立。因为你作为一个稳定的出发点行走,你为你自己建立等如你在这里去行走来自并等如在每一个片刻。
以及自我宽恕的“推着通过”到达实际自我改正应用的领悟/洞察和自我改正应用的理解。并通过利用步进法以问你自己你将如何援助并支持你自己在这样一个体验中的问题——去“书写自我改正等如你在这里”。去预备在你前面的道路在之中并等如实际的物质/身体自我改正应用。

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 5)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第5节)

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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 5)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第5节)

Within the previous document, we discussed ‘pulling through’ self forgiveness from applying self forgiveness of the point itself together with the self corrective application as insight and understanding of what you would do in such a situation at the moment within your current expression of you here. We also discussed the realisation of the entire experience in regards to the beings involved from the perspective of it not being ‘personally done unto you’ – they were merely exerting themselves unto you.
在之前的文档里面,我们讨论“拉着通过”自我宽恕,从应用点本身的自我宽恕连同自我改正应用等如你将做什么在这样一个情境下当时在你的你在这里的当前表达里面的洞察和理解。我们也讨论了整个体验关于所涉及的存有的领悟,从它并不是“个别地做在你身上”的视角来看——他们只不过是在向你施加压力。

What is suggested to do is the following:
Again looking at the self forgiveness applied in regards to the Physical Action identified of the Memory as Crying, when you were pushed or shoved off of the swing:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately cry when the other kids pushed me off of the swing, instead of standing up breathing and not accepting and allowing myself to take what was done unto me personally – but realising that they were doing it due to acceptances and allowances within themselves and had nothing to do with me personally.
建议去做的事情是如下:
再次察看自我宽恕应用关于识别的记忆的物质/身体行动等如哭泣,当你被推或从秋千上推下来时:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去立刻哭泣当其他小孩把我从秋千上推下来时,而不是站立起来呼吸并不接受和允许我自己去把被做在我身上的事情个人化——而是领悟到,他们这样做是由于接受和允许在他们自己里面而与我个人无关。

Is to write down the practical corrective application and the starting point/realisation of the practical corrective application as a note (suggested to be done in a different colour so that it ‘stands out,’ as follows:
NOTE:
Practical Corrective Application in the Moment of the experience:
Breathe, stand up and not accepting or allowing myself to give into emotions/feelings as taking the event personally.
The realisation/insight of the Practical Corrective Application:
The others are not doing it to me personally. They are merely exerting what exists of and within themselves towards me that are actually themselves one and equal.
是去写下实际的改正应用和实际改正应用的出发点/领悟作为一个注意(建议用一种不同的颜色来做以便它“突显出来”),如下:
注意:
实际改正应用在体验的片刻中:
呼吸、站立起来并且不接受和允许我自己去屈服于情绪/感受等如将事件个人化。
实际改正应用的领悟/洞察:
其他人并没有个别地对我这样做。他们只不过在施加什么存在属于并在他们自己里面朝向我,即实际上是他们自己一体平等。

OR
If you do the self forgiveness point of utilizing the ‘step-method’ within asking yourself the question related to the self forgiveness point you are applying self forgiveness for, wherein you start with only applying self forgiveness for/of the point first, as follows:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cry when I was shoved off of the swing by the others.
或者
如果你利用“步进法”做自我宽恕点,在提问你自己问题里面与你正在对其应用自我宽恕的自我宽恕点有关,在其中你从首先只是应用自我宽恕为/属于这个点开始,如下:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去哭泣当我被其他人从秋千上推下来时。

Then ask yourself the question:
Within my current understanding in self honesty here, what will I do in such a moment?
I will not accept or allow myself to react or act in my emotions or feelings, but breathe through it, stand here and not accept or allow myself to take it personally. Because I understand at this moment, that what was done unto me was not towards me personally, but they were exerting what was existent within them unto me as themselves.
然后问你自己这个问题:
在我当前的理解里面在自我诚实中在这里,在这样一个片刻里我将做什么?
我将不接受或允许我自己去在我的情绪或感受中作出反应或行动,而是呼吸通过它、站立在这里,并且不接受或允许我自己去把它个人化。因为我理解这一刻,被做在我身上的事情并不是朝向我个人的,而是他们把存在于他们自己里面的东西施加到我等如他们自己身上。

Then from here – you write the NOTE to you yourself beneath it:
NOTE:
Practical Corrective Application in the Moment of the experience:
Breathe, stand up and not accept or allow myself to give into emotions and feelings as taking the event personally.
The realisation/insight of the Practical Corrective Application:
The others are not doing it to me personally. They are merely exerting what exists of and within themselves towards me that are actually themselves one and equal.
然后从这里——你在它下面给你自己写注意:
注意:
实际改正应用在体验的那一刻:
呼吸、站立起来并且不接受或允许我自己去屈服于情绪和感受等如把事件个人化。
实际改正应用的领悟/洞察:
其他人并没有对我个人这样做。他们只不过把存在属于并在他们自己里面的事物施加朝向我,即实际上是他们自己一体平等。

What we’re doing here is ‘structuring’ the self forgiveness – ‘laying it out before yourself’ – to ‘prepare the way before you’ for the specificity within your practical self corrective application in moments when experiencing, for example, conflict or confrontation.
This ‘structuring’ is you placing your ‘understanding‘ and ‘insight’ of a particular point before you to eventually live this insight/understanding as you here in the physical practically.
This is why we’re going through this so specifically – as it’ll assist and support you within your process while you participate in this world. So much ‘simpler.’ ‘Simplifying’ your process of you in practical application in the physical through the specificity of your self forgiveness and ‘breaking down’ and ‘laying out’ a particular point before you as we’re moving through for example this Jack-In-The-Box Memory and how it pertains to your current accepted and allowed existence.
我们在这里做的事情是“结构化”自我宽恕——“把它铺展开在你自己面前”——去“准备好道路在你前面”为在你的实际自我改正应用里面在片刻中的特定性,当体验到,例如冲突或对抗时。
这个“结构化”是你把你的一个特定点的“理解”和“洞察”放在你面前,去最终活这个洞察/理解等如你在这里实际地在物质/身体中。
这正是为什么我们如此特定地走过这个——因为它将援助并支持你在你的进程里面,当你参与进这个世界的时候。这么多“更简单的”。“简化”你的 你在实际应用中在物质/身体中通过你的自我宽恕的特定性和“分解开”并“铺展开”一个特定点在你面前 的进程,当我们在移动通过例如这个玩偶盒子记忆和它如何属于你当前的接受和允许的存在 时。

Therefore, your first step is self forgiveness. Then, ‘laying out’ self forgiveness within the insights, understandings, realisations and practical self corrective action of the self forgiveness applied, from which we’ll move to ‘how to assist and support you within the practical self corrective application’ in moments that manifest in you and your world similar or identical to that which the Memory revealed.
Then from there – how to assist and support yourself to direct the moment, you and the others as you one and equal here in self honesty as the practical lived solution that is you here as the expression of ‘who you are here’ in self honesty.
These NOTES made in a different colour – we’ll be utilizing as we continue. When we come to the ‘practical self corrective application/action’ layout after we have moved through the self forgiveness process pertaining to you and your world currently related to the Memory itself as the ‘behavioral conditioning’ as ‘habit.’
因此,你的第一步是自我宽恕。然后,“铺展开”自我宽恕在洞察、理解、领悟和自我宽恕应用的实际自我改正行动里面,从中我们将移动到“如何援助并支持你在实际的自我改正应用里面”在片刻中显化在你和你的世界里与那些记忆所揭示的相似或一样。
然后从那里——如何援助和支持你自己去指导这一刻,你和他人等如你一体平等在这里在自我诚实中作为实际活的解决方案,即是你在这里等如“你所是者/你是谁在这里”的表达在自我诚实中。
这些注意用不同的颜色作成——当我们继续时我们将利用。当我们来到“实际自我改正应用/行动”展开时,在我们已经移动通过与你和你的当前世界有关的自我宽恕过程关联到记忆本身等如“行为制约”等如“习惯”之后。

Let’s continue:
Now, notice the first point of self forgiveness applied within the Physical Action point identified of the Memory which was only:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cry when I was shoved off of the swing by the others.
让我们继续:
现在,注意到自我宽恕应用在识别的记忆的物质/身体行动点里面的第一个点,即只是:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去哭泣当我被他人从秋千上推挤下来时。

Surely this cannot be ‘it’ – and it isn’t. From here we’re going ‘deeper into the point of crying’ itself within the self forgiveness process of applying self forgiveness of The Nature of the Physical Action, which was Step 2 in the investigation ‘break down’ of the Memory we moved through. The Nature of the Physical Action was the manifested accepted and allowed expression of you as ‘cause’ of the Physical Action identified as ‘Crying’.
See, many stop at the point of applying self forgiveness pertaining only to one point, such as only applying self forgiveness for the accepted and allowed act of crying and stopping there – without actually realising or understanding the exact nature of the self forgiveness applied. Thus, self forgiveness is useless – because you’re not assisting and supporting you as self forgiveness to actually assist and support yourself to see and investigate what such a point is revealing of/about yourself actually within what you’ve accepted and allowed yourself to be and become.
当然这不可能是“它”——而它不是。从这里,我们将要“深入哭泣的点”本身在应用物质/身体行动的本质的自我宽恕的自我宽恕过程里面,即是调查的第2步我们移动通过的记忆的“分解”。物质/身体行动的本质是显化的接受和允许你的表达作为物质/身体行动的“原因”被识别为“哭泣”。
看看,许多人停止在应用自我宽恕的点只与一个点有关,比如只为接受和允许哭泣的行为应用自我宽恕,并停止在那里——没有实际上领悟或理解自我宽恕应用的确切本质。因此,自我宽恕是无效的——因为你没有援助和支持你等如自我宽恕去实际上援助并支持你自己去看见和调查这样一个点实际上正在揭示什么属于/关于你自己在你已经接受和允许你自己是并成为什么之中。

Therefore, many will say: ‘But why must I forgive myself for crying? What’s ‘wrong’ with that?’
There’s nothing ‘wrong’ about it. As we continue, you will see what such a Memory for example, actually reveals about yourself within your accepted and allowed self-definition of you pertaining to the Memory.
There exists no ‘coincidence’ within the mind as the mind that you have designed and programmed as you, by you through and within past experiences within which you were not self-aware here. It is extremely, extensively absolutely specific. Therefore, you must be as specific with you as you here in all that you assist and support yourself, to see and realise how you’ve programmed and designed yourself in your life-experience.
因此,许多人会说:“但是,为什么我必须为哭泣宽恕我自己?这有什么‘不对’?”
这没有什么“不对”。当我们继续,你将看见这样一个记忆例如,实际上揭示了关于你自己的什么在与这个记忆有关的你的接受和允许的你的自我定义里面。
不存在“巧合”在心智里面等如心智,即你已经设计并编程为你的,经由你通过并在过去体验里面,在这里面你没有自我觉察在这里。这是极端、广泛绝对地特定。因此,你必须是特定的与你在一起等如你在这里在所有那一切之中你援助并支持你自己,去看见并领悟到你已经如何编程并设计你自己在你的生活体验中。

Each point within yourself that ‘comes up’ as all thought-forms which we’ll discuss that is to come – is specific and pertains to the current accepted and allowed existence of yourself at this moment here in the physical.
Therefore, we’re moving through this in absolute specificity, starting with identifying the ‘Physical Action’ the Memory reveals as a definitive specific starting point with which to continue your self forgiveness process in absolute specificity – to eventually assist and support you within the self-directive self specificity of your self corrective application/action here in and as the physical. To not unnecessarily ‘miss points’ to have to experience a time-loop and start all over again.
But do this process properly, practically specifically from the start within which you stand in self honesty and self trust to pull yourself through this and stand here as you no matter what.
每个点在你自己里面“出现”作为所有的想法/思想形式,即我们以后将讨论这个——是特定并属于当前你自己的接受和允许的存在在这一刻在这里在物质/身体中。
因此,我们移动通过这个在绝对的特定性中,从识别“物质/身体行动”开始,记忆揭示作为一个明确特定的起始点,用其去继续你的自我宽恕过程在绝对的特定性中——去最终援助并支持你在你的自我改正应用/行动的自我指导自我特定性里面在这里在之中并等如物质/身体。去不必“错失点”以不得不体验一个时间环圈并从头再来。
而是从一开始正确、实际特定地做这个过程,在其里面你站立在自我诚实和自我信赖之中,去无论如何推着你自己通过这个并站立在这里等如你。

Yes, you will make mistakes, yes you will fall. But in applying and living this process properly, specifically and practically from the start in self honesty and self trust – you’ll find that when you make mistakes, when you fall – man, you will pick yourself up immediately and specify yourself; because you’re walking as self discipline from the start as you.
Push yourself to do this absolutely – in your specificity and self discipline of expressing and applying this self specificity within self discipline as you. So much will become simpler. It’s in the self specificity of and as self discipline – that simplification of much emerges as you here as you walk.
It doesn’t mean it makes anything ‘easier.’ Be careful not to define ‘simplicity’ as your process as ‘easier’ from the perspective of just ‘gliding like the wind’ through it all – no.
是的,你将犯错,是的,你将跌倒。但是在正确、特定并实际地应用和活这个过程中,从一开始在自我诚实和自我信赖之中——你将发现,当你犯错时,当你跌倒时——人类,你将立刻振作起来并具体化你自己;因为从一开始你在行走如同自律等如你。
推动你自己去绝对地这样做——在你的特定性和自律的表达中,并应用这个自我特定性在自律里面等如你。这么多将变得更简单。它在自我特定性中属于并等如自律——简化了许多浮现为你在这里等如你行走。
这并不意味着它让任何事情“更简单”。小心不要把“简单”定义为你的进程等如“更简单”,从只是“像风一样滑翔”一路走过的视角来看——不。

This is a ‘tough’ process from the perspective that you will have to push yourself through limitations and boundaries practically – such as laziness or procrastination which is but self-defined defence mechanisms within the starting point justification of: It’s just so much easier to exist as the ignorant blind fool.
Though, what you will find within living self specificity within self discipline – is that the ‘simplicity’ comes within the courage and resolve that is you in moments to practically push yourself through limitations and boundaries instead of ‘automatically immediately’ deciding to ‘give in’ or ‘give up,’ and then time loop the entire point and have to start all over again.
这是一个“艰苦的”过程,从某种视角来看,你将必须实际地推动你自己通过限制和界限——比如懒惰或拖延,这不过是自我定义的防御机制在辩解的出发点里面:去作为盲目无知的傻瓜而存在,这只是容易多了。
虽然,你将在活自我特定性里面在自律里面发现什么——是,“简单”从勇气和决心中出来,即是你在片刻中去实际上推动你自己通过限制和界限,而不是“立刻自动地”决定“屈服”或“放弃”,而然后时间循环这整个点,并且必须重新开始。

Therefore, you specifically start with the Physical Action identified of the Memory to have a definitive starting point in and as your self forgiveness process, from which to ‘move in-depth’ into and as the entire manifested nature of you of yourself, that such a ‘seemingly insignificant point’ within a Memory reveals that ‘popped-up’ within your Mind – which was ‘crying because of being pushed’ off of a swing.
Also have a look – we started the ‘break-down’ investigation of the Memory from first identifying the Physical Action that the memory revealed which was Crying – which was the identified starting point, from which all else within the Memory/of the Memory ‘opened up’ and ‘revealed.’ Therefore the ‘importance’ of having a clear starting point from which to move – both within yourself and within that which you do.
因此,你特定地从被识别的记忆的物质/身体行动开始,去有一个确定的起始点在之中并等如你的自我宽恕过程,从中去“移动深入”到并等如整个显化的你自己的你的本质,即这样一个“看似无关紧要的点”在一个记忆里面揭示那个“突然出现”在你的心智里面——即是“因为被推挤”下秋千“而哭泣”。
也察看一下——我们开始“分解”记忆的调查,从首先识别记忆所揭示的物质/身体行动,即是哭泣——即是被识别的起始点,从中其他一切在记忆里面/属于记忆“打开”并“揭示”。因此有一个清晰的起始点的“重要性”,从中去移动——在你自己里面也在那些你所做的事情里面。

Therefore see: A Memory isn’t ‘just a memory’ and the ‘act of crying’ isn’t just the ‘act of crying’ that was revealed within the Memory. You take a point, start and begin with what is revealed within it, as in starting your ‘break-down investigation’ from what the Memory revealed and also start with your self forgiveness process of the point the Memory revealed – to pull it through to its completeness in seeing/understanding/realising what the Memory revealed about yourself and pulling it through within the self forgiveness process; to finally release yourself from the Memory to be able to have a clear starting point as you. From and as which to stand in and as self corrective application in the physical here.
因此看见:一个记忆并不“只是一个记忆”,而且“哭泣的行为”不只是揭示在记忆里面的“哭泣的行为”。你拿起一个点,开始并开始于什么揭示在它之中,如同在从记忆揭示什么中开始你的“分解调查”,以及从记忆所揭示的这一点的你的自我宽恕过程开始——去拉它通过到达它的完成以看见/理解/领悟到这个记忆揭示了关于你自己什么,并拉它通过在自我宽恕过程里面;去最终从记忆中释放你自己以能够有一个清晰的出发点等如你。来自并等如那一个去站立在之中并等如自我改正应用在物质/身体中在这里。

Continuing:
Moving onto Step Two:
The Self Forgiveness process of the Nature of the Physical Action identified:
Here you look at all that you have written down in regards to the Nature of the Physical Action as Step Two within the ‘break down investigation’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory by going through each point in detail and applying self forgiveness one and equal to the detail of your ‘investigative writing’ while observing the Nature of the Physical action as ‘cause’ or ‘reason’ for the manifested expression of the Physical Act which was identified as ‘Crying when shoved/pushed’ off of the swing.
继续:
移动到第二步:
被识别的物质/身体行动的本质的自我宽恕过程:
在这里你察看所有你已经写下关于物质/身体行动的本质,等如第二步在玩偶盒子记忆的“分解调查”里面,经由详细地走过每个点并应用自我宽恕一体平等于你的“调查书写”的细节,当观察 物质/身体行动的本质作为物质/身体行动即被识别为当从秋千上被“推挤/推开时哭泣”的显化的表达的“原因”或“理由”的时候。

This was the ‘first paragraph’ we wrote down:
You experienced ‘emotional/feeling turmoil’ the moment you were shoved to the ground by and through the others and experienced physical pain as you hit the ground, wherein you ‘gave into’ the ‘emotional/feeling turmoil’ within yourself – which was the ‘cause’ and ‘reason’ for the Physical Action wherein you ran off crying.
To take it to a ‘more personal practical example’ – when identifying the ‘Nature of the Physical Act’ that a Memory reveal/show of itself, you ask yourself this question:
What did I experience within me, that caused me to start Crying after I was shoved off of the swing? Or: what did I experience within me that was the cause/reason for the Physical Act identified of the Memory?
这就是我们写下的“第一段落”:
你体验到“情绪/感受的混乱”,这一刻你被并通过其他人 推到地上,并体验到物质/身体的疼痛当你撞到地面时,在其中你“屈从于”“情绪/感受的混乱”在你自己里面——即是物质/身体行动,在其中你哭着跑开了 的“原因”和“理由”。
要把它带到一个“更多个人的实际例子”——当识别“物质/身体行动的本质”即一个记忆本身的揭示/展示时,你问你自己这个问题:
我体验到什么在我里面,即引起我在我被从秋千上推下来时开始哭泣?或者:我体验到什么在我里面,是被识别的记忆的物质/身体行动的原因/理由?

You look and see that it was emotions and feelings that came up inside you that caused the act of crying. In seeing this – you write it down for yourself beneath the first question you asked yourself in writing:
I experienced emotional/feeling turmoil the moment I was pushed to the ground by the others and experienced physical pain as I hit the ground.
你看见并看到它是情绪和感受升起在你内在,引起了哭泣的行为。在看见这个当中——你为你自己把它写在下面,你在书写中问你自己的第一个问题是:
这一刻我体验到情绪/感受的混乱,我被其他人推到地上并且当我撞击地面时我体验到身体的疼痛。

Then the next question:
What is the accepted and allowed act within me – that manifested the expressed act of crying?
You look and see: It was ‘giving into’ the emotions/feelings that I experienced in that moment within me, ‘giving in to’ was me accepting and allowing the emotions/feelings to ‘take over’ and because of this act of ‘giving in to’ emotions/feelings, I manifested the expression of and as Crying. And this also you write down for yourself beneath the question you have written down for yourself.
From here – you start applying self forgiveness for the ‘starting point investigation process’ in regards to the Nature of the Physical Action, taking both questions asked and the insights and understandings thereof, and applying self forgiveness.
然后下一个问题:
什么是接受并允许的行为在我里面——显化了哭泣的表达行为?
你看见并看到:它是“屈服于”我在那一刻体验到在我里面的情绪/感受,“屈服于”是我接受和允许了情绪/感受来“接管”,并因为这个“屈服于”情绪/感受的行为,我显化表达属于并等如哭泣。而这也是你为你自己写在下面的你已经为你自己写下来的问题。
从这里——你为“起始点调查过程”开始应用自我宽恕关于物质/身体行动的本质,提出两个问题和由此的洞察和理解,并应用自我宽恕。

First question asked and the insight/understanding thereof:
What did I experience within me, that caused me to start Crying after I was shoved off of the swing? Or: What did I experience within me that was the cause/reason for the Physical Act identified of the Memory?
I experienced emotional/feeling turmoil the moment I was pushed to the ground by/through the others and experienced physical pain as I hit the ground.
Second question asked and the insight/understanding thereof:
What is the accepted and allowed act within me – that manifested the expressed act of crying?
I was ‘giving in to’ the emotions/feelings that I experienced in that moment within me. The ‘giving’ in to was me accepting and allowing the emotions/feelings to ‘take over’ and because of this act of ‘giving into’ emotions/feelings, I manifested the expression as Crying.
And this also you write down for yourself beneath the question you have written down for yourself.
问的第一个问题及对它的洞察/理解:
我体验到什么在我里面,即引起我在我被从秋千上推下来之后开始哭泣?或者:我体验到什么在我里面,是识别的记忆的物质/身体行动的原因/理由?
我体验到情绪/感受混乱这一刻我经由/通过其他人被推到地上,并且当我撞击地面时体验到身体的疼痛。
问的第二个问题和对它的洞察/理解:
什么是接受并允许的行为在我里面——显化哭泣的表达行为?
我“屈服于”我在那一刻体验到的情绪/感受在我里面。这个“屈服于”是我接受和允许了情绪/感受来“接管”,并因为这个“屈服于”情绪/感受的行为,我显化表达作为哭泣。
而这也是你为你自己写在下面的你已经为你自己写下来的问题。

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give in to the emotions and feelings existent within me; of me and as me in the moment when I was shoved off of the swing that manifested the expressed act of me as Crying.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the emotions/feelings within me, of me and as me to ‘take over’ the moment I was shoved off of the swing by the others which manifested the expressed act of me as Crying.
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去屈服于情绪和感受存在在我里面,属于我并等如我在这一刻当我被从秋千上推挤下来时,显化我的表达行为如同哭泣。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许情绪/感受在我里面、属于我并等如我来“接管”这一刻我被他人从秋千上推挤下来,即显化我的表达行为如同哭泣。

Within the self forgiveness process of the Nature of the Physical Action as Part Two of the ‘break-down investigation’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory – we’re only doing the self forgiveness process in itself You’ll see as we continue, how we incorporate the Practical Self Corrective Action insight/understanding/realisation within the self forgiveness process where we apply self forgiveness of you in your world pertaining to the Memory.
We’ll continue further within Part Eight Section (Six).
在物质/身体行动的本质等如玩偶盒子记忆的“分解调查”的第二部分 的自我宽恕过程里面——我们仅仅做了自我宽恕过程本身,当我们继续时你将看见,我们如何结合实际的自我改正行动洞察/理解/领悟在自我宽恕过程里面,在那里我们应用你的与记忆有关的自我宽恕在你的世界里。
我们将继续更多在第八部分(六)里面。

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 6)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第6节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section Six)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第6节)

In this section, we’re continuing with the Self Forgiveness Process of the Part Two section ‘break down’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory itself.
As I have mentioned, I’ll be moving with you through the Self Forgiveness Process of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory from a ‘personal-perspective’, meaning that we’ll walk through the questions that are to be asked to self for self with regards to all that has been written during/within the investigation phase of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, together with the ‘insights/understandings’ pertaining to the questions and then the self forgiveness to be done.
在本章节,我们继续第二部分玩偶盒子记忆本身的“分解”部分的自我宽恕过程。
正如我已经提及的,我将与你一起移动通过玩偶盒子记忆的自我宽恕过程,从一个“个人视角”来看,意思是,我们将行走通过要为自己提问自己的问题关于所有那一切已经书写在期间/在玩偶盒子记忆的调查阶段里面,连同与问题和然后要做的自我宽恕有关的“洞察/理解”。

I will also at the end of this discussion – place together the ‘Specific Format’ of the questions asked and self forgiveness done – though for the moment, I’ll be moving through it with you – to assist and support with perspective of how to assist and support you effectively within and during the self forgiveness process and self corrective action expression of/for a Jack-In-The-Box Memory. To assist and support you to actually change practically here in and as the physical, and no more exist through and as a Habit defined through/as a Memory in the Physical that is you.
So, we started with the Self Forgiveness point of the Physical Action point identified as ‘Crying’ together with identifying the Practical Corrective Action in the moment.
Here within this document we continue with the Self Forgiveness Process of Step Two: The Nature of the Physical Action.
我也将在这个讨论结束时——把要问的问题和要做的自我宽恕的“特定格式”放在一起——虽然目前,我将与你一起移动通过它——去援助并支持 如何有效地援助并支持你在里面并在自我宽恕过程和自我改正行动表达期间属于/为了一个玩偶盒子记忆 的视角。要援助并支持你去实际上改变实际地在这里在之中并等如物质/身体,而不再存在通过并等如一个定义的习惯通过/等如一个记忆在物质/身体中即是你。因此,我们从识别为“哭泣”的物质/身体行动点的自我宽恕点,连同识别了这一刻实际的改正行动 开始。
在这里在本文档中我们继续第二步:物质/身体行动的本质 的自我宽恕过程。

The Self Forgiveness process of the Nature of the Physical Action identified (Continued):
Understand, that I’m taking you through these steps as ‘questions’ from a ‘personal practical perspective’ of what we’ve discussed in written word during the ‘investigation phase’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, to assist and support you, through the asking of questions, how to see the Nature of the Physical Action that the Jack-In-The-Box Memory reveal/show for yourself, by yourself. And at the same time as asking the questions in identifying/seeing the exact Nature – we walk in self forgiveness every step of the way.
被识别的物质/身体行动的本质的自我宽恕过程(续):
要理解,我正在带你通过这些步骤等如“问题”,从一个“个人实践的视角”来看,我们已经讨论了什么在书写的字词中在玩偶盒子记忆的“调查阶段”期间,以援助并支持你,通过问问题,如何看见物质/身体行动的本质,即玩偶盒子记忆为你自己、通过你自己所揭示/展示的。而同时当问问题以识别/看见确切的本质——我们行走在自我宽恕每一步的方式中。

This was the second and third paragraph we wrote, from which we’ll derive the next ‘set of questions’ to ‘get to’ the exact ‘identification’ of the Nature of the Physical Action:
From here, you take the next step in observing your experience towards the others in assessing ‘what they represented’ – and in this representation, how it ‘influenced’ the experience of you during the event, the manifested the Physical Action. Within this step, common sense is required to be applied to assess your experience in that moment:
Because the other kids physically ‘shoved you off’ the swing – immediately they established their ‘authority’ over and of you, and you ‘gave your power away’ to the emotional/feeling turmoil that came up inside you. In this, the perception manifested that you were ‘powerless’ towards them, and within this perception, created the belief that they ‘abused you’ or ‘hurt you’ and thus you experienced yourself as the ‘victim’ – confirming this ‘victimization-stance’ within yourself – by running off crying.
这个是我们书写的第二和第三段,从中我们将获得下一个“设置的问题”去“到达”物质/身体行动的本质的准确“识别”:
从这里,你拿起下一步以观察你的体验朝向其他人 以评估“他们代表什么”——而在这个代表当中,它如何“影响”你的体验在事件期间、显化的物质/身体行动。在这一步里面,普同常识被需要去应用于评估你的体验在那一刻:
因为其他小孩身体上地“把你推挤下”秋千——立刻他们建立他们的“权威”在之上并属于你,而你“把你的力量放弃”给 出现在你内在的情绪/感受混乱。在这之中,感知显化你是“无力的”朝向他们,而在这个感知当中,创造了他们“虐待你”或“伤害你”的信念,并因此你体验你自己为“受害者”——确认这个“受害的立场”在你自己里面——通过哭着跑开了。

So, from the first two questions asked in the Self Forgiveness Process of Part Two, the Nature of the Physical Action, which was:
1. What did I experience within me, that caused me to start Crying after I was pushed / shoved off of the swing? Or: What did I experience within me that was the cause/reason for the Physical Act identified of the Memory?
2. What is the accepted and allowed act within me - that manifested the expressed act of Crying?
We move onto the next questions, which is taking the ‘next step’, as stated within the paragraph-inset above:
Observing your experience towards the others in assessing ‘what they represented’ – and in this representation, how it ‘influenced’ the experience of you during the event. Within this step, observation within common sense insight is required to be applied to assess your experience in that moment:
3. What did the others represent within their physical act of pushing/shoving me off of the swing?
Treating me as ‘less than them’, making themselves ‘more than me’ or ‘stronger than me’. Therefore, they represented: Authority.
4. How did I experience myself within the representation of them as ‘authority’, which they represented through their physical act of pushing/shoving me off of the swing?
I experienced me as being ‘belittled’, because I perceived them to be ‘more stronger than me’ because they had the ability to push/shove me off of the swing.
I experienced me as being ‘hurt’ and ‘harmed’ by them.
5. How did I confirm this experience of myself within, to myself?
Through the Act of Crying
6. What Polarity Construct was ‘playing out’ in this event?
Me, as the ‘powerless victim’ being abused/harmed’ by those who establish their ‘authority as power’ to/towards.
因此,来自在第二部分、物质/身体行动的本质的自我宽恕过程中提出的前两个问题,即是:
1. 我体验到什么在我里面,在我被推/推挤下秋千之后导致我开始哭泣?或:我体验到什么在我里面是被识别的记忆的物质/身体行动的原因/理由?
2. 什么是接受并允许的行为在我里面——显化了哭泣的表达行为?
我们移到下一个问题,即是拿起“下一步”,如上所述在上面段落里面的:
观察你的体验朝向其他人以评估“他们代表什么”——而在这个代表当中,它如何“影响”你的体验在事件期间。在这一步里面,观察在普同常识洞察里面,是必需要应用于评估你的体验在那一刻:
3. 其他人代表什么在他们的把我推/推挤下秋千的物质/身体行动之中?
把我看作为“少于他们”,使他们自己“多于我”或“比我更强壮”。因此,他们代表:权威。
4. 我如何体验我自己在他们作为“权威”的表现里面,即他们通过他们的把我推/推挤下秋千的物质/身体行为所代表的?
我体验我自己等如是“贬低”,因为我感知他们是/成为“比我更强壮”因为他们有把我推/推挤下秋千的能力。
我体验我自己等如是“受伤”和被他们“伤害”。
5. 我如何确认这个我自己的体验在里面、对我自己?
通过哭泣的行为。
6. 在这个事件中什么极性建构在“播出”?
我,作为“无力的受害者”被那些建立他们的“权威如同力量”对/朝向我的人们虐待/伤害。

See, within this Jack-In-The-Box Memory existed a ‘Polarity play-out’ that manifested between you and the others, which is also important to identify within such Memories. Because it is within the identifying of the Polarity-playout, that you’re able to identify the primary Nature of the Physical Action of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory.
Once this is done, you take the entire step with the questions and responses and write down an ASSESSMENT.
看看,在这个玩偶盒子记忆里面存在一个“极性播出”显化在你和其他人之间,即在这样的记忆中去识别也是重要的。因为正是在极性播出的识别里面,你能够识别玩偶盒子记忆的物质/身体行动的最初本质。
一旦这个完成,你用提问和回答来完成整个步骤,并写下一个评估。

This assessment consisting of your experience of you within yourself towards the others ‘because of what happened’ in this Memory in its entirety:
I experienced myself as ‘powerless’ within the presence of those that through acts/words establish their authority over/of me, that’s why I ran off crying, because I felt that I couldn’t do anything, because they were stronger than me.
I experience myself as the ‘victim’ when such beings cause me ‘physical pain/hurt’ as ‘abuse’ being done unto me, because there was no ‘reason’ for it and I couldn’t ‘defend’ myself.
Within this ASSESSMENT, you’ll allocate the Nature of the Physical Action as reason of/for the Physical Action that was Crying. The Nature of the Physical Action here is:
Experiencing yourself as ‘powerless’ and as a ‘victim’ – is what caused the Crying, which is the identified Nature of the Physical Action.
这个评估包含你的 你的体验在你自己里面朝向其他人“因为发生了什么”在这个记忆作为一个整体之中:
我体验我自己为“无力”在那些通过行为/字词建立他们的权威在之上/属于我的人们面前之中,那就是为什么我哭着跑开了,因为我感到我什么都做不了,因为他们都比我更强壮。
我体验我自己为“受害者”当这样的存有引起我“物质/身体的疼痛/受伤”如同“虐待”被做在我身上时,因为没有为它的“理由”,而我无法“保卫”我自己。
在这个评估里面,你将把物质/身体行动的本质分派为属于/对于在哭泣的物质/身体行动的理由。在这里物质/身体行动的本质是:
使你自己体验为“无力”并作为一个“受害者”——是引起哭泣的东西,即是被识别的物质/身体行动的本质。

From Here, you apply self forgiveness from within the questions asked as well as the ASSESSMENT made:
Self Forgiveness from/of the Questions and responses:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience me as being ‘belittled’ by and through others that pushed/shoved me off of the swing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see them as more than me and see myself as less than them, which is why I experienced me as being ‘belittled’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as ‘less than them’, because they managed to push/shove me off of the swing that caused me to hurt myself physically and therefore why I experienced them as ‘more stronger than me’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I perceived them to be ‘stronger than me’ and ‘more than me’, that little ‘ol me couldn’t stand up, but rather ran away crying, confirming the ‘less than’ and ‘belittlement’ experience existent within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience me as the powerless victim in the presence of those I perceive as authority/power based on what they express towards me.
从这里,你应用自我宽恕,从中问题提出、和评估作出:
自我宽恕来自/属于问题和回答:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己如同是“贬低”被并通过其他人,即把我推/推挤下秋千的。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去把他们视为多于我、并将我自己视为少于他们,即是为什么我体验我自己等如是“贬低”。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己为“少于他们”,因为他们设法把我推/推挤下秋千,即引起我使我自己身体上地受伤和因此为什么我体验他们为“比我更强壮”。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去相信,因为我感知到他们是“比我更强壮”和“多于我”的,那个小老头无法站立起来,而是宁可哭着跑开了,确认“少于”和“贬低”的体验存在在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己为无力的受害者在那些我感知为权威/力量的人们面前,立基于他们表达什么朝向我。

Self forgiveness from/of the ASSESSMENT:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as ‘powerless’ within the presence of those that through their acts/words establish their authority over/of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘run off crying’ – because I believed I couldn’t do anything/stand up within me – because of the accepted and allowed belief that they were stronger/more than me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as the ‘victim’ when the beings caused me to fall unto the ground in which I experienced physical pain, and because of the physical pain, experienced myself as the victim, ‘being abused by others’.
自我宽恕来自/属于评估:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己为“无力”在那些通过他们的行为/字词建立他们的权威在之上/属于我的人们面前。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去“哭着跑开了”——因为我相信我无法做任何事/站立起来在我里面——因为接受和允许相信他们是比我更强壮/更多的。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己为“受害者”,当这个存有使我跌落到地上时,在那儿我体验到物质/身体疼痛,而因为物质/身体的疼痛,体验我自己如同受害者,“被其他人滥虐”。

Within the next document we’ll continue with the Questions and Self Forgiveness of the Physical Act done after the experience the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
在下一个文档里面,我们将继续问题和在玩偶盒子记忆所揭示的体验之后所做的物质/身体行为的自我宽恕。

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 7)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第7节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 7)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第7节)

We concluded the previous document with the Questions, Responses and Final ASSESSMENT of the Nature of the Physical Action, which are the steps of ‘how to get to’ identifying the Nature of the Physical Action; the steps done through asking questions and responding to them for yourself, and at the same time, walking through this process in self forgiveness.
Now for the next step, which is the last step, of identifying the Physical Action taken after the event the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed – through which we will move in asking the Questions and Responding to them to get to ‘identifying’ the Physical Action taken after the event in the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed and at the same time moving through this process in self forgiveness.
我们随着物质/身体行动的本质的提问、回答和最终评估结束了之前的文档,即是“如何到达”识别物质/身体行动的本质的步骤;步骤,通过为你自己提出问题并回答它们来完成,并同时,在自我宽恕中行走通过这个过程。
现在关于下一步,即是最后一步,属于识别了在玩偶盒子记忆所揭示的事件之后采取的物质/身体行动——通过其我们将移入提出问题并回答它们以到达“识别”在玩偶盒子记忆中揭示的事件之后所采取的物质/身体行动,并同时在自我宽恕中移动通过这个过程。

The Self Forgiveness process of the Physical Action taken after the Event occurred which the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed:
As I have mentioned within the discussion phase of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory of the Physical Action taken after the event occurred in God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 2), herein you have to utilize ‘remembrance’ in regards to identifying ‘what you did’ as an attempt to ‘deal with’ the experience of yourself that the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
Also, as I have mentioned, this is an imperative point to take into consideration, because in identifying the Physical Action you took after the event occurred within the Memory, it will ‘lead you’ to the manifested ‘protection-mechanism’ you have designed and created for yourself as yourself due to the Memory itself and will assist and support you within the further process – when we ‘pull the Memory through and what the Memory exists as’ – into and as your current experience of yourself in this world at the moment.
在玩偶盒子记忆所揭示的事件发生之后所采取的物质/身体行动的自我宽恕过程:
正如我已提及 在人类之神:物质/身体:第8部分(第2节)中事件发生之后所采取的物质/身体行动的玩偶盒子记忆的 讨论阶段里面,在此你必须利用“回忆”关于识别“你做了什么”作为一个企图去“处理”玩偶盒子记忆所揭示的你自己的体验。
而且,正如我已提及的,这是要考虑到的一个重要点,因为在识别在记忆之中事件发生之后你所采取的物质/身体行动当中,它将“把你带”到显化的你已经为你自己设计并创造的“保护机制”等如你自己归因于记忆本身,并将援助和支持你在进一步的过程里面——当我们“拉着记忆通过和记忆作为什么而存在”——成为并等如你的此刻你自己的当前体验在这个世界上。

Let’s continue:
In identifying the Physical Action taken after the event in the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed – we start with the following Question to begin the process of identifying the ‘protection-mechanism:’
What did I do with myself after the event occurred?
(Here you look and identify what you did after you hit the ground and started crying: )
I ran off crying and went to my parents (or a ‘grown-up’) and cried with them, informing them of what had happened to me.
让我们继续:
在识别了在玩偶盒子记忆中揭示的事件之后所采取的物质/身体行动当中——我们从如下的问题开始去开始识别“保护机制”的过程:
在事件发生之后我对我自己做了什么?
(在这里你看并识别你做了什么在你撞击地面并开始哭泣之后:)
我哭着跑开并去找我的父母(或一个“成年人”)并对他们哭泣、通知他们我身上发生了什么事。

Why did I run off crying ?
(Here self-insight is required)
I ran off crying, because I didn’t know how to handle or deal with the situation, and believed that a ‘grown-up’ who is older than me, will know what to do and will know what to do with the children who did this to me so that they don’t do it again.
为什么我哭着跑开了?
(在这里自我洞察是必需的)
我哭着跑开了,因为我不知道如何对付或处理这个情形,并相信一个比我年长的“成年人”,将知道该做什么,并且将知道该对那些对我做了这件事的孩子们做什么以便他们不会再次这样做。

What did my parents (or the ‘grown-up’) do when I came to them crying, sharing with them what had happened to me?
(Here, suggested to be specific in your description)
They kneeled down, stroked my hair – had a concerned and caring look on their face and hugged me while I cried in their arms and said: It’s okay, it’s okay – and rocked me gently in their arms until I calmed down. Afterwards, they attended to my wounds and made me ‘feel better’ about what had happened and then I was fine.
我的父母(或 “成年人”)做什么当我哭着来找他们、与他们分享我身上发生了什么事时?
(在这里,建议是/成为特定的在你的描述中)
他们跪下来、摸着我的头发——有一个关心和关怀的表情在他们脸上,并拥抱我一会儿当我在他们的臂弯里哭泣的时候,并说:没关系,没关系——并且轻轻地摇晃我在他们的臂弯里直到我平静下来。然后,他们处理我的伤口并令我“感觉更好”关于已经发生了什么事,而然后我就没事儿了。

What did I experience within me when I was with my parents (or ‘grown up’) according to their specific expression towards me?
(Here also, self-insight required. Suggested to ‘go into’ the experience for yourself, meaning – see how you experienced yourself with your parents, ‘go back to that moment here’ within and as yourself and experience for you here at this moment, how you experienced yourself then – this will assist and support in being specific within your description in this question/point.)
我体验到什么在我里面当我与我的父母(或“成年人”)在一起时,依据他们的特定表达朝向我?
(而且在这里,自我洞察是必需的。建议为你自己“走进”这个体验,意思是——看看你如何体验你自己与你父母在一起,“回到那一刻在这里”在里面并等如你自己并为你自己在这里在这一片刻体验,当时你如何体验你自己——这个将援助并支持以是/作为特定的在你的描述里面在这个问题/点之中。)

I experienced comfort while I was held in the arms of my parents.
I experienced ‘care’ as they caressed me gently.
I experience myself ‘being safe’ while being held in their arms, rocking me gently until I calmed down.
I experienced myself being ‘protected’ by my parents.
I experienced their ‘love’ for me as they held me in their arms, caressing me gently until I calmed down.
我体验到舒适当我被父母抱在怀里的时候。
我体验到“关心”当他们温柔地爱抚我时。
我体验我自己“是安全的”当被他们抱在怀里、温柔地摇晃我直到我平静下来的时候。
我体验我自己被我的父母“保护”。
我体验到他们对我的“爱”当他们把我抱在他们怀里、温柔地爱抚我直到我平静下来时。

Now, after identifying what you did after the event occurred within the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, and your understanding then of ‘why’ and what you experienced within you with those you ‘went to’ – you write down an ASSESSMENT through and by placing all the responses to the questions in one ‘compiled perspective:’
I ran off to my parents because I didn’t know how to deal with or handle the situation at that moment and believed that they would know what to do with those that did this to me and help me with what I experienced within me, because I didn’t know how. When I got to my parents, they held me protectively in their arms, within which I experienced myself being ‘cared for’ and ‘loved’ as they caressed me gently with their soothing voice. I felt safe after going to them and cared for as they tended to my wounds and emotional/feeling turmoil through their parental concern. After all this – I immediately felt better.
现在,在识别了在玩偶盒子记忆里面的事件发生之后你做了什么以后,而你领悟到当时的“为什么”以及你体验到什么在你里面对那些你“去找”的人——你写下来一个评估通过并经由把所有对问题的回答放在一个“编辑的视角”中:
我跑去找我的父母因为我不知道如何处理或对付这个情形在那一刻,并相信他们会知道对那些对我做了这种事的人该做什么,并帮助我关于我体验到什么在我里面,因为我不知道怎么办。当我去到我父母那里时,他们保护性地把我抱在他们怀里,在那里面我体验到我自己被“关心”和“爱着”因为他们用抚慰的声音温柔地爱抚我。我感到安全在去找他们之后,以及关心当他们通过他们的父母的关心来照料我的伤口和情绪/感受混乱时。在所有这一切之后——我立刻感觉好多了。

From here, you continue within the next ‘set of questions’ which is the questions to be asked to observe the actual nature of the entire experience – not seen with the human physical eyes, but what the entire events represent of yourself ‘in essence’.
These questions you’ll ‘derive from the ASSESSMENT written down of the Physical Action taken after the event occurred in the Memory.
Herein, it is required to utilize self honesty to assist and support you in seeing the ‘nature of yourself’ that the entire experience after the event occurred revealed about yourself:
从这里,你继续下一个“设置的问题”,即是要提出问题去观察整个体验的实际本质——不是用人类物质之眼看见,而是“本质上”整个事件代表了你自己的什么。
这些问题你将从写下的在记忆里事件发生之后所采取的物质/身体行动的评估中得出。
于此,这需要利用自我诚实去援助并支持你以看见“你自己的本质”,即在事件发生之后的整个体验揭示了关于你自己:

Let’s begin:
What does running off to my parents believing that they will know how to handle/deal with the situation/event, reveal about myself?
That I believe that I’m not able to deal with or handle such situation for myself, by myself – but would rather ‘run to others’ for ‘help’ than assisting and supporting myself in such events/situations.
让我们开始:
跑去找我的父母相信他们将知道如何应对/处理这个情形/事件,揭露了关于我自己什么?
即我相信,我无法为我自己、经由我自己来处理或应对这种情形——而是宁愿“跑去找其他人”寻求“帮助”而非援助和支持我自己在这种事件/情形里。

What does ‘feeling better’ only after I received comfort, soothing and care from my parents – reveal about myself?
That I need comfort, care and soothing from others to be able to deal with or handle the emotional/feeling turmoil experienced within me, after a conflicting/confrontational event.
只有在我从我父母那里得到安慰、抚慰和关心之后才“感觉好多了”——揭露关于我自己的什么?
即我需要来自其他人的安慰、关心和抚慰以能够处理或应对情绪/感受混乱体验在我里面,在一个冲突/对抗性的事件之后。

What does the act of me running off to my parents, receiving comfort, soothing and care from them, reveal about the nature of me?
That I need comfort, care and soothing from others to only then ‘feel better’ within myself - because only then, the ‘emotional/feeling’ turmoil within myself ‘goes away’, and therefore, I will go to those who can give me comfort, care and soothing through physical acts of ‘holding me in their arms’ – because I know that only then, the emotional/feeling trauma ‘goes away’.
我跑去找我的父母、从他们那里得到安慰、抚慰和关心的行为,揭露关于我的本质的什么?
即我需要来自其他人的安慰、关心和抚慰去只是然后“感觉好多了”在我自己里面——因为只有那时,“情绪/感受”混乱在我自己里面“走开了”,而因此,我将去找那些能够通过“把我抱在他们怀里”的物质/身体行动来给予我安慰、关心和抚慰的人们——因为我知道只有那时,情绪/感受混乱才“走开”。

What is actually really happening within me – when the emotional/feeling turmoil ‘goes away’ only after receiving comfort, care and soothing through physically being held with concerned soft words from my parents? Was I really ‘dealing’ with the event that had occurred?
Self honestly: The emotional/feeling turmoil is ‘suppressed’, because I’m replacing it with the experience I receive through physical acts as being held in my parent’s arms, through which I experience comfort/care/soothing, which ‘replace’ the ‘inner turmoil of emotions/feelings within. An outside physical experience, replacing the inside turmoil experienced within.
Therefore, my attention is being ‘diverted’ from what I experience within, to what I’m now without.
实际上什么真正发生在我里面——当情绪/感受混乱只有在通过身体上地被抱住伴随来自我父母的关心的柔和话语而接收到安慰、关心和抚慰之后才“走开”时?我真的在“处理”已发生的事件吗?
自我诚实:情绪/感受混乱是“抑制”,因为我用我通过物质/身体行为等如被抱在我父母的怀里时所接收到的体验替代了它,通过其我体验到安慰/关心/抚慰,即“替代”“内在情绪/感受的混乱”在里面。一个外在的物质/身体体验,替代了内在的混乱体验在里面。
因此,我的注意力从我体验到什么在里面被“转移”,到 现在我是什么在外面。

Now, you take these set of questions and write down an ASSESSMENT, through taking the responses of the questions and writing an ‘complete-perspective’ of the nature of yourself that the experience as the Physical Act taken after the event occurred – reveal:
I have a belief of myself that I wasn’t capable or able to handle or deal with such a situation in my world and experience within myself and thus felt compelled to ‘run to those who I believed could help me which were my parents.
When experiencing emotional/feeling turmoil, because I believe I have no control over/of it, that the only ‘cure’ for it, is to receive physical expressed comfort, soothing and care from others as ‘love,’ within which I actually suppress what is experienced within me, with the physical experience I receive from others as being held physically / being caressed and being spoken to with a soft, concerning voice.
现在,你拿起这些设置的问题并写下来一个评估,通过回答问题并书写你自己的本质 即体验等如在事件发生之后所采取的物质/身体行动的 一个“完整视角”——揭示了:
我有一个我自己的信念:我没有能力或无法应对或处理这样一种情形在我的世界里和体验在我自己里面,并因此感到被迫“跑向”那些我相信可以帮助我的人们,即是我的父母。
当体验到情绪/感受混乱时,因为我相信我无法控制在之上/属于它,对于它唯一的“疗愈”,是去接收来自其他人的物质/身体表达的安慰、抚慰和关心如同“爱”,在其里面我实际上抑制了 体验到什么在我里面,用我从其他人那里接收到的物质/身体体验等如被身体上地抱住/被爱抚和被用一种温柔、关切的声音说话。

I realize that I wasn’t actually dealing with the experience within myself and my world that had taken place, but suppressed the experience within, through receiving a physical expressed experience without from others.
I realize that, I seek and search for ‘help’ from others as an attempt to deal with an experience within myself and my world, but what actually happens is me suppressing what is experienced within myself through the receiving of help from others – instead of me standing up in and as me here and directing me one and equal to and as the moment.
Therefore, I will go to others to suppress the experience both within and without – and this is how I ‘deal with’ situations/experiences I believe I can’t handle or deal with directly one and equal here in self honesty.
I realize, that the experience of me receiving comfort, care and soothing from others is actually only diverting my attention from what is experienced within me, therefore it is suppressed within and replaced with a polarity opposite physical experience without.
我领悟到,实际上我没有在处理体验在我自己和已经发生在我的世界里面的,而是抑制体验在里面、通过接收了来自外面他人的一个物质/身体表达的体验。
我领悟到,我寻求和寻找来自他人的“帮助”作为一个企图去处理一个体验在我自己和我的世界里面,但是实际上发生的事情是我抑制了 体验到什么在我自己里面,通过接收了来自他人的帮助——而不是我站立起来在之中并等如我在这里并指导我一体平等于并等如这一刻。
因此,我将去找其他人来抑制体验在里面和外面——而这就是我如何“处理”情形/体验的,我相信我无法直接地应对或处理一体平等在这里在自我诚实中。
我领悟到,我接收到来自他人的安慰、关心和抚慰的体验,实际上仅仅是把我的注意力从体验到什么在我里面中转移开,因此它是抑制在里面并且用一个极性相反的外面的物质/身体体验来替代。

From here, as you can see – you will be able to ‘identify’ the Protection-Mechanism you exist as and ‘live out, which is:
In conflicting/confrontational events, I ‘run off’ to the protection and safety from others, within which I am comforted and soothed, protecting me from myself to not experience the emotional/feeling turmoil within, because it is replaced with my perception of ‘love’ as receiving physical expressions I experience as ‘comfort’ and ‘care to suppress what exist within me, and at the same time ‘hide’ within other’s ‘protection’ and ‘safety’ to not have to face those that ‘caused’ the experience within me and my world.
从这里,正如你可以看见——你将能够“识别”你作为其而存在并“活出”的保护机制,即是:
在冲突/对抗的事件中,我“跑开”去从他人那里找保护和安全,在其里面我得到安慰和抚慰,保护我自己去不要体验到情绪/感受混乱在里面,因为它被替代,用我的“爱”的感知如同接收了我体验为“安慰”和“关怀”的物质/身体表达,去抑制什么存在在我里面,而且同时“隐藏”在他人的“保护”和“安全”之中,去不必面对那些“引起”这个体验在我和我的世界里面 的东西。

From here – you assist and support yourself within the self forgiveness process for the Physical Action taken after the event occurred which the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘run off’ to my ‘parents’ to ‘help me’ with what I experienced within me and my world, because I believed that I wasn’t capable or able to ‘handle’ or ‘deal with’ or ‘direct’ the situation as me here as the moment one and equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have no control over and of the experiences within me and my world and that the only ‘cure’ therefore, is ‘running off to others’ for help, suppressing such experiences and replacing it with the comfort/care/soothing as physical expressed concern from other
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘look for’ and ‘search’ for comfort, soothing and care from others – because I believe that this is the only way to ‘deal with’ or ‘handle’ the experience within myself and my world.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I wasn’t actually really ‘dealing with’ or ‘handling’ the experience of me within myself and my world – but merely suppressing it all, through replacing the emotional/feeling turmoil within, through an outside separate physical experience received from others as being held, which I experience as being comforted/cared for.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define ‘dealing with’ or ‘handling’ situations/experiences as ‘going to others for help to suppress such experiences within me and my world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest a polarity – system within me and my world by/through suppressing what I experience within me as emotional/feeling turmoil through replacing it, in diverting my attention to physical-expressions I receive from others as comfort/care and soothing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define ‘love’ as receiving physical-expressed actions from others as ‘comfort’/’care’ and ‘soothing’ such as being held or hugged or caressed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest a ‘protection-mechanism’ as me as ‘running to others for help and comfort’ to protect me from myself through suppression and hiding.
从这里——你援助并支持你自己在对在事件发生之后所采取的物质/身体行动即玩偶盒子记忆所揭示的 的自我宽恕过程里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去“跑开”找我的“父母”来“帮助我”关于我体验到什么在我和我的世界里面,因为我相信我没有能力或无法“应对”或“处理”或“指导”这个情境等如我在这里等如这一刻一体平等。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己相信我无法控制在之上并属于这个体验在我和我世界里,而因此唯一的“疗愈”,是“跑开去向其他人”寻求帮助,抑制了这种体验并将用安慰/关怀/抚慰等如来自他人的物质/身体表达的关心替代了它。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去从他人那里“搜寻”并“寻找”安慰、抚慰和关怀——因为我相信这是去“处理”或“应对”这个体验在我自己和我的世界里面的唯一方式。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有接受和允许我自己去领悟到,实际上我并没有真正“处理”或“应对”我的体验在我自己和我的世界里面——而只是抑制了这一切,通过替代了情绪/感受混乱在里面,通过一个外在分离的接收到来自他人的物质/身体体验 等如被抱着,即我体验为被安慰/关心的。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去把“处理”或“应对”情境/体验定义为“向他人寻求帮助”来抑制这种体验在我和我的世界里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去显化一个极性——系统在我和我的世界里面,经由/通过抑制了我体验到什么在我里面作为情绪/感受混乱,通过替代它,以把我的注意力转移到我接收到来自他人的物质/身体表达如同安慰/关心和抚慰。
我宽恕我自己因为接受和允许我自己去把“爱”定义为接收到来自他人如同“安慰”/“关怀”和“抚慰”的物质/身体表达的行动,比如被抱着或拥抱或爱抚。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去显化一个“保护机制”等如我如同“跑向他人寻求帮助和安慰”以保护我免受我自己之害,通过抑制和隐藏。

It is suggested to go into the self forgiveness process pertaining to the Memory as specific as possible as you go through the questions and responses to the assessments and then finally to self forgiveness.
The self forgiveness I’m assisting and supporting you here with, is but an example – and one can go into it much, much deeper, though this is your self honest process for and as you here. You’re in your own hands and thus self-responsible for you and your self-specificity within and as and during this process. As all that you do will eventually, inevitably, determine you and the experience of yourself within you and your world.
建议进入关于记忆的自我宽恕过程尽可能具体/特定,当你走过提问和回答去评估,和然后最终到达自我宽恕时。
自我宽恕,我在援助并支持你在这里的,不只是一个例子——而个人可以进入它更多、更深,尽管这是你的自我诚实过程为并等如你在这里。你是在你自己的手中,并因此对你和你的自我特定性在里面并等如并在这个过程期间负有自我责任。因为所有你做的一切将最终、必然地,决定你和你自己的体验在你和你的世界里面。

Within the next Section – Section Eight, we’ll continue with the self forgiveness process of ‘pulling the Memory through’ to you and your world currently, within which we move through the questions, responses, self forgiveness and self corrective application preparation – to identify the ‘behavioral conditioning’ as ‘habit’ and finally to the point of how to practically assist and support youself to self-correct you here in every moment of breath - to stop existing as a Memory from which a Habit was designed as what you’ve defined yourself as.
在下一个章节里面-第八节,我们将继续“拉着记忆通过”到你和你的当前世界的自我宽恕过程,在其里面我们移动通过提问、回答、自我宽恕和自我改正应用准备——去识别“行为制约”如同“习惯”,并最终到达 如何实际地援助并支持你自己去自我改正你在这里在呼吸的每一刻中 的点——去停止作为一个记忆而存在,从中一个习惯被设计为你已经将你自己定义为什么。

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 8)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第8节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 8 )
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第8节)

Alright, we’ve moved through the Questions, Responses, Assessments and Self Forgiveness of the Memory itself. You will find in walking through the Memory within/through this Method of asking yourself the questions, responding to them and walking through the Memory with self forgiveness – assisting and supporting you in ‘understanding’ the process of practical application together with self forgiveness being lived and applied equal and one as you.
Though, at the moment, we’re only within the Self Forgiveness Process, yet preparing the way before ourselves to the inevitable of living the self corrective action of and as that which we’ve applied Self Forgiveness for, in actuality here in and as the Physical.
好的,我们已经移动通过记忆本身的提问、回答、评估和自我宽恕。你将发现在行走通过记忆当中在里面/通过这种向你自己提问题、回答它们并用自我宽恕行走通过记忆的方法——援助并支持你以“理解”实际应用连同自我宽恕被活且应用平等一体等如你的过程。
尽管,此刻,我们只是在自我宽恕过程里面,还在准备方法在我们自己去必然的活自我改正行动属于并等如那些我们已经为其应用自我宽恕、实际上在这里在之中并等如物质/身体的 之前。

What we’re doing here with regards to the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, and what we’ll be doing with each ‘thought-form’ existent within and as the Mind that you exist as, is taking the existence of ourselves in and as the Mind, which is the manifested reflection of ourselves we’ve existed within, pulling it through to the ‘origin’ of ourselves as the actual origin that the ‘thought-forms’ in the Mind reflection of the accepted and allowed manifested existence of ourselves, from within the origin; by standing up physically, practically here in and as the physical itself, and so ‘change’ ourselves physically, practically here as we stand up and change ourselves from within the origin of ourselves through practical self-corrective action.
Herein – no more existing as what we’ve always existed as for eons of time. At the same time, no more existing within and as and of the Mind as the manifested reflection within which we’ve existing in hiding – but to step forth, stand up and face the manifested existence of ourselves, for it is only in the full, entire, complete, absolute revelation of self as what is here – that self can change for certain in definitiveness of self honesty here, and remain so always.
我们在这里做什么关于玩偶盒子记忆,和我们将用每个“想法形态”做什么存在在里面并等如你作为其而存在的心智,是拿起我们自己的存在在之中并等如心智,即是我们自己的我们已经存在在之中的显化的反映,拉它通过到我们自己的“起源”等如“想法形态”在接受并允许我们自己的显化的存在的心智反映中 的实际起源,从起源里面;通过身体上地、实际地站立起来在这里在之中并等如物质/身体本身,并因此身体上地、实际地“改变”我们自己在这里 等如我们站立起来并改变我们自己从我们自己的起源里面,通过实际的自我改正行动。
于此——不再作为我们亿万年之久一直作为什么存在 而存在。同时,不再存在在里面并等如并属于心智等如显化的反映,在其中我们已经存在在隐藏中——而是去上前一步、站立起来并面对我们自己的显化的存在,因为它只是在自己的全部、整个、完全、绝对的揭示中等如什么是在这里——即自己肯定可以改变在自我诚实的确定性中在这里,并永远保持这样。

Let’s continue walking…
We’re moving unto the next phase, which is the Questions, Responses, Assessments and Self Forgiveness Process of ‘pulling the Memory through’ into and as your current reality of your current experience of yourself in your reality: The ‘who you are’ at this current moment, which exists according to and as the Jack-In-The-Box Memory itself.
Within God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 3), we have already looked at the particular specific questions to be asked in bringing the Jack-In-The-Box Memory through to your current experience of you at this moment.
Therefore, we will be looking at the questions again. Though this time, of course, with examples together with the Self Forgiveness Process examples – to finally get to the origin that is the ‘behavioral conditioning’ as habit and how to practically assist and support you, to in actuality definitively change.
让我们继续行走……
我们移动到下一阶段,即是“拉着记忆通过”到并等如你自己在你的现实中的你的当前体验的你的当前现实的提问、回答、评估和自我宽恕过程:“你所是者/你是谁”在这个当前片刻,即依据并等如玩偶盒子记忆本身而存在的。
在人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第3节)里面,我们已经察看要提问的特别特定的问题以带着玩偶盒子记忆通过到你在这个片刻的你的当前体验。
因此,我们将再次察看提问。虽然这一次,当然,用例子连同自我宽恕过程例子——去最终到达起源,即是“行为制约”等如习惯,以及如何实际地援助并支持你,去实际上确定地改变。

We discussed, within God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 3), to begin with Step Two as the Nature of the Physical Action of the ‘break-down’ investigation of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory and from there, incorporate Step One as the Physical Action identified of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory to ‘more specifically’
Before we begin with this Self Forgiveness Process of ‘pulling the Memory through into and as your current Reality and existence of you at this moment,’ we’ll first identify the Nature of the entire Memory in itself that is revealed, which is: Confrontation/Conflict.
From here – you begin with the questions:
Self Forgiveness Process of Step Two, Step One and Step Three of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, being brought through to ‘Current-Time’:
我们讨论,在 人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第3节)里面,从第二步如同玩偶盒子记忆的“分解”调查的物质/身体行动的本质 开始,并从那儿合并第一步如同玩偶盒子记忆的物质/身体行动识别,去“更特定/具体地”。
在我们开始这个“拉着记忆通过到并等如你在这一刻的你的当前现实和存在”的自我宽恕过程之前,首先我们将识别被揭示的整个记忆本身的本质,即是:对抗/冲突。
从这里——你开始提问题:
玩偶盒子记忆的第二步、第一步和第三步的自我宽恕过程,被带来通过到达“当前事件”:

Note:
I will only being going through the questions with you here to assist and support in the Self Forgiveness process. The specificity and the method of the questions to be asked, has been discussed within the God of Man: The Physical Part Eight (Section 3) document, which I suggest you refer to assisting and supporting yourself with the specificity and method of asking yourself the questions related to ‘bringing the Memory through to your current reality and existence of you.’
We ‘walked through the process of asking the Questions for Step Two alone, then Step One alone, then merging Step Two and Step One’s questions. From there, moving onto asking the Questions for Step Three alone and finally ‘merging’ all Three’s Questions together as One Final Question to be able to specifically determine how the Memory is still dominating your reality, both within and without. I’ll be walking through them with you again, from within a ‘personal-practical perspective’ together with an example:
注意:
我将只是通过提问与你一起在这里去援助并支持在自我宽恕过程中。要提问的问题的特定性 和方法,已经讨论过在 人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第3节)文档里面,即我建议你参考来援助并支持你用提问你自己问题的特定性和方法关联到“带着记忆通过到你的 你的当前现实和存在”。
我们行走通过单独为第二步的提问题的过程,然后单独第一步,然后合并第二步和第一步的问题。从那儿,移动到单独为第三步提问题,并最终“合并”所有三个(步骤)的问题一起作为一个最后的问题以能够具体地确定记忆如何仍然在支配你的现实,内部和外部。我将再次与你一起行走通过它们,从一个“个人的实际视角”中连同一个例子:

Here goes:
Question One of Step Two: The Nature of the Physical Action:
What we determined in Step Two is the experience of yourself as the ‘powerless victim’ in the face of ‘authoritative-stance’ as another – and the expression of the ‘authoritative-stance’ towards you as ‘abuse.’
Now you observe you in and as your world currently, and ask yourself the question:
Who and What within my world currently represents an ‘authoritative-stance’ towards whom I experience myself as ‘less than,’‘not considered,’ ‘taken for granted’ and their physical expressions of words or mannerism/behavior causing the emotional/feeling turmoil within me, manifesting the belief of me being ‘hurt’ by them, which manifests the experience of me as being the ‘powerless victim?
开始了:
第二步的第一个问题:物质/身体行动的本质:
在第二步中我们确定了什么,是你自己的体验如同“无能为力的受害者”在面对“权威姿态”如同另一个人之中——和“权威姿态”的表达朝向你如同“虐待”。
现在你观察你在之中并等如你的当前世界,并问你自己这个问题:
谁和什么在我的当前世界里面代表一个“权威姿态”,朝向谁我体验我自己为“少于”、“不被考虑”、“理所当然”的,并且他们的字词或言谈举止/行为的物质/身体表达导致了情绪/感受混乱在我里面,显化了我被他们“伤害”的信念,即显化我的体验等如是“无能为力的受害者”?

Question Two of Step One: The Physical Action:
From here, as we discussed, to ‘more specifically’ be able to identify this particular point, we observe Step One as the Physical Action identified of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory as Crying. Bringing this point into your world currently in observing when, where or towards who you experience an almost immediate automatic reaction as surge of emotions and feelings tumbling inside you and ask yourself the Question:
Towards whom/what in my world, do I very quickly, almost instantaneously/automatically – react towards within myself, in either a ‘flurry of emotions/feelings’ within which I start crying immediately with emotions, feeling suddenly, immediately, automatically rising up within me?
第一步的第二个问题:物质/身体行动:
从这里,正如我们所讨论的,去“更具体地”能够识别这个特定点,我们观察第一步如同玩偶盒子记忆所识别的物质/身体行动等如哭泣。把这个点带到你的当前世界以观察何时、在哪里或朝向谁你体验到一个几乎即刻自动的反应如同汹涌的情绪和感受翻腾在你内在,并问你自己这个问题:
朝向谁/什么在你的世界里,我非常快速、几乎即刻/自动地——朝向其起反应在我自己里面,在一个“情绪/感受的慌张”中,在其中我立刻开始哭泣,伴随情绪、感受突然、立即、自动地升起在我里面?

From here, as we discussed, we merge Question One and Question Two together to have a ‘more specific perspective:
Mergence of Questions One and Two:
Towards whom/what within my world that in a moment of an conflicting/confrontational situation, do I experience myself as ‘the powerless victim being abused’ by that which represents ‘authority’ which causes me to almost immediately, instantaneously, automatically react towards within myself in emotions feelings that suddenly, ‘seemingly out of nowhere’ automatically ‘surge up’ inside myself?
Now for asking yourself the question pertaining to Step Three: The Physical Action taken after a ‘conflicting,’ ‘confrontational’ experience within which you were directly involved – through looking at the ‘protection-mechanism’ as ‘defence mechanism.’
从这里,正如我们所讨论的,我们将问题一和问题二合并在一起去有一个“更特定的视角”:
问题一和二的合并:
朝向谁/什么在我的世界里面在一个冲突/对抗的情形的片刻中,我是否使我自己体验为“被虐待的无力的受害者”,被那些代表“权威”的人,即导致我去几乎直接、即刻、自动地朝向其反应在我自己里面在情绪感受突然、“不知从何而来”自动地“涌上来”在我自己内在 之中?
现在为了提问你自己关于第三步的问题:在一个“冲突”、“对抗”的体验之后所采取的物质/身体行动,在其中你直接参与了——通过察看“保护机制”等如“防御机制”。

The protection mechanism as defence mechanism will reveal as ‘how you deal with/handle’ sudden surges of emotional/feeling turmoil within you when faced within a conflicting/confrontational situation:
Question Three of Step Three: The Physical Action taken After the Event occurred:
How do I deal with or handle sudden surges of emotional/feeling turmoil within me, when I’m faced with confrontation/conflict with another?
You look within yourself as the question and respond:
(Here I am utilizing but one example: )
I retaliate – ‘mimicking’ through ‘becoming’ exactly as the other as what they are doing unto me. I also raise my voice and ‘stand my ground’ in my physical human body within my behavior and mannerism towards them, therefore, doing exactly to them what they’re doing to me.
保护机制如同防御机制将揭示为“你如何处理/应对”情绪/感受混乱的突然激增在你里面,当面对一个冲突/对抗情境时:
第三步的问题三:在事件发生了之后所采取的物质/身体行动:
我如何处理或应对情绪/感受混乱的突然激增在我里面,当我面对与另一个人的对立/冲突时?
你看入你自己里面如同问题和回答:
(在这里我只是利用一个例子:)
我报复——“模仿”,通过“变得”与另一个人等如他们对我做了什么完全一样。我也提高我的声音并“坚守我的领地”在我的物质人类身体中在我的行为和言谈举止当中朝向他们,因此,真确对他们做着他们对我做了什么事情。

Last but not least, the step before ‘The Final Step’ within which you will be clearly able to identify the ‘Behavioral Conditioning’ as manifested physical habit that you exist as to place all three steps together in and as one complete question:
Within a conflicting / confrontational situation/event:
With whom/what particular being/environment that represents an ‘authoritative-stance’ within which I experience yourself as the ‘powerless-victim’ ‘without choice or right’ believing myself to be ‘disregarded,’ ‘inferiorized’ as the experience of being ‘hurt’ which causes an automatic, sudden, immediate surge of explosive/culminating emotions/feelings within me – which manifests, for example, the ‘protection-mechanism’ wherein I ‘act out’ as ‘retaliation’ in the emotions/feelings as ‘throwing a tantrum’ and yelling/screaming – doing/expressing exactly that which is being done unto me?
最后但并非不重要,“最后一步”之前的这一步,在其中你将清晰地能够识别“行为制约”如同显化的你作为其而存在的物质/身体习惯,去把全部三个步骤放在一起在之中并等如一个完整的问题:
在一个冲突/对抗的情境/事件里面:
对于谁/什么样特定的存有/环境代表一个“权威姿态”,在其中我令我自己体验为“无力的受害者”“没有选择或权利”相信我自己是“被忽视”、“低下/次等”等如被“伤害”的体验,即导致了一个自动、突然、直接的爆发性/达到顶点的情绪/感受的激增在我里面——即显化了,例如“保护机制”,在其中我“行动出来”作为“报复”在情绪/感受中如同“发脾气”和叫喊/尖叫——真确做/表达着那些被做在我身上的事情?

Note:
Understand ‘abuse’ – ‘abuse’ as being ‘hurt, ‘harmed’ by another for example wherein you believe that the other is causing the emotional/feeling turmoil within you. -A manifested belief due to the accepted and allowed existence of you as the definition of you as being ‘a powerless victim,’ and in this belief, creating the other to be the polarity opposite as ‘authoritative power’ of what you’re accepting and allowing yourself to exist as. We will be discussing and ‘going into’ this particular point in ‘more-indepth’ as we continue – but first, we’ll identify the ‘manifested behavioral conditioning’ as habit, from where we’ll originate the CORE ORIGIN of such a ‘manifested behavioral conditioning’ as ‘habit’ and how this core origin of you as what you exist as in and as and through the physical itself, is actually manifesting/creating the experience of you in such situations/events. All because of ideas/perceptions/beliefs of/about you which in turn create ideas/perceptions/beliefs of others as you.
注意:
要理解“虐待”——“虐待”等如被“伤害”,被另一个人“伤害”,例如在其中你相信另一个人正在引起情绪/感受混乱在你里面。一个显化的信念,由于接受并允许你的存在作为你等如是一个“无力的受害者”的定义,而在这个信念中,创造了另一个人是极性的相反作为你正在接受和允许你自己去作为什么而存在的“权威的力量”。当我们继续,我们将讨论并“进入”这个特定点在“更深入的”之中——但是首先,我们将识别“显化的行为制约”等如习惯,从那里我们将起源于这样一个“显化的行为制约”等如“习惯”的核心起源,和这个你的核心起源等如你作为什么而存在在之中并等如并通过物质/身体本身,实际上在显化/创造你的体验在这样的情境/事件中。全都因为想法/感知/信念属于/关于你,即反过来创造其他人等如你的想法/感知/信念。

Therefore, in ‘actuality’ – you’re not being ‘abused,’ ‘hurt,’ ‘harmed’ by/through another. Such events and your experience within it and your belief of it, is due to the belief existent of yourself as ‘who you are.’ We’ll be going into this entire manifested construct as we continue in this document of God of Man: The Physical, for the moment – we’re only focusing on identifying the ‘self-manifested behavioral conditioning’ as ‘habit.’
It is suggested within the process of ‘bringing the Memory through into your current existence and experience of yourself in your reality at the moment,’ to go through the Question-Process first as suggested as I moved with you through it – to ‘get to’ the Final Specific Question, to assist and support you to specifically see where, how, when and where such situations/events play-out or manifest in your current world and experience of yourself.
因此,在“现实”中——你没有被/通过另一个人“虐待”、“伤害”、“损害”。这种事件和你的体验在它之中以及你对它的信念,是由于你自己作为“你所是者/你是谁”的信念存在。我们将进入这整个显化的结构,当我们继续这个 人类之神:物质/身体 的文档时,目前——我们只聚焦于识别“自我显化的行为制约”如同“习惯”。
建议在“带着记忆通过到现在你自己在你的现实中的你的当前存在和体验”的过程里面,去首先通过提问过程,如同所建议的如同我与你一起移动通过它的——去“到达”最后一个特定问题,以援助并支持你去特定地看见在哪里、如何、何时和在哪里这种情形/事件播出或显化在你的当前世界和你自己的体验中。

So, from the One Final Question Asked, you respond to yourself in self honesty here, descriptively and as specific as possible:
I immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my Mother.
Especially in moments when I experience that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me.
No matter how much I attempt and try to express ‘my side of the story,’ she keeps on and continues ‘attacking me’ as though ‘it’s all my fault’ as though ‘I am the problem, the fault’ within it all, giving me no opportunity to explain myself.
During this, she manifests her ‘authority’ over and of me, by her claiming she’s ‘right’ and ‘I’m wrong,’ which makes me feel like I’m stupid, nothing . That I’m always wrong and she’s always right, no matter what.
She continues yelling and raising her voice, pointing her finger at me, slamming the table – the more I express my view – which causes me to go into emotional/feeling turmoil within myself.
And in the end – it always turns into a‘fight’ wherein I yell and scream back as my emotions/feelings surge and eventually walk out feeling horrible, angered and frustrated, because I believed that she wasn’t willing to listen to me at all. All she wanted to do was ‘have it all her way.’
All our conversations end up going this route, starting with confrontation/conflict which ends up us both screaming/yelling at each other, me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me and me running off, blaming her for why I’m experiencing myself this way, that it’s her fault, she’s the problem in my life and that I’m the victim in it all.
And when this happens, I know she’s won, because she got me to tears again.
因此,来自提问的最后一个问题,你对你自己回答在自我诚实中在这里,叙述地并尽可能特定/具体:
我直接、立刻起反应在一个情绪/感受能量的激增中,当在一种与我妈妈冲突/对抗的情形中时。
尤其在片刻中当我体验到她没在听我说话、没有听见我必须说的话并且不理解我时。
不管我多么企图和试图去表达“我这边的故事”,她保持并继续“攻击我”,好像“这全都是我的错”好像“是我的问题、是我的错”在这一切当中,不给我机会去解释我自己。
在这期间,她显化她的“权威”在我之上并属于我,通过她声称她是“正确的”而“我是错的”,即令我感到好像我是愚蠢的、什么都不是。即无论如何,我总是错的而她总是正确的。
她继续喊叫并提高她的声音、她的手指指着我、拍击桌子——我越多表达我的看法——即 使我进入情绪/感受混乱在我自己里面。
而最后——它总是变成了一场“战斗”,在其中我也大喊大叫当我的情绪/感受激增时,并最终走出了感到可怕、愤怒和挫败,因为我相信她根本不愿意听我讲话。所有她想做的事情就是“让它全都按她的方式”。
所有我们的交谈都是走这条路线结束的,从对抗/冲突开始,即结束我们双方对彼此的尖叫/喊叫,我处在绝对的情绪/感受混乱中,当愤怒的泪水和挫败升起在我里面时,而我跑开、为了为什么我在以这种方式体验我自己而责备她,即这是她的错、她是我生活中的问题,而且我是受害者在这一切之中。
而当这个发生时,我知道她赢了,因为她又让我哭了。

From here, you begin assisting and supporting you within Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my mother as ‘authority’ as ‘power.’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my mother as the ‘authoritative power’ in and as my world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as the ‘powerless victim’ when facing my mother in a conflicting/confrontational situation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a ‘powerless victim’ towards the definition I have formed of my mother as being the ‘authoritative power.’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘go into’ immediate, instantaneous and automatic emotional/feeling turmoil the moment I experience my mother acting out her ‘authoritative power,’ which makes me experience myself as the ‘powerless victim,’ because of my experienced reactions of surging emotions/feelings.
从这里,你开始援助并支持你在自我宽恕里面:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去把我妈妈定义为“权威”等如“力量”。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去把我妈妈定义为“权威的力量”在之中并等如我的世界。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己为“无力的受害者”当面对我妈妈在一个冲突/对抗的情境里时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去把我自己定义为一个“无力的受害者”朝向这个定义我已经形成了我妈妈等如是“权威的力量”。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去“进入”直接、瞬间和自动的情绪/感受混乱,这一刻我体验到我妈妈行动出来她的“权威的力量”,即 使我体验我自己为“无力的受害者”,因为我的体验到涌动的情绪/感受的反应。

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is my mother’s fault and that she’s to blame and the problem which cause the emotional/feeling turmoil that surge up within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that the emotional/feeling surging coming up suddenly, automatically – only exists because of the perception of me as being the ‘powerless victim’ and the perception I have formed of her as an ‘authoritative-figure’ as the polarity opposite of what I experience within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that ‘standing up’ and ‘not accepting being treated the way I am with my mother’ – is me retaliating and rebelling as an attempt to fight against what she’s expressing towards me by doing exactly to her what she’s doing to me, through mimicking/copying her expression towards me.
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去相信这是我妈妈的错而且她是罪魁祸首,即导致情绪/感受混乱涌起在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,情绪/感受涌动突然、自动地出现——只因为我等如是“无力的受害者”的感知和我已经形成了她如同一个“权威的力量”的感知,如同我体验到什么在我里面的对立极性 才存在。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去相信“站立起来”和“不接受被我与我妈妈在一起的方式对待”——是我报复并反抗作为一个企图与她在表达什么朝向我战斗,通过确实对她做 她在对我做的事情、通过模仿/复制她朝向我的表达。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise – that if I attempt to fight against something, I create resistance and in that resistance, I will ‘lose,’ because I am making the statement that ‘I need to fight against that which I believe is more than me.’ And thus will manifest as ‘that which is I believe is more than me’ ‘having power over me’ – against which I will lose.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘play the game’ of ‘win/lose’ in the manifested participation of me in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event, which in essence is a game of ‘win/lose’ as a game of ‘inferiority’ / ‘superiority.’
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that in accepting the belief that my mother isn’t listening to me, or hearing me or understanding me, that I will manifest this in my world and thus she can’t listen, can’t hear or can’t understand
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to consider that this experience within me of her not listening to me, or hearing me or understanding me – is showing me, that I’m not hearing, listening or understanding myself or her as myself.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到——如果我企图与某个事物战斗,我创造抵抗并且在那个抵抗中,我将“输”,因为我在作出这个声明,“我需要与那些我相信是多于我的事物战斗。”并因此将显化为“那事物是我相信多于我的”“拥有力量在我之上”——对此我输了。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去“玩耍赢/输的游戏”在显化的我的参与之中在一个冲突/对抗的情境/事件中,即本质上是一场“赢/输”的游戏等如一场“次等”/“优越”的游戏。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在接受这个信念:我妈妈没在听我说话、或听到我或理解我 之中,我将显化这个在我的世界里,而因此她不能听、听不到或听不懂。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去考虑到这个体验在我里面属于她没在听我说话、或听到我或理解我——在展示给我,我没在听、听到或理解我自己或她等如我自己。

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my self responsibility for what I experience within me – unto my mother, through blaming her, making her the cause, the problem for what exist and is experienced within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see the gift of such moments – as ‘who I am’ in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event with my mother – has got nothing to do with my mother, such situations/events is merely showing/revealing/reflecting me back to myself in showing/revealing to me – what I am accepting and allowing inside myself – which at the moment, is revealing that I blame, judge and justify my emotions/feelings existent within me, through pointing fingers at something or someone else, to not have to face me within myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that such conflicting/confrontational situations/events is revealing/showing my true nature as what I accept and allow myself to exist as.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am being ‘attacked’ by my mother when she raises her voice and change her mannerism/behavior into and as an authoritative stance and starts yelling/screaming at me.
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去对我体验到什么在我里面放弃我的自我责任——到我妈妈身上,通过责备她、让她成为 什么存在和体验到在我里面的原因、问题。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去看见这种片刻的礼物——当“我所是者/我是谁”与我妈妈在一个冲突/对抗的情境/事件中时——与我妈妈毫不相干,这种情境/事件仅仅在将我展示/揭示/反映回给我自己以展示/揭示给我——我接受和允许了什么在我自己内在——即此刻,在揭示我责备、评判和辩解我的情绪/感受存在在我里面,通过手指指向某事物或其他人,去不必面对我在我自己里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这种冲突/对立的情境/事件在揭示/展示我的真实本质等如我接受并允许我自己去作为什么而存在。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去相信我被我妈妈“攻击”当她提高她的声音并改变她的言行举止/行为成为并等如一个权威的姿态并开始对我叫喊/尖叫时。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that I can only experience her expression towards me as an ‘attack,’ because of my accepted and allowed definition of me as being a ‘powerless victim’ being ‘under attack’ – according to my accepted and allowed polarity-opposite definition of her as being the ‘authority-power’ over and of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that I can only experience her expression towards me as an ‘attack’ or ‘being attacked’ – if I exist within and as the manifested expression of me as ‘defence’ – defending myself against attack
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that I can only exist in the manifested expression of/as defence if I believe that there is something of me that is being ‘threatened.’
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that the only manifestation within me, of me, that can experience being ‘threatened’ in a confrontational/conflicting situation/event is a personality-design of mind consisting of and existing as a self-definition, that a definition of me is being ‘attacked’ and ‘threatened’ which I believe I must defend.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我只能因为我的接受和允许的我的定义等如是一个“无力的受害者”被“攻击”才体验到她的表达朝向我如同一个“攻击”——依据我的接受并允许的她等如是“权威力量”在之上并属于我的对立极性定义。
我宽恕我自己因为没有允许我自己去领悟到,我只能体验到她的表达朝向我如同一个“攻击”或“被攻击”——如果我存在在之中并等如显化的我如同“防御”的表达——防御我自己免受攻击。
我宽恕我自己因为没有允许我自己去领悟到,我只能存在在显化的表达属于/等如防御中,如果我相信有我的某些东西被“威胁”。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,唯一的显现在我里面、属于我,可能体验到被“威胁”在一个对抗/冲突情境/事件中的是一个心智的人格设计由其组成并作为自我定义而存在,一个我的定义在被“攻击”和“威胁”,即我相信我必须保卫的。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that it’s seemingly so easy to blame, point fingers as the cause of my experience being that of another outside of me – instead of self honestly noting my participation within it all within my accepted and allowed starting-point existence, and that such confrontational/conflicting situations with my mother – is all reflecting me back to myself exactly, precisely.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that in me mimicking the expression of my mother towards me, through me doing/expressing/becoming exactly towards/as her as she is towards/as me – is me showing me = that I am exactly as my mother – no different.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that I’m actually attempting to/trying to ‘fight myself’ – therefore, I will experience ‘loss’ – because it’s impossible to ‘fight myself’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as inferior/less than my mother, because I end up in tears/emotional/feeling turmoil while she remains seemingly stable, and this angers and frustrates me even further.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that the anger, frustration and irritation I project towards her, is actually what I’m experiencing within myself towards me.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这似乎很容易去责备、指责作为我的体验的原因是我的外在另一个人——而不是自我诚实地注意到我的全部参与在里面在我的接受和允许的起始点存在之中,而且这种与我的妈妈的对抗/冲突情境——全都在确切、清晰地把我反映回给我自己。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我之中模仿我妈妈朝向我的表达,通过我做/表达/变得与她所是朝向/等如我完全一样朝向/等如她——是我在展示给我=我和我妈妈一模一样——没有不同。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,实际上我在企图/试图“与我自己战斗”——因此,我将体验到“失去”——因为“与我自己战斗”这是不可能的。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己为次等/少于我妈妈,因为我以眼泪/情绪/感受混乱为结局 当她看起来保持稳定的时候,而这个(情形)更进一步激怒并挫败我。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我投射朝向她的愤怒、挫败和激怒,实际上是我在体验什么在我自己里面朝向我的。

From The One Final Question asked – you will be able to determine, as has been discussed, the manifested ‘behavioral conditioning’ as ‘habit’, which I suggest you write down as follows:
ASSESSMENT:
My identified ‘manifested behavioral conditioning’ as ‘habit’:
I go into immediate ‘reactive-resistance-mode’ when in a conflicting-confrontational situation with another, and believe I must ‘defend myself’ because of the accepted and allowed perception/belief of being ‘attacked’ as something of me being ‘threatened.’
This ASSESSMENT I’d suggest also writing within a different colour, as we’ll be ‘returning’ to this ASSESSMENT as we continue within the Process of the manifested influence of the Memory within your current reality and experience of yourself.
The same as the NOTE we made in the beginning of the Self Forgiveness Process where we started applying self forgiveness for/of the Physical Action as Crying identified of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, wherein the NOTE consisted of the Practical Corrective Application in the Moment of the experience.
从提问的最后一个问题——你将能确定,正如已经讨论过的,显化的“行为制约”等如“习惯”,即我建议你按如下写下来:
评估:
我识别的“显化的行为制约”等如“习惯”:
我进入立刻的“反应抵抗模式”当处于一个与另一个人的冲突对抗情境中时,并相信我必须“保卫我自己”因为接受和允许的被“攻击”如同我的某些东西被“威胁”的感知/信念。
这个评估,我也建议用不同的颜色书写,因为我们将“回”到这个评估,当我们继续在记忆的显化影响在你的当前现实和你自己的体验里面的过程中时。
与我们在自我宽恕过程开始所作的笔记一样,在那里我们开始应用自我宽恕为/属于物质/身体行动等如哭泣,玩偶盒子记忆的识别,在其中笔记由实际改正应用组成在体验的这一刻。

Within the next document, we’ll continue with the Self Forgiveness Process and finally to the Self Corrective Action Process.
在下一个文档中,我们将继续自我宽恕过程,并最终到达自我改正行动过程。

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 9)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第9节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
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日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 9)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第9节)

Within God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 4), we discussed, ‘pulling the Self Forgiveness through to its completeness.’
在 人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第4节)里面,我们讨论了“拉着自我宽恕通过到它的完成”。

As you have seen within the previous document (God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 8 )) with which we concluded the Self Forgiveness Process of ‘Pulling the Memory through into and as your Current Reality at this moment’ and identifying the Behavioral Conditioning as Habit. That the Self Forgiveness also consisted of and existed within insights, understandings, and realisations together with the Self Forgiveness of the particular point.
Here, I’ll walk with you through the questions and responses to be asked to assist and support self with insight, understanding and realisation of the particular point for/of which you’re applying Self Forgiveness. Exactly as I walked with you through it in one example in God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 4) – which will, as you walk through it with yourself step by step in asking the questions and responding to them for yourself – you’ll eventually be able to see the insight, understanding and realization in the moment when applying self forgiveness within self honest common sense. You will be able to apply Self Forgiveness together with the insights/understanding/realizations as I expressed in the example of Self Forgiveness in the previous document: God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 8 ).
正如你已经在之前的文档(人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第8节))中所看到的,用其我们总结了“拉着记忆通过到并等如你的当前现实在这个片刻”的自我宽恕过程,并识别了行为制约如同习惯。自我宽恕也由其组成并存在在洞察、理解、和领悟连同特定点的自我宽恕里面。
在这里,我将与你一起行走通过要问的问题和回答来援助并支持自己特定点的洞察、理解和领悟为/属于其你在应用自我宽恕。正如我与你一起行走通过它 在人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第4节)里的一个例子中——即 将,当你与你自己一起一步接一步地行走通过它以提出问题并为你自己回答它们——最终你将能够看见洞察、理解和领悟在这一刻当应用自我宽恕在自我诚实的普同常识里面时。你将能够应用自我宽恕连同洞察/理解/领悟,正如我在前一个文档:人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第8节)里在自我宽恕的例子中所表达的。

Here, we’ll again look at the One Final Question compiled from the Question-Process we walked through within the Process of ‘bringing the Memory through into your Current-Reality’ and the Response example we looked at.
From which we’ll do Self Forgiveness only related to what has been written within the Response to the One Final Compiled Question. From where we’ll walk through the Questions and Responses to assist and support self with the insight/understanding/realisation of that which has been applied Self Forgiveness.
This is done to assist and support self within the process of ‘pulling the self forgiveness through’ to its completeness, which will ‘lead to’ preparing the way before self within practical self corrective action here in the physical; of that which has been applied self forgiveness for – to live and express self forgiveness and self corrective action one and equal here.
在这里,我们将再次察看从我们行走通过在“带着记忆通过到你的当前现实”的过程里面的提问过程中汇编出来的最后一个问题和我们察看的回答的例子。
从中我们将做自我宽恕只关联到什么已经书写在对汇编好的最后一个问题的回答里面。从那里我们将行走通过问题和回答去用那些已经应用的自我宽恕的洞察/理解/领悟来援助并支持自己。
这样做是为了援助并支持自己在“拉着自我宽恕通过”到它的完成的过程里面,即 将“导向”准备方法在自己前面在实际改正应用行动里面在这里在物质/身体中;属于那些已经应用的自我宽恕,为了——去活并表达自我宽恕和自我改正行动一体平等在这里。

Let’s begin:
Question:
Within a conflicting / confrontational situation/event:
With who/what particular being/environment that represents an ‘authoritative-stance’ within which I experience myself as the ‘powerless-victim’ ‘without choice or right’ believing myself to be ‘disregarded’ / ‘inferiorized’ as the experience of being ‘hurt’ which causes an automatic, sudden, immediate surge of explosive/culminating emotions/feelings within me – which manifests, for example, the ‘protection-mechanism’ wherein I ‘act out’ as ‘retaliation’ in the emotions/feelings as ‘throwing a tantrum’ and yelling/screaming – doing/expressing exactly that which is being done unto me?
让我们开始:
问题:
在一个冲突/对抗的情境/事件里面:
与谁/什么特定存有/环境,即代表一个“权威姿态”在一起,在其中我体验我自己为“无力的受害者”“没有选择或权利”,相信我自己是“被忽视”/“低下/次等的”如同被“伤害”的体验,即导致一个自动、突然、立即的爆发性/达到顶峰的情绪/感受的激增在我里面——即显化了,例如“保护机制”,在其中我“采取行动”作为“报复”在情绪/感受中如同“发脾气”并喊叫/尖叫——真确做/表达着那些被做在我身上的(作为)?

Response:
I immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my Mother. Especially in moments when I experience that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me. No matter how much I attempt/try to express ‘my side of the story,’ she keeps on and continues ‘attacking me’ as though ‘it’s all my fault’ as though ‘I am the problem, the fault’ within it all, giving me no opportunity to explain myself. During this, she manifests her ‘authority’ over and of me, by her claiming she’s ‘right’ and ‘I’m wrong,’which makes me feel like I’m stupid, nothing. That I’m always wrong and she’s always right, no matter what. She continues yelling and raising her voice, pointing her finger at me/slamming the table – the more I express my view – which causes me to go into emotional/feeling turmoil within myself. And at the end – it always turns into a‘fight’ wherein I yell and scream back as my emotions/feelings surge and eventually walk out feeling horrible, angered and frustrated, because I believed that she wasn’t willing to listen to me at all. All she wanted to do was ‘have it all her way. All our conversations end up going this route – starting with confrontation/conflict which ends up us both screaming/yelling at each other, with me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me and me running off, blaming her for why I’m experiencing myself this way, that it’s her fault. She’s the problem in my life and that I’m the victim in it all. When this happens, I know she’s won, because she got me to tears again.
回答:
我直接、立刻在一个情绪/感受的激增中作出反应,当处于一个与我妈妈的冲突/对抗情境中时。尤其在片刻中当我体验到她没在听我说话、不倾听我必须说什么并且不理解我。无论我多么企图/试图表达“我这边的故事”,她一直并持续的“攻击我”好像“这全是我的错”好像“我就是问题、错误”在那一切之中,不给我机会来解释我自己。在这期间,她显化她的“权威”在之上并属于我,经由她的声称她是“对的”而“我是错的”,这使我感觉好像我是愚蠢的、什么都不是。即无论如何,我总是错的而她总是对的。她继续叫喊并提高她的声音、用她的手指指着我/猛拍桌子——越多我表达我的看法——即导致我进入情绪/感受混乱在我自己里面。而最后——它总是变成了一场“战斗”,在其中我叫喊并尖叫回去如同我的情绪/感受激增,并最终走出去感到可怕、愤怒和挫败,因为我相信她根本不愿意听我说话。所有她想要做的是“让它全都按她的方式”。所有我们的交谈最终都走这条路——从对抗/冲突开始,即结束于我们两个对彼此的尖叫/喊叫,随着我在绝对的情绪/感受混乱中等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面,而我跑开了,责备她关于为什么我以这种方式体验我自己,这是她的错。她是问题在我的生活里,而且在这一切当中我是受害者。当这一切发生时,我知道她赢了,因为她又让我哭了。

Self Forgiveness only related to the Response itself (Step by Step):
I immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my Mother.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my mother.
自我宽恕只关联到回答本身(一步接一步):
我直接、立刻在一个情绪/感受的激增中作出反应,当处于一个与我妈妈的冲突/对抗情境中时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去直接、立刻在一个情绪/感受的激增中作出反应,当处于一个与我妈妈的冲突/对抗情境中时。

Especially in moments when I experience that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to especially react in a surge of emotions/feelings when I experience within myself that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me.
尤其在片刻中当我体验到她没在听我说话、不倾听我必须说什么并且不理解我。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去尤其在一个情绪/感受的激增中起反应,当我体验在我自己里面她没在听我说话、不倾听我必须说什么并且不理解我时。

No matter how much I attempt/try to express ‘my side of the story’, she keeps on and continues ‘attacking me’ as though ‘it’s all my fault’ as though ‘I am the problem, the fault’ within it all, giving me no opportunity to explain myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event with my Mother, because I experience within me, that no matter how much I attempt/try to express ‘my side of the story’, she keeps on and continues ‘attacking’ me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in emotional/feeling turmoil within myself towards my mother when in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event, because I experience within me as though she’s making it ‘all my fault,’ that ‘I’m the problem,’ the fault within it all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in emotional/feeling turmoil towards my mother when in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event in which I experience her expression towards me as ‘attacking me.’ Because the experience within me, is as though she’s not giving me an opportunity to explain myself.
无论我多么企图/试图表达“我这边的故事”,她一直并持续的“攻击我”好像“这全是我的错”好像“我就是问题、错误”在那一切之中,不给我机会来解释我自己。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去起反应在情绪/感受中,当处于一个与我妈妈的冲突/对抗情境/事件中时,因为我体验我里面,无论我多么企图/试图表达“我这边的故事”,她一直并持续的“攻击我”。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去起反应在情绪/感受混乱中在我自己里面朝向我妈妈,当处于一个冲突/对抗情境/事件中时,因为我体验我里面好像她使它“全都是我的错”、“我就是问题、错误”在那一切之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去起反应在情绪/感受混乱中朝向我妈妈,当处于一个冲突/对抗情境/事件中时,在那儿我体验她的表达朝向我如同“攻击我”。因为这个体验在我里面,好像是她不给我机会来解释我自己。

During this, she manifests her ‘authority’ over and of me, by her claiming she’s ‘right’ and ‘I’m wrong;’ which makes me feel like I’m stupid, nothing. That I’m always wrong and she’s always right, no matter what.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience my mother as ‘authority’ over and of me when I experience her going into ‘attack’ towards me in a conflicting/confrontational event/situation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel ‘stupid’ and ‘like nothing’ when I experience within me her establishing her ‘authority’ by her claiming she’s ‘right’ and I’m ‘wrong.’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself towards my mother in a conflicting/confrontational manner as me as, ‘always wrong’ and her ‘as always right.’
在这期间,她显化她的“权威”在之上并属于我,经由她的声称她是“对的”而“我是错的”,这使我感觉好像我是愚蠢的、什么都不是。即无论如何,我总是错的而她总是对的。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我妈妈如同“权威”在之上并属于我当我体验到她的走进“攻击”朝向我在一个冲突/对抗的事件/情境中时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去感觉“愚蠢”和“好像什么都不是”,当我在我里面体验到她的建立她的“权威”经由她的声称她是“对的”而“我是错的”时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己朝向我妈妈以一种冲突/对抗的方式等如我如同“总是错的”而她“如同总是对的”。

She continues yelling and raising her voice, pointing her finger at me/slamming the table – the more I express my view – which cause me to go into emotional/feeling turmoil within myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react within emotional/feeling turmoil when I experience within myself that the more I attempt/try to express my view – my mother starts yelling more, raising her voice more, starts changing in her mannerism/behavior through pointing her finger at me/slamming the table, which only cause me to react within myself even further.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react even further within myself within emotions/feelings when my mother starts yelling, raising her voice, pointing her finger at me or slamming the table, the more I am attempting/trying to express my view – which at that point seems futile.
她继续叫喊并提高她的声音、用她的手指指着我/猛拍桌子——越多我表达我的看法——即导致我进入情绪/感受混乱在我自己里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去反应在情绪/感受混乱之中,当我在我自己里面体验到越多我企图/试图去表达我的看法——我妈妈开始叫喊更多、提高她的声音、开始在她的言谈举止/行为方面改变通过用她的手指指着我/猛拍桌子,即仅仅导致我更进一步起反应在我自己里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去更进一步起反应在我自己里面在情绪/感受之中当我妈妈开始叫喊、提高她的声音、用她的手指指着我/猛拍桌子、越多我企图/试图去表达我的看法时——即在这一点上,似乎是徒劳的。

And at the end – it always turns into an ‘fight’ wherein I yell and scream back as my emotions/feelings surge and eventually walk out feeling horrible, angered and frustrated, because I believed that she wasn’t willing to listen to me at all – all she wanted to do was ‘have it all her way.’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to yell and scream back when the confrontation/conflict situation/event between my mother and I eventually turns into a fight.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when the conflict/confrontation between my mother and I turns into a fight, react and act in and as my experienced surge of emotions/feelings which I express within the manifested expression of me as yelling and screaming.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to eventually just walk out, because of the emotions/feelings that surged and manifested within me, within and as which I yelled and screamed becomes too much, and I eventually ‘give in’ because of it; giving up on the entire event/situation and therefore walk out.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to walk out when in the face of my mother within the experience of myself in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event that turns into a fight.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, after walking out of such a confrontational/conflicting event with my mother that turned into a fight – experience myself as feeling horrible, angered and frustrated, because I experienced within me the belief that she wasn’t listening to me at all, and that all she wanted to do was ‘have it all her way.’
而最后——它总是变成了一场“战斗”,在其中我叫喊并尖叫回去如同我的情绪/感受激增,并最终走出去感到可怕、愤怒和挫败,因为我相信她根本不愿意听我说话——所有她想要做的就是“让它全都按她的方式”。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去叫喊和尖叫回去当我妈妈与我之间的对抗/冲突情境/事件最终变成一场战斗时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去,当我妈妈与我之间的冲突/对抗变成一场战斗时,起反应并行动在之中并等如我体验到的情绪/感受的激增,即我表达在显化的我作为叫喊和尖叫的表达之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去最终只是走出去,因为情绪/感受激情并显化在我里面、在里面并等如其我叫喊并尖叫变得太多,而最终我因为它而“屈服”;放弃整个事件/情境并因此走出去。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去走出去当面对我妈妈在我自己的体验里面在一个冲突/对抗的情境/事件中变成了一场战斗。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去,在走出这样一个与我妈妈的对抗/冲突事件之后变成了一场战斗——体验我自己为感到可怕、愤怒和挫败,因为我体验我里面的信念是她根本不愿意听我说话,而且所有她想要做的就是“让它全都按她的方式”。

All our conversations end up going this route – starting with confrontation/conflict which ends up us both screaming/yelling at each other, me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me and me running off, blaming her for why I’m experiencing myself this way, that it’s her fault, she’s the problem in my life and that I’m the victim in it all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within the ‘all-knowing’ and ‘already knowing’ that conversations with my mother will end up going the exact same route of starting with confrontation/conflict, which ends up as us both screaming/yelling at each other and me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me, with me eventually running off.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to already in the beginning of the conversation with my mother, exist in expectation of where it’ll eventually, inevitably lead to, because it happens/occurs/manifests exactly the same way always.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always, when, during and after a confrontational/conflicting event/situation with my mother – react in emotional/feeling turmoil within, which I express/act out through yelling/screaming back which eventually, inevitably lead to me running off in tears of anger and frustration.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always, during a confrontational event/situation with my mother – when my mother starts expressing herself as I experience her as ‘authority’ and starts yelling/screaming – to immediately going into ‘reaction-mode’ within myself as emotional/feeling turmoil and start expressing exactly towards her, as she is towards me, because of what I’m experiencing within me, due to the immediate reaction that take place as the surge of emotions/feelings rise up within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame her for what I’m experiencing within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that she is the cause for what I’m experiencing within me, therefore me blaming her for what I’m experiencing within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience what I’m experiencing within myself as the surge of emotional/feeling turmoil, and me acting out in it through yelling/screaming as being her fault.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience her as being the problem in my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as ‘being the victim’ within it all, because of the experience within me, that she is the cause of everything that I experience within me during such a confrontational/conflicting event with her.
所有我们的交谈最终都走这条路——从对抗/冲突开始,即结束于我们两个对彼此的尖叫/喊叫,我处在绝对的情绪/感受混乱中等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面,而我跑开了,责备她关于为什么我以这种方式体验我自己,这是她的错,她是问题在我的生活里,而且在这一切当中我是受害者。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在“全都知道”和“已经知道”与我妈妈的交谈最终将走完全相同的路线之中:从对抗/冲突开始,即结束于当我们两个对彼此尖叫/喊叫,而我处在绝对的情绪/感受混乱中等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面,随之我最终跑开了。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去在与我妈妈的交谈一开始已经,存在在它将最终、必然通向哪里的预期中,因为它总是以完全一样的方式发生/出现/显化。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去总是,当、在期间和在与我妈妈的一场对抗/冲突事件/情境之后——起反应在情绪/感受混乱里面,即我通过喊叫/尖叫回去表达/行动出来,即最终、必然通向我在愤怒和挫败的泪水中跑开了。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去总是、在一场与我妈妈的对抗事件/情境期间——当我妈妈开始表达她自己如同我将她体验为“权威”并开始叫喊/尖叫时——去立刻进入“反应模式”在我自己里面等如情绪/感受混乱,并开始确切地表达朝向她、如同她朝向我,因为我正体验到什么在我里面,由于即时反应发生等如情绪/感受的激增升起在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去因为我正在体验到什么在我里面而责备她。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去相信她是我正在体验到什么在我里面的原因,因此我因为我正在体验到什么而责备她。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我正在体验到什么在我自己里面如同情绪/感受混乱的激增,而我通过叫喊/尖叫行动出来在它之中如同是她的错。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验她如同是问题在我生活中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己为“是/作为受害者”在这一切之中,因为这个体验在我里面,即她是一切我所体验在我里面的事物的原因在这样一个与她的对抗/冲突事件期间。

And when this happens, I know she’s won, because she got me to tears again.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience my mother winning and me losing, because of me starting to cry within the surge of emotions/feelings that rise up within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience my mother as ‘winning’, because of me believing that she’s the cause, the problem of me crying/the emotional/feeling turmoil that rise up within me, and because of this – she’s ‘won,’ because I believe that ‘she’s the one that got me to tears.’
而当这一切发生时,我知道她赢了,因为她又让我哭了。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验到我妈妈赢了而我输了,因为我开始哭泣在升起在我里面的情绪/感受的激增之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我的妈妈为“赢了”,因为我相信她是我的哭泣/情绪/感受混乱升起在我里面的原因、问题,并且因为这个——她是“赢”的,因为我相信“她是让我哭了的那个人”。

Alright, so here we moved through the Self Forgiveness Process, only related to the Point identified as Response, through the Question-Process of ‘bringing the Jack-In-The-Box Memory into and as your current reality and experience of you,’
Herein also an example of the specificity required in the Self Forgiveness Process, as the specificity within the Self Forgiveness, which you’ll see for yourself as we continue, will assist and support within the specificity of seeing the insights/understandings/revelations/realisations of the Self Forgiveness you applied – actually ‘provides.’
好的,因此在这里我们移动通过自我宽恕过程,只关联到这一点识别为回答,通过“带着玩偶盒子记忆进入并等如你的当前现实和你的体验”的提问过程。
于此也是一个在自我宽恕过程中所需要的特定性的例子,因为特定性在自我宽恕里面,即当我们继续,你将为你自己看见,将援助并支持在看到你所应用的自我宽恕的洞察/理解/揭示/领悟的特定性里面——实际上“提供”。

Now, we’ll begin with the first sentence that we’ve written in the response together with the self forgiveness applied, and so we’ll move through each one individually with questions and responses – doing this for specific perspective / ‘practice’ for yourself through, within and as examples – to assist and support with the Insight/Realisaton/Understanding/Revelation Process – from where the Self Corrective Action here in the physical originate.
It is suggested to walk through this Process, in regards to a Jack-In-The-Box Memory within the following starting point self-honest understanding:
That your world is a manifested physical reflection of you and that each being in your world currently exist as a ‘part of you’ from which you’ve separated yourself from; and that each being in your world currently, is reflecting that which you’ve separated yourself from within yourself.
Events/situation that manifest/exist in your current world/reality within which you experience yourself a certain/specific way, especially in regards with sudden, immediate, seemingly unexpected surges of emotions/feelings. That such events/situations is revealing/showing manifested acceptances/allowances of beliefs/ideas and definitions of you. That you haven’t self-directed you within, to stand here in self honesty.
现在,我们将从我们已经写在回答中的第一句开始连同自我宽恕应用,而因此我们将用问题和回答个别地移动通过每一个——这样做是为了特定的视角/“实践”为你自己通过、在里面并等如例子——去援助并支持洞察/领悟/理解/揭示过程——从那里自我改正行动在这里在物质/身体中起源。
建议去行走通过这个过程,有关一个玩偶盒子记忆在如下的出发点自我诚实的理解里面:
你的世界是一个你的显化的物质/身体反映,而且每个存有在你的世界里当前作为“你的一部分”而存在,从中你已经将你自己与其分离;而且当前每个存有在你的世界里,正在反映你已经将你自己与其分离在你自己里面的一切事物。
事件/情境显化/存在在你的当前世界/现实中,在其里面你以某种/特定的方式体验你自己,尤其关于突然、即刻、看起来意想不到的情绪/感受激增。即这种事件/情境正在揭示/展示显化的信念/想法和你的定义的接受和允许。即你还没有自我指导你在里面、去站立在这里在自我诚实中的。

Therefore, to take the stance within yourself here in self honesty – within realising that human beings, situations/events that take place within your world/reality – is reflecting you back to you, as what you’ve separated you from and is revealing what you haven’t yet self-directed within yourself here in self honesty.
This Process we’re walking through at the moment, with regards to the Self Forgiveness and the Questions and Responses of the Self Forgiveness Process and the Insight/Understanding/Realisation/Revelation Process of the Self Forgiveness Process applied within the Questions/Responses Process – is to assist and support self effectively to specifically identify that which what is being experienced within you towards your world – is showing/revealing about/of what you’re accepting and allowing you to exist as currently – to from there, assist and support self within the Self Corrective Action Process – to in actuality change here in the Physical.
因此,要采取立场在你自己里面在这里在自我诚实中——在领悟到人类存有、情境/事件发生在你的世界/现实里面——正在把你反映回给你,等如你已经将你与其分离开的事物,并且在揭示你还没有自我指导在你自己里面在这里在自我诚实中的事物 之中。
这个过程我们此刻正在行走通过,关于自我宽恕和自我宽恕过程的问题和回答、及自我宽恕过程应用在问题/回答过程里面的洞察/理解/领悟/揭示过程——是去援助并支持自己有效地去特定地识别那些什么被体验在你里面朝向你的世界——在展示/揭示关于/属于当前你接受并允许了你去作为什么而存在——去从那里,援助并支持自己在自我改正行动过程里面——去实际上改变在这里在物质/身体中。

Within the next Section, we’ll be going through the Insight/Understanding/Realisation/Revelation Process of the Self Forgiveness Process applied in the example we discussed in this document.
在下一部分里面,我们将走过自我宽恕过程应用在本文档中我们所讨论的例子中的洞察/理解/领悟/揭示过程。

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 10)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第10节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 10)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第10节)

Within this document, we’ll embark on the process of going through each specific self forgiveness statement we expressed within the previous document and move with you through each one individually, as the questions to be asked that’ll assist and support you with how to assist and support yourself with insights/understandings/realisations within the self forgiveness that you applied to ‘follow through your self forgiveness to its completeness,’ to assist and support you within the inevitable step of self-change practically here in and as the physical.
在本文档里面,我们将开始走过我们表达在之前文档中的每个特定的自我宽恕声明并与你一起个别地移动通过每一个的过程,如同要问的问题,那将援助和支持你如何去援助并支持你自己关于洞察/理解/领悟在自我宽恕里面,即你应用于“跟着通过你的自我宽恕到达它的完成”,以援助并支持你实际地在自我改变的必然步骤中在这里在之中并等如物质/身体。

Step by Step Process of Question to Assist and Support with Insights/Understandings/Realisations:
1. Written Word of Experience:
I immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my Mother.
Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my mother.
问题的一步一步过程来援助并支持洞察/理解/领悟:
1. 书写体验的字词:
我直接、立刻在一个情绪/感受的激增中作出反应,当处于一个与我妈妈的冲突/对抗情境中时。
自我宽恕:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去直接、立刻在一个情绪/感受的激增中作出反应,当处于一个与我妈妈的冲突/对抗情境中时。

Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Question:
What is my reaction of emotions/feelings revealing of what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
1. It’s showing me, that I’m accepting and allowing myself to immediately give in to the emotions/feelings that suddenly come up.
2. It’s showing me that I’m not yet stable and constant and am still accepting and allowing myself to react in the emotions and feelings that surge up inside of me.
3. It’s showing me that I’m not here as breath in the moment as constant and stable as breath that is me, but immediately go into the mind and accept and allow myself to participate in the surge of emotions and feelings as reaction that manifest of the mind.
4. It’s showing me that I’m accepting and allowing myself to be directed by reactions as emotions and feelings that surge up, instead of being self-directive and not accepting and allowing myself to participate in the reactions of emotions/feelings that come up.
5. Therefore, showing me – that I am still reacting in emotions/feeling existent within myself.
洞察/理解/领悟:
问题:
什么是我的情绪/感受的反应揭示了 我在接受并允许什么在我自己里面?
1. 它在展示给我,我在接受和允许我自己去立即屈服于突然出现的情绪/感受。
2. 它在展示给我,我还不是稳定和恒常的,并且仍然接受和允许我自己去在涌起在我内在的情绪和感受中作出反应。
3. 它在展示给我,我没有是在这里等如呼吸在这一刻如同恒常和稳定等如呼吸即是我,而是立刻走进心智并接受和允许我自己去参与进情绪和感受的激增如同反应,即心智的显化。
4. 它在展示给我,我在接受和允许我自己被反应等如涌起的情绪和感受指导,而不是是/作为自我指导并且不接受和允许我自己去参与进出现的情绪/感受的反应。
5. 因此,展示给我——我仍然起反应在情绪/感受中存在在我自己里面。

(Suggested here within the insights/understandings/realizations to assist and support you within self forgiveness as follows: )
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately give in to the emotions/feelings that suddenly come up.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to remain stable and constant here in breath, but still accepted and allowed myself to react in the emotions and feelings that surge up inside of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to remain here one and equal constant and stable as breath that is me in the moment, but accepted and allowed myself to immediately go into the mind because I accepted and allowed myself to participate in the reaction of emotions/feelings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by emotions and feelings as reactions that come up inside of me, instead of me being self-directive and stopping me from accepting and allowing myself to participate in the reaction of emotions/feelings that come up inside of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue reacting in emotions/feelings existent within myself.
(建议在这里在洞察/理解/领悟之中去援助并支持你在自我宽恕里面,如下:)
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去立即屈服于突然出现的情绪/感受。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去保持稳定和恒常在这里在呼吸中,而是仍然接受和允许我自己去在涌起在我内在的情绪和感受中作出反应。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去保持在这里一体平等的恒常和稳定等如呼吸即是我在这一刻,而是接受并允许我自己去立刻走进心智因为接受和允许我自己去参与进情绪/感受的反应。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去被情绪和感受等如出现在我内在的反应 指导,而不是是/作为自我指导并且阻止我接受和允许我自己去参与进出现在我内在的情绪/感受的反应。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去继续起反应在情绪/感受中存在在我自己里面。

Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to not accept nor allow myself to again walk down the same road I’ve always walked, through immediately reacting, which leads to the inevitable experience of emotional/feeling turmoil which leads to the inevitable fight which leaves me experiencing myself not so comfortably?
To assist and support myself here in and as breath and remain constant and stable in and as breath; as breath itself as me is constant and stable – and simply not accept or allow myself to immediately react to/towards my mother or give in to the surge of emotional / feeling turmoil within me.
Instead, breathe through the reaction if it dares to move and stop me here in self directiveness in the moment in and as breath - from accepting and allowing the reaction to accumulate to emotional/feeling turmoil and no more accept or allow myself to be directed by emotions/feelings as reactive responses.
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不接受也不允许我自己去再次沿着我一直所走的相同路径走下去,通过立刻起反应、即导致不可避免的情绪/感受混乱的体验,即导致不可避免的战斗,即让我体验我自己不那么舒适?
要援助并支持我自己在这里在之中并等如呼吸 而且保持恒常和稳定在之中并等如呼吸;等如呼吸本身等如我是恒常和稳定——并只是不接受或允许我自己去立刻起反应对/朝向我妈妈或屈服于情绪/感受混乱的激增在我里面。
反而,呼吸通过这个反应,如果它胆敢移动和阻止我在这里在自我指导性中在这一刻在之中并等如呼吸——从接受和允许了反应去累积到情绪/感受混乱,而不再接受或允许我自己去被情绪/感受如同反应的回应 指导。

(Suggested here to also assist and support you within self forgiveness as follows: )
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately react and fall into the following of my emotional/feeling reaction of mind – instead of remaining stable and constant here in the moment one and equal as breath that is constant and stable.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall into the experience of emotions/feeling as reaction that came up inside of me, instead of stopping me here in the moment of breath in self directiveness and not accepting and allowing the reaction to accumulate to emotional/feeling turmoil.
(建议在这里也去援助并支持你在自我宽恕里面,如下:)
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去立刻起反应并落入以下我心智的情绪/感受反应——而不是保持稳定和恒常在这里在这一刻一体平等等如呼吸,即是恒常和稳定。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去落入情绪/感受的体验如同出现在我内在的反应,而不是停止我在这里在呼吸的这一刻在自我指导性中,并且不接受和允许反应去累积到情绪/感受混乱。

2. Written Word of Experience:
Especially in moments when I experience that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me.
Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to especially react in a surge of emotions/feelings when I experience within myself that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me.
2. 书写体验的字词:
尤其在片刻中当我体验到她没在听我说话、不听我必须说什么而且不理解我时。
自我宽恕:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去尤其起反应在一个情绪/感受的激增中,当我在我自己里面体验到她没在听我说话、不听我必须说什么而且不理解我时。

Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Question:
What is me experiencing an reaction within myself when I think she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me, revealing of what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
1. Firstly, the very point of reacting within myself, when I ‘experiencing/think’ within me, that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me – indicates a ‘point’ I am not considering within which I’m not self-honest – what is it?
2. SHE’S not listening, SHE’S not hearing, SHE’S not understanding = this is blame, directing an experience within myself towards my mother.
3. Blame would indicate that I am projecting myself unto my mother, blame is shifting responsibility to another to not have to take self-responsibility, because blame seems easier
4. Therefore, I’m blaming her for what I’m actually accepting and allowing inside myself
5. Blaming my mother from the perspective that SHE’S the one that’s not hearing, understanding or listening – is showing me, that I’m actually the one that’s not hearing, listening or understanding her and therefore, I’m not hearing, listening or understanding myself.
洞察/理解/领悟:
问题:
我体验到一个反应在我自己里面是什么 当我认为她没在听我说话、不听我必须说什么而且不理解我时,揭示了我在接受和允许什么在我自己里面?
1. 首先,这起反应的点在我自己里面,当我“体验/认为”在我里面:她没在听我说话、不听我必须说什么而且不理解我时——表明一个“点”我没有考虑到,在其中我不是自我诚实的——它是什么?
2. 她没在听、她不听、她不理解=这是责备,指导一个体验在我自己里面朝向我妈妈。
3. 责备将表明,我在把我自己投射到我妈妈身上,责备在将责任转移到另一个人以不必承担起自己责任,因为责备看起来更容易。
4. 因此,我因为我实际上在接受和允许什么在我自己内在而责备她。
5. 责备我妈妈,从她是没在听、不理解或听的那个人的视角来看——正在展示给我,实际上我是没在听、不听或理解她的那个人,而因此我没在听、不听或理解我自己。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that if I react to an experience/thought within me, directed to/towards someone else, I am accepting and allowing myself to be self-dishonest in accepting and allowing myself to participate and act in such an experience/thought.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to direct blame towards my mother – blaming her for not listening to what I have to say, not hearing me and not understanding me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that my projecting blame unto my mother, is me attempting to shift responsibility through shifting blame towards her so that I don’t have to take self responsibility for what I accept and allow within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame her for what I am accepting and allowing within myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that by me blaming her from the perspective that SHE’S the one not listening, hearing or understanding me –that I am in the very act of such blame – showing to me that I’m actually the one not listening, hearing or understanding her – and therefore indicating, that I’m not hearing, listening or understanding myself.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,如果我对一个体验/想法作出反应在我里面,直接对/朝向其他人,我在接受和允许我自己是/成为自我不诚实的以接受和允许我自己去以这样一个体验/想法参与并行动。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去直接责备朝向我妈妈——责备她不听我必须说什么、没在听我说话和不理解我。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我的投射责备到我妈妈身上,是我企图转移责任,通过转移责备朝向她以便我不必为我接受和允许什么在我里面负起自我责任。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去因为我在接受和允许什么在我自己里面而责备她。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,经由我责备她从她是没在听、不听或理解我的那个人的视角来看——我正是该受这种责备的人——展示给我,实际上我是没在听、不听或理解她的那个人——而因此表明了,我没在听、不听或理解我自己。

Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to practically assist and support myself in the moment, to not accept or allow myself to direct blame towards another as an attempt to shift responsibility through an experience/thought that come up inside myself to which I usually react that is directed towards the other?
I will immediately assist and support myself in the moment to stop myself from continuing participating in the reaction that come up inside of me related to the thought/belief/perception as ‘experience’ that come up, that she’s not hearing me, not listening to me and not understanding me.
In this moment such a thought/belief/perception comes up – I will ‘slow down’ here in and as breath, stop myself slowly from accepting and allowing myself to continue participating in the reaction that come up together with the experience/thought/belief/perception.
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
我是如何实际地援助并支持我自己在这一刻,去不接受或允许我自己去直接责备朝向另一个人作为一个企图转移责任通过出现在我自己内在的一个体验/想法,以其我通常起反应是直接朝向他人的?
我将立刻援助并支持我自己在这一刻去停止我自己继续参与进出现在我的内在的反应关联到想法/信念/感知如同出现的“体验”,即她没在听我说话、不听我而且不理解我。
在这个片刻这样一个想法/信念/感知出现——我将“放慢下来”在这里在之中并等如呼吸,慢慢地阻止我自己接受和允许我自己去继续参与进出现的反应连同体验/想法/信念/感知。

Because I understand that such a thought/belief/perception that comes up as ‘she not hearing me, not listening to me and not understanding me’ – is revealing to me that I’m actually the one not hearing, understanding or listening to what she’s expressing here in the moment.
Therefore, within this understanding, realization and insight – I take self responsibility for me, stop the reaction through not participating in such an assumption/belief/perception and slow down here in and as breath and HEAR HERE as breath calmly and stable as breath that is me.
Thus, not accepting or allowing myself to follow perceptions/ideas/assumptions/beliefs that form towards another as blame – but actually hear the words that are being said and in common sense self honesty communicate what I see here in the moment as breath and not accepting/allowing myself to speak in/of reaction of mind, because I know already where that road ends – NO MORE!
因为我理解这样一个想法/信念/感知出现如同“她没在听我说话、不听我而且不理解我”——正在向我揭示实际上我是 没有在听、不理解或不听这一刻她正在表达什么在这里 的那个人。
因此,在这个理解、领悟和洞察里面——我为我负起自我责任,停止反应通过不参与进这样一个假定/信念/感知并放慢下来在这里在之中并等如呼吸,而且在这里在这里等如呼吸平静和稳定等如呼吸即是我。
如此,不接受或允许我自己去跟随形成的感知/想法/假定/信念朝向另一个人如同责备——而是实际上听到在说话的字词并在普同常识中自我诚实的交流我看见什么在这里在这一刻等如呼吸,并且不接受/允许我自己去说话在之中/属于心智的反应,因为我已经知道那条路的尽头——不再!

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself from participating in such a thought/belief/perception/assumption that comes up within me, but instead accepted and allowed myself to believe that is real and true which manifested the experience of reactive emotional/feeling turmoil within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that all that is real is breath here.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to immediately stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to participate in the reaction that came up inside of me, because of a thought/belief/perception/assumption that formed inside of me towards another – indicating already accepted and allowed self-dishonesty as shifting blame towards another for me not taking self responsibility for what is experienced within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to ‘slow myself down here in and as breath’ when emotions and feelings surge up inside of me, but instead accepted and allowed myself to continue my self-dishonest participation in emotions/feelings of mind, which I know/understand is not who I am.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to take self responsibility for me, by assisting and supporting me to not accept/allow myself to continue participating in emotions/feelings but to remain stable, constant here in and as breath that is me
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去阻止我自己参与进出现在我里面的这样一个想法/信念/感知/假定,而是接受并允许我自己去相信那是实际和真实的,即显化的反应的情绪/感受混乱的体验在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到所有是真实的一切是呼吸在这里。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去立刻阻止我自己接受并允许我自己去参与进出现在我内在的反应,因为一个想法/信念/感知/假定形成在我的内在朝向另一个人——早已表明了接受并允许自我不诚实如同推卸责任朝向另一个人 对我没有对体验到什么在我里面负起自我责任。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去“令我自己放慢下来在这里在之中并等如呼吸”当情绪和感受激增在我内在时,而是接受并允许我自己去继续我的自我不诚实参与进心智的情绪/感受,我知道/理解这一个并不是我所是者/我是谁。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去对我负起自我责任,通过援助并支持我去不接受/允许我自己去继续参与进情绪/感受,而是去保持稳定、恒常在这里在之中并等如呼吸即是我。

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to listen to what my mind has to say, therefore not hearing or understanding what my mother is saying, therefore not hearing or understanding me here, because I am not HERE as BREATH – but accepted and allowed myself to direct blame towards her, that she’s the one not hearing, listening or understanding = when all the while it was me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to HEAR HERE as BREATH that is me the other that is me – but instead accepted and allowed myself to listen to what my mind had to say in separation of me HERE as BREATH – already indicating that I’m not here as breath in self honesty, but accepting and allowing myself to participate in the self-dishonesty of mind in separation of me as listening to thoughts.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak in reactions of emotions/feelings of mind – instead of remaining constant, stable here as breath that is me and express me in self honest common sense as I hear the words of the other that is me.
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去听从我的心智必须说什么,因此不听或理解我的母亲在说什么,因此不听或理解我在这里,因为我不是在这里等如呼吸——而是接受并允许我自己去直接责备朝向她,即她是没在听、不听或不理解的那个人=当始终这就是我。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去听到在这里等如呼吸即是我、另一个人即是我——而是接受和允许我自己去听从我的心智必须说什么在我在这里等如呼吸的分离中——早已表明,我不是在这里等如呼吸在自我诚实中,而是接受并允许了我自己去参与进心智的自我不诚实在我的分离中如同听从想法。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去在心智的情绪/感受的反应中讲话——而不是保持恒常、稳定在这里等如呼吸即是我并表达我在自我诚实普同常识中,当我听到另一个人即是我的字词时。

Alright, we’ll continue within the next document…
好的,我们将在下一个文档中继续……

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 11)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第11节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
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日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 11)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第11节)

Continuing with the practical examples with Questions and Responses of the Insight, Understanding, Realisation and Practical Self Corrective Action for the Self Forgiveness Process applied of the Written Words of an experience within yourself and your world, which we moved through in God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 9) through, into the God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 10) and now continuing with in this document: God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 11):
继续实际的例子 关于一个体验在你自己和你的世界里面的书写字词的自我宽恕过程应用的洞察、理解、领悟和实际自我改正行动的问题和回答,即我们移动通过在 人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第9节)中通过、进入 人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第10节)的,而现在继续在本文档中:人类之神:物质/身体:第八部分(第11节):

3.
Written Words of Experience:
No matter how much I attempt/try to express ‘my side of the story,’ she keeps on and continues ‘attacking me’ as though ‘it’s all my fault’ as though ‘I am the problem, the fault’ within it all, giving me no opportunity to explain myself.
3.
写成的体验的字词:
无论我多么企图/试图去表达“我这边的故事”,她保持并继续“攻击我”好像“这全是我的错”好像“我是问题、错误”在这一切当中,不给我机会去解释我自己。

Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event with my Mother, because I experience within me, that no matter how much I attempt/try to express ‘my side of the story,’ she keeps on and continues ‘attacking’ me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in emotional/feeling turmoil within myself towards my mother when in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event, because I experience within me as though she’s making it ‘all my fault,’ that ‘I’m the problem,’ the fault within it all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in emotional/feeling turmoil towards my mother when in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event in which I experience her expression towards me as ‘attacking me’ – because the experience within me, is as though she’s not giving me an opportunity to explain myself.
自我宽恕:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去在情绪/感受中作出反应当处在一个与我妈妈的冲突/对抗情境/事件中时,因为我体验到在我里面,无论我多么企图/试图去表达“我这边的故事”,她保持并继续“攻击我”
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去在情绪/感受混乱中作出反应在我自己里面朝向我妈妈当处在一个冲突/对抗情境/事件中时,因为我在我里面体验到好像她让它“全都是我的错”、“我是问题、错误”在这一切之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去在情绪/感受混乱中作出反应朝向我妈妈当处在一个冲突/对立情境/事件中时,在那儿我体验到她的表达朝向我如同“攻击我”——因为这个体验在我里面,好像是她不给我一个机会来解释我自己。

Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Questions:
1. What acceptance and allowance within me, is being revealed, through me experiencing my mother’s expression as an ‘attack’ towards me?
2. What acceptance and allowance within me, is being revealed through me experiencing within me, that my mother is the one making it all my fault, that I’m the problem?
3. What acceptance and allowance within me is being revealed of me, 3. through me pushing attempting/trying even harder to express ‘my side of the story’ within the starting point of reaction of emotions/feelings because of the experience within me, that she’s attacking me and making it all my fault as though I am the problem?
洞察/理解/领悟:
问题:
1. 什么接受和允许在我里面被揭示,通过我体验到我妈妈的表达作为一个“攻击”朝向我?
2. 什么接受和允许在我里面被揭示,通过我体验在我里面,即我妈妈是让这一切都是我的错、我是问题 的那个人?
3. 什么接受和允许在我里面是我的揭示,通过我推动企图/试图更加努力去表达“我这边的故事”在情绪/感受的反应的出发点里面,因为体验在我里面、即她在攻击我和让这一切都是我的错好像我是问题?

Question 1:
What acceptance and allowance within me, is being revealed, through me experiencing my mother’s expression as an ‘attack’ towards me?
The idea/belief/assumption that she’s ‘attacking me’ indicates that I’m reacting within myself towards my mother’s particular expression in words and deed.
This reaction towards her within myself indicates that I’m taking the words she’s speaking and her mannerism/behaviour towards me ‘personally,’ as though ‘she’s doing something unto me.’ This ‘doing something unto me’ experience within me, because of me taking her expression in word/deed personally – forming the experience within me of ‘her attacking me.’
I see that she’s actually not ‘attacking me’ – I only experience this, because of me taking her expression in word/deed personally through/by reacting towards her expression in word/deed.
问题1:
什么接受和允许在我里面被揭示,通过我体验到我妈妈的表达作为一个“攻击”朝向我?
她在“攻击我”的想法/信念/假设表明我在起反应在我自己里面朝向我妈妈在言语和行动上的特定表达。
这个反应朝向她在我自己里面表明我在将她正在说话的字词和她的言谈举止/行为朝向我“个人化”,仿佛“她正在对我做某事”。这个“对我做某事”的体验在我里面,因为我把她在言语/行动上的表达——形成了“她在攻击我”的体验在我里面。
我看到实际上她没有“攻击我”——我只是体验到这个,因为我把她在言语/行动上的表达个人化通过/经由起反应朝向她在言语/行动上的表达。

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that the forming of an idea/belief/assumption within me, that she’s attacking me – indicates that I’m accepting and allowing myself to react towards my mother.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react towards my mother’s words/deeds and in this reaction forming the idea/belief/assumption that she’s attacking me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that this reaction towards her within myself indicates that I’m taking her mannerism/behaviour towards me personally – which forms the idea/perception/belief that she’s ‘doing something unto me’ as ‘attacking me’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that she isn’t actually ‘attacking me.’ This I only experience, because of me taking her expression towards me personally because of me accepting and allowing myself to react towards her in the first place.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有接受和允许我自己去领悟到一个想法/信念/假设在我里面的形成,即她在攻击我——表明我在接受和允许我自己去起反应朝向我妈妈。
我宽恕我自己因为接受和允许我自己去起反应朝向我妈妈的言语/行动并在这个反应中形成了她在攻击我的想法/信念/假设。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这个反应朝向她在我自己里面表明 我在将她朝向我的言谈举止/行为个人化——即形成她在“对我做某事”如同“攻击我”的想法/感知/信念。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,她并没有实际上“攻击我”。这个只是我体验到的,因为我将她朝向我的表达个人化 因为我接受和允许我自己去首先起反应朝向她。

Question 2:
What acceptance and allowance within me, is being revealed, through me experiencing within me, that my mother is the one making it all my fault, that I’m the problem?
Only because I believe/think within me, that she’s attacking me, do I think/believe that she’s making it all my fault, as though I’m the problem.
Within the very idea/perception that is formed inside of me of her making it my fault, making me the problem – actually indicate that I am ‘faulting’ and that I am the ‘problem’ within my very acceptance and allowance of thinking/believing that she’s attacking me – which cause a massive reaction of emotions/feelings within myself, just because of such a belief/thought.
问题2:
什么接受和允许在我里面被揭示,通过我体验在我里面,即我妈妈是让这一切都是我的错、我是问题 的那个人?
只因为我相信/认为在我里面,她在攻击我、的确我认为/相信她在让这一切都是我的错,好像我就是问题。
在这想法/感知里面形成在我的内部属于她让这是我的错、使我成为问题——实际上表明我是“错的”而且我是“问题”在我里面,非常接受和允许的认为/相信她在攻击我——即导致一个巨大情绪/感受的反应在我自己里面,只是因为这样一个信念/想法。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that only because I think/believe that she’s attacking me – does the thought/belief manifest that she’s making it my fault, as though I’m the problem.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that this entire experience of her attacking me, making it my fault as though I’m the problem – is only beliefs/assumptions that is formed, because I’m reacting towards her, taking her expression towards me personally.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I’m accepting and allowing myself to form ideas/beliefs within me – because of emotional/feeling reactions within me – therefore, how can I trust what I experience within me as ‘being real’ – if the starting point of such experiences is of the mind?
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,只是因为我认为/相信她在攻击我——的确想法/信念显化了她让这是我的错、好像我是问题。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这整个她在攻击我、让这是我的错好像我是问题 的体验——只是形成的信念/假设,因为我在起反应朝向她,把她的表达朝向我个人化。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在接受和允许我自己去形成想法/信念在我里面——因为情绪/感受反应在我里面——因此,我如何能信任我体验到什么在我里面如同“是真实的”——如果这种体验的出发点是属于心智的?

Question 3:
What acceptance and allowance within me, is being revealed of me, through me pushing attempting/trying even harder to express ‘my side of the story’ within the starting point of reaction of emotions/feelings because of the experience within me, that she’s attacking me and making it all my fault as though I am the problem?
With me then wanting to push further in trying to ‘explain myself’ and bring across ‘my side of the story’ from within a starting point of reaction – indicates that I’m going into defense-mode within myself, because of the idea/belief that she’s attacking me, and me wanting to ‘prove to her’ that it’s not me that’s the problem/the fault in it all.
With me going into ‘defense-mode’ indicates that she’s reflecting parts of me back to myself that I am refusing to see – this why I’m taking what she’s expressing in words/deed personally. I’m refusing to see myself as what she’s presenting of myself. Hiding within the justification of it being her ‘attacking me’ and ‘making it all my fault as though I’m the problem’ instead of me looking to myself – asking why I’m accepting and allowing myself to react towards her.
问题3:
什么接受和允许在我里面是我的揭示,通过我推动企图/试图更加努力去表达“我这边的故事”在情绪/感受的反应的出发点里面,因为体验在我里面、即她在攻击我和让这一切都是我的错好像我是问题?
然后随着我想要进一步推进以试图“解释我自己”并从一个反应的出发点里面传达“我这边的故事”——表明我在走进防御模式在我自己里面,因为想法/信念她在攻击我,而我想要“向她证明”这并不是我是问题/错误在这一切之中。
随着我走进“防御模式”表明,她在把我拒绝去看到的我的一部分反映回给我自己——这就是为什么我把她在言语/行动上表达什么个人化。我在拒绝看到我自己等如她在呈现我自己的什么。隐藏在这是她“在攻击我”和“让这一切全都是我的错好像我是问题”的辩解里面而不是我察看我自己——提问为什么我在接受并允许我自己去起反应朝向她。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that within me wanting to further push in trying to ‘explain myself’ and express ‘my side of the story’ from within a starting point of reactive emotions/feelings, is that such ‘pushing’ is me actually wanting to ‘prove something to someone’ – thus indicating that I’m actually not self-honest here in the moment in commons sense self expression as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in this ‘pushing’ as reactive emotions/feelings ‘drive me’ to ‘want to’ desperately bring across ‘my point of view’ – being driven within the idea/perception that she’s attacking me, making it my fault, as though I’m the problem – is me actually going into defense-mode, wanting to defend myself as what I’m trying/attempting to say/express.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in me going into defense-mode as me ‘pushing harder and harder’ to bring across my point of view within the starting point reaction of me believing that she’s the one making it my fault, as though I’m the problem – is me attempting to prove to my mother that I’m not the problem, that I’m not the one faulting.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that within me going into defense-mode, this very act indicates that she’s representing parts of me I’m refusing to see, while I respond by hiding myself, by going into defense mode.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that the very act of taking her expression towards me personally indicates that she’s representing parts of me that I’m refusing to see, reflecting me back to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide in the justification within myself that she’s attacking me, making me the problem, the fault in it all, when the truth of the situation is, that I’m reacting towards her, because I’m taking her expression towards me personally, because she’s showing/revealing me to myself, and I don’t like that, I don’t like seeing myself and want to hide this in any and all way possible – such as going into ‘defense-mode’.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我里面想要进一步推动以试图“解释我自己”并表达“我这边的故事”从一个反应的情绪/感受的出发点里面,是这种“推动”是,我实际上想要“向某人证明某事物”——因此表明了实际上我不是自我诚实的在这里在这一刻在普同常识自我表达中等如我。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在这个“推动”等如反应的情绪/感受之中“驱使我”去“想要”拼命地带来“我的观点”——被驱使在想法/感知:她在攻击我、让这是我的错、好像我是问题 里面——是,实际上我进入了防御模式,想要防卫我自己当我在试图/企图说/表达时。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我进入防御模式等如我“越来越难推动”去带来我的观点在我的反应的出发点里面 相信她是那一个让这是我的错、好像我是问题 的人——是我在企图向我妈妈证明我不是问题、我不是那个有错误的人。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我进入防御模式里面,这个特定行动表明,她在代表我在拒绝去看到的我的一部分,当我以隐藏我自己、以进入防御模式的方式作出反应的时候。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,将她的表达朝向我 个人化的这行动表明,她在代表我拒绝去看到、把我反应回给我 的我的一部分。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去隐藏在辩解中在我自己里面,即她在攻击我、让我成了问题、错误在这一切之中,当情境的事实是,我在起反应朝向她,因为我在将她的表达朝向我个人化,因为她正在对我自己展示/揭示我,而我不喜欢那样、我不喜欢看到我自己并想要以任何可能的方式隐藏这一点——比如进入了“防御模式”。

Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
How am I going to practically assist and support me, by no more accepting and allowing myself to take my mother’s expression towards me personally, which manifested the entire mind-belief/perception/assumption/idea of her attacking me, making it my fault as though I’m the problem, within which I react in emotional/feeling turmoil even further – leading us both down the same road of a fight?
Firstly, in the moment I accept and allow myself to react towards my mother – I stop. I breathe and assist and support me to stabilize me here in and as breath. Because I know then, that this reaction within me, is indicating that I’m taking her expression towards me personally.
Secondly, I identify the exact words and her stance as mannerism/behaviour towards me – to identify what of her words and her stance is reflecting me back to myself as a manifested / expressed presentation of myself I am refusing to see. Because I understand, that that towards which I am reacting – is actually revealing/representing a part(s) of me that I am existing as and actually expressing towards others – but refusing to see.
要采取的实际改正行动:
我将要如何实际地援助并支持我,通过不再接受和允许我自己去将我妈妈的表达朝向我个人化,即显化了她的攻击我、让这是我的错好像我是问题 的整个心智信念/感知/假设/想法,在其中我更进一步起反应在情绪/感受混乱中——把我们两个带到相同的战斗之路?
首先,在这一刻我接受并允许我自己去起反应朝向我妈妈——我停止。我呼吸并援助和支持我去稳定我在这里在之中并等如呼吸。因为我知道,当时这个反应在我里面,在表明我在将她的表达朝向我个人化。
其次,我识别确切的字词和她的姿态如同言行举止/行为朝向我——去识别她的什么字词和她的什么姿态正在把我反映回给我自己作为一个我在拒绝去看到的我自己的显化/表达的呈在。因为我理解到,那个朝向那些我在起反应——实际上在揭示/表示我的一部分(们)即我正作为其而存在并实际上表达朝向他人的——但是拒绝去看到。

From here, to apply self forgiveness and self corrective action to not accept or allow myself to act/behave/speak as that towards others, which my mother is reflecting of me – but what I am refusing to see.
(NOTE: I’ll be returning to this section at the end of this Process we’re moving through now – to give an practical example of how this is done)
The moment that idea/belief comes up within me, that she’s making it my fault as though I’m the problem, experiencing it as though her attacking me – I know I’ve gone too far and accepted and allowed myself to participate in my reactive emotions/feelings – I immediately stop, breathe and not accept/allow myself to continue participating.
The moment I continue trying/attempting to push harder and harder – I know I’m accepting and allowing myself to go into defense-mode. I’ve again accepted and allowed myself to go too far. I stop myself from continuing to want to push harder and harder I breathe here and I HEAR.
从这里,去应用自我宽恕和自我改正行动 以不接受或允许我自己去行动/行为/说话如同那些朝向他人的,即我的妈妈是我的反映——但是我拒绝去看到的东西。
(注意:在这个过程的最后我将返回到这个部分,现在我们移动通过——去给出一个这个是如何被做的实际例子)
这一刻想法/信念出现在我里面,即她在让这是我的错好像我是问题、体验它好像她在攻击我——我知道我已经走得太远并接受和允许我自己去参与进我的反应的情绪/感受中——我立刻停止、呼吸而且不接受/允许我自己去继续参与。
这一刻我继续试图/企图越推越用力——我知道我在接受和允许我自己去走进防御模式。我已经再次接受和允许我自己去走得太远。我停止我自己继续想要越推越用力,我呼吸在这里并且我听到。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to immediately stop within myself, the moment I experience a reaction within me towards my mother – but continued participating in such a reaction, without realizing that the reaction within me towards my mother, is revealing an acceptance and allowance within me of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that such reactions within me towards my mother, within which I go into immediate defense-mode, indicates that I’m actually taking her reaction towards me personally, because she’s showing me to myself and that’s exactly what I don’t want to see, because that would mean I’d have to change me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I haven’t wanted to see that my mother is reflecting and representing parts of me, because I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to and as such acts/words my mother reflect of me, that I’m accepting/allowing myself to do unto others.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to immediately stop myself the moment an idea/belief is formed within my mind originating from a reaction within myself – but continued to accept and allow myself to participate within it.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to immediately stop myself the moment I experience within myself that I am acting out from within a reaction within myself through wanting to push harder and more to bring across my point of view.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as the accepted and allowed act of taking someone or something personally.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as the accepted and allowed act of manifested defense mode.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that the very existence of me as reacting towards another, taking their expression towards me personally and going into defense-mode is accepted and allowed dishonesty – yet I still accept and allow myself to want to make it the other’s fault/problem, and not take self responsibility for me here.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去立刻停止在我自己里面,这一刻我体验到一个反应在我里面朝向我妈妈——但是继续参与进这样一个反应,没有领悟到这个反应在我里面朝向我妈妈,在揭示我的一个接受和允许在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这种反应在我里面朝向我妈妈,在其中我走进立刻的防御模式,表明实际上我在把她的反应朝向我个人化,因为她在把我展示给我自己而那一切真确是我不想要看到的,因为那将意味着我必须改变我。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我还没有想要看到我妈妈在反映并代表了我的一部分,因为我已经接受并允许我自己去定义我自己依据并等如这种我妈妈反映了我的行为/字词,即我在接受和允许我自己去做在他人身上的。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去立刻停止我自己 这一刻一个想法/信念形成在我的心智里面起源于一个反应在我自己里面——而是继续接受和允许我自己去参与进它。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去立刻停止我自己 这一刻我体验到在我自己里面我在从一个反应中在我自己里面行动出来 通过想要更用力推和更多去带来我的观点。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在里面并等如接受和允许的把某人或某事物个人化的行为。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在里面并等如接受和允许的显化的防御模式的行为。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我的这存在等如起反应朝向另一个人、把他们的表达朝向我个人化并走进防御模式,是接受和允许的不诚实——然而我仍然接受和允许我自己去想要让这是他人的错/问题,并且没有为我负起自我责任在这里。

We’ll continue within the next section.
我们将在下一节中继续。

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 12)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第12节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 12)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第12节)

Continuing with the Written Words of an Experience and the practical examples of how to assist and support self to see the insights/understandings/realisations within the self forgiveness applied, to assist and support self effectively within the process of self corrective application.
继续写成的一个体验的字词和如何援助并支持自己去看到洞察/理解/领悟在自我宽恕应用里面,去援助并支持自己有效地在自我改正应用的过程中 的实际例子。

4.
Written Words of Experience:
During this, she manifests her authority over and of me, by her claiming she’s right and Im wrong, which makes me feel like I’m stupid, nothing that I’m always wrong and she’s always right, no matter what.
4.
写成的体验的字词:
在这期间,她显化她的权威在之上并属于我,通过她声称她是对的而我是错的,这使我感觉好像我是愚蠢的、什么都不是,即无论什么我总是错的而她总是对的。

Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience my mother as authority over and of me when I experience her going into attack towards me in a conflicting/confrontational event/situation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stupid and like nothing when I experience within me her establishing her authority by her claiming she’s right and I’m wrong.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself towards my mother in a conflicting/confrontational as me as always wrong and her as always right.
自我宽恕:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去把我的母亲体验为权威在之上并属于我当我体验到她走进攻击朝向我在一个冲突/对抗的事件/情境中时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去感到愚蠢和好像什么都不是当我在我里面体验到她建立她的权威通过她的声称她是对的而我是错的时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己朝向我的妈妈在一个冲突/对抗中如同我总是错的而她总是对的。

Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Questions:
What is my experience towards my mother as her manifesting her authority revealing about what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
What is my experience within myself as being nothing/stupid because of me experiencing my mother as her claiming that she’s right and I’m wrong no matter what revealing about what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
洞察/理解/领悟:
问题:
什么是我的体验朝向我妈妈当她显化她的权威时,揭示了关于我在接受和允许什么在我自己里面?
什么是我的体验在我自己里面如同是什么都不是/愚蠢因为我体验我妈妈当她声称无论什么她是对的而我是错的时,揭示了关于我在接受和允许什么在我自己里面?

Question 1:
What is my experience towards my mother as her manifesting her authority revealing about what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
1. Common Sense: If I’m experiencing her that’s standing before me, outside of me as authority, this reflects that I am experiencing myself as the polarity opposite of what I experience towards her as authority, which is: Inferiority.
2. With me reacting to my experience towards my mother as her manifesting her authority, this would indicate that I take the exact same stance of manifesting my authority towards others in my world. The reaction towards my mothers authoritative-stance confirms this, as I am reacting towards myself as what Ive defined myself as, which my mother is reflecting of myself.
问题1:
什么是我的体验朝向我妈妈当她显化她的权威时,揭示了关于我在接受和允许什么在我自己里面?
1. 普同常识:如果我体验她正站在我面前、在我之外如同权威,这个反映出我在将我自己体验为 我体验到什么朝向她作为权威的对立极性,即是:低下/次等。
2. 随着我对我的体验朝向我妈妈如同她显化了她的权威 起反应,这将表明:我采取了完全相同的立场显化了我的权威朝向他人在我的世界里。反应朝向我妈妈的权威姿态确认了这一点,等如我在起反应朝向我自己作为我已经把我自己定义为什么,即我的妈妈正在反映我自己的。

I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize that within my experiencing my mother as an authoritative-manifestation as a being that stands outside separate from me, I am revealing/showing myself, that such a projection as authority towards another reveals that I am accepting and allowing me to exist as inferiority.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to and as inferiority, creating the perception/belief/assumption that others are superior / authoritative.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that within me reacting towards my experience within myself as my mother manifesting her authority over and of me, that this reaction within me indicates that I am accepting and allowing myself to exist as a manifestation of authority towards others in my world.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize that in reacting towards the experience within myself as my mother manifesting her authority over and of me that this reaction reveals that my mother is reflecting a part of me that I havent allowed myself to see, because Ive defined myself as that which my mother is reflecting of me as authority.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to the manifested expression of authority over and of others that my mother in an conflicting/confrontational situation/experience with her reflected towards me of myself.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到在我的体验到我妈妈如同一个权威的显现等如一个存有站在外面与我分离,我在揭示/展示我自己,这样一个投射如同权威朝向另一个人揭示出我在接受和允许我自己去作为低下/次等而存在。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去定义我自己根据并等如低下/次等,创造了他人是优越/权威的感知/信念/假定。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我里面起反应朝向我的体验在我自己里面如同我妈妈显化了她的权威在之上并属于我,这个反应在我里面表明我在接受并允许我自己去作为一个权威的显现朝向他人在我的世界里而存在。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到在起反应朝向体验在我自己里面如同我妈妈显化了她的权威在之上并属于我,这个反应揭示了我妈妈正在反映我的一部分即我没有允许我自己去看到的,因为我已经把我自己定义为那个我妈妈是我的反映等如权威。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去定义我自己根据显化的权威的表达在之上并属于他人即我妈妈在一个与她的冲突/对抗的情境/体验中,向我反映了我自己。

Question 2:
What is my experience within myself when my mother claims that I am nothing/stupid while shes right and Im wrong no matter what, revealing about what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
3. Right and Wrong indicates polarity me manifesting the superiority as authority I experience my mother to be, through me accepting and allowing myself to exist in inferiority towards her, which manifests the polarity-experience of her claiming shes right and that Im wrong, validating my inferior experience to her authority manifestation.
4. Me experiencing myself as nothing and stupid also originating from me experiencing myself as inferior towards my mother whom I experience as superior / the authority.
问题2:
什么是我的体验在我自己里面当我妈妈声称我什么都不是/愚蠢时当不管什么她是对的而我是错的时,揭示了关于我在接受和允许什么在我自己里面?
3. 对和错表明极性我显化了优越如同权威我体验我妈妈是/成为的,通过我接受并允许了我自己去存在在低下/次等中朝向她,即显化她在声称她是对的而我是错的的极性体验,确认了我的低下/次等体验对她的权威显现。
4. 我把我自己体验为什么都不是和愚蠢的 也起源于我体验我自己如同低下/次等朝向我妈妈即我体验为优越/权威的人。

5. Therefore, within the shes right and Im wrong experience, I claim my mothers assertion through her authoritative-stance along with me experiencing myself as stupid and nothing all derivatives of the inferiority Im accepting and allowing myself to exist as and attempting to justify this existence of inferiority that I am through manifesting such thoughts/ideas/beliefs within me wanting to make it all her fault, instead of me checking me first.
6. Therefore, the shes right and Im wrong experience I claim my mother is claiming through her authoritative-stance along with me experiencing myself as stupid and nothing = isnt real, Im deliberately making it real as an attempt for me not to see the inferiority Ive accepted and allowed myself to be as well as the authority I manifest towards others which my mother is reflecting of me.
5. 因此,在这个她是对的而我是错的的体验里面,我宣称我妈妈的声明 通过她的权威姿态连同我把我自己体验为愚蠢和什么都不是全都是低下/次等的衍生物我正接受和允许我自己去作为其而存在 并企图辩解这种低下/次等的存在,即我通过这种想法/概念/信念显化在我里面想要让这一切都是她的错,而不是我首先检查我。
6. 因此,这个她是对的而我是错的的体验我宣称我的妈妈在声称通过她的权威姿态连同我把我自己体验为愚蠢和什么都不是= 并不是真实的,我在故意让它成真作为一个企图为了我不要看到低下/次等我已经接受并允许我自己是/成为的和权威我显化朝向他人即我的妈妈是我的反映。

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within the polarity of right and wrong.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize that the manifestation of the experience within myself of my mother claiming that shes right and that Im wrong when I experience within me, her manifesting her authority over and of me, actually originates from my accepted and allowed definition of me as inferior/inferiority.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that I am accepting and allowing myself to validate my inferior/inferiority self-definition and experience towards my mother through me existing within the belief/assumption/perception that shes claiming shes right and Im wrong when I experience within me that shes manifesting her authority over and of me.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that my experience of me as being nothing and stupid originates from my accepted and allowed self-definition as inferior/inferiority and experience of myself as inferior/inferiority towards my mother whom I experience as superiority/authority over and of me.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that the shes right and Im wrong experience I claim my mothers claiming through her authoritative-stance along with me experiencing myself as stupid and nothing are all derivatives of the inferiority Im accepting and allowing myself to exist as.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that I am attempting to justify and validate this accepted and allowed existence of me as inferiority/inferior as which I have defined myself and exist as towards my mother whom I experience as superior/authority over and of me, through manifesting such beliefs/assumptions/perceptions of her claiming the shes always right and Im always wrong along with me accepting and allowing myself to exist in the experience of feeling stupid and as nothing.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that the experiences manifested within myself of my mother claiming shes right and Im wrong and me experiencing myself as nothing and stupid when I experience her manifesting her authoritative stance over and of me, isnt real, but Im making it real to justify, defend and protect my accepted and allowed existence as inferiority and also that fact the I do exactly as she does towards me, towards others in my world
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在对和错的极性里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到体验的显现在我自己里面关于我的妈妈声称她是对的而我是错的,当我体验在我里面她显化了她的权威在之上并属于我时,实际上来源于我的接受和允许的我的定义等如低下/次等。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在接受和允许我自己去确认我的低下/次等自我定义和体验朝向我妈妈 通过我存在在她在声称她是对的而我是错的当我体验在我里面她在显化她的权威在之上并属于我时 的信念/假定/感知里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我的我如同是什么都不是和愚蠢的体验来源于我的接受和允许的自我定义等如低下/次等和我自己如同低下/次等的体验朝向我妈妈,对她我体验为优越/权威在之上并属于我。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,她是对的而我是错的的体验我声称我的妈妈在声称通过她的权威姿态 连同我体验我自己如同愚蠢和什么都不是 全都是低下/次等的衍生物我在接受和允许我自己去作为其而存在的。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在企图辩解和确认这个接受和允许的我如同次等/低下的存在,作为其我已经定义我自己并作为其而存在朝向我的妈妈 对她我体验为优越/权威在之上并属于我,通过显化了这种她声称她总是对的而我总是错的连同我接受并允许我自己去存在在感到愚蠢和等如什么都不是的体验中的信念/假定/感知。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这个体验显化在我自己里面关于我的妈妈声称她是对的而我是错的 以及我体验我自己为 什么都不是和愚蠢的当我体验到她在显化她的权威的姿态在之上并属于我时,并不是真实的,而是我让它成真去辩解、防御和保护我的接受和允许的存在如同低下/次等以及我确实做着如同她朝向我所做之事、朝向他人在我的世界里 的事实。

Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to not accept or allow myself to continue the existence of me as inferiority, which only manifest the polarity-game-playout in conflicting/confrontational experiences with my mother for example, which only always end up with us both in a fight in a turmoil of emotions and feelings?
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不接受或允许我自己继续我作为低下/次等的存在,即仅仅显化极性游戏播出在与例如我的妈妈的冲突/对抗体验之中,即只是永远以我们两个都处于一场战斗中在一个情绪和感受的混乱中而结束?

The moment I experience within me, that my mother is manifesting her authority over and of me and I accept and allow myself to react towards her, I know that I am accepting and allowing myself to participate in inferiority within me, projecting the polarity opposite of what I am participating within me as inferiority, towards her as superiority/authority.
The moment, the justification within me exists of experiencing my mother claiming her to be right and be to be wrong and the experience of me as being stupid/nothing overwhelm me, I know that this is self-dishonest, because I am using this as an excuse to want to defend my accepted and allowed existence of inferiority and at the same time, my refusal to see that my mother is reflecting me to myself as the part of me as superiority/authority that I exist as towards others in my world.
这一刻我体验在我里面,我的妈妈在显化她的权威在之上并属于我而我接受和允许我自己去朝向她起反应,我知道我在接受和允许我自己去参与进低下/次等在我里面、投射出我参与在我里面如同低下/次等的相反极性、朝向她如同优越/权威。
这一刻,辩解在我里面存在关于体验着我的妈妈声称她是对的而我是错的 和我等如是愚蠢/什么都不是的体验压倒我,我知道这是自我不诚实,因为我在利用这个作为一个借口去想要防御我的接受和允许的低下/次等的存在,和同时我的拒绝看到我的妈妈在把我反映给我自己作为我的一部分如同优越/权威即我作为其而存在朝向他人在我的世界里的。

To stop the accepted and allowed existence of me as inferiority within myself and superiority that I act out towards others in my world as the part of me that my mother is reflecting of me.
With regards to the inferiority I am to assist and support myself, to identify this inferiority-definition I have accepted and allowed to design of myself and stop accepting and allowing myself to exist as inferiority.
From here, to identify towards who within my world do I express authority/superiority as what my mother is reflecting of me to myself which Im only using to hide the existence of me as inferiority.
要停止接受和允许我作为低下/次等的存在在我自己里面和优越即我行动出来朝向他人在我的世界里作为我的一部分即我的妈妈在反映的我。
关于低下/次等我要援助并支持我自己,去识别这个低下/次等定义我已经接受并允许我自己的设计并停止接受和允许我自己去作为低下/次等而存在。
从这里,去识别朝向谁在我的世界里面我的确表达权威/优越如同我的妈妈在把我反映给我自己的,即我只是用来隐藏我作为低下/次等的存在的。

Assisting and supporting myself within this to stop existing within and of inferiority and superiority polarity that I have defined myself as and accepting and allowing myself to exist compromising me and others as me, because I see, that what I am experiencing within me towards my mother, I am actually also causing others to experience within themselves when I do exactly towards them, what my mother is doing towards me, as shes reflecting of me what I have become.
(NOTE: Ill be returning to this section at the end of this Process were moving through now to give a practical example of how this is done)
援助并支持我自己在这里面去停止存在在里面并属于低下/次等和优越的极性我已经把我自己定义为的,和接收并允许我自己去妥协我和他人等如我,因为我看见我体验到什么在我里面朝向我的妈妈,实际上我也造成他人去体验在他们自己里面当我真确朝向他们这样做时,我的妈妈在做什么朝向我 等如她是我的反映我已经成为什么。
(注意:我将回到这一个部分在这个过程移动通过的结束时,现在给出一个这个如何被做的实际例子)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue the existence of me as the polarity manifested expression of me as inferiority and superiority.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that within my reaction towards my mothers expression as her manifesting her authority, shes reflecting me back to myself, indicating that I do exactly unto others what shes expressing towards me, thus causing others to experience exactly what I am experiencing within myself towards my mother.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize that the moment I react towards my experience within myself as my mother manifesting her authority over and of me reveals to me that I am accepting and allowing myself to exist and participate and act within and as the manifested accepted and allowed existence of me as inferiority.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate, manifest and exist within the accepted and allowed justification and excuse as self-dishonesty of it being my mother claiming that shes right and Im wrong and me experiencing myself as nothing/stupid when in truth, it is because of my accepted and allowed existence as inferiority that I am attempting to hide, together with that of myself that my mother is reflecting of me as superiority/authority which Im refusing to see, because Ive defined such an expression as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue the existence of me within assumptions/ideas/perceptions and beliefs that my mother is always claiming me to be wrong and her to be right, which manifests the justified experience of me as being nothing/stupid to defend/validate the accepted and allowed definition of me as inferiority and continue the definition of me as superior/authoritative to/towards other in my world/reality.
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去继续我的存在作为我等如次等和优越的极性显化的表达。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我的朝向我妈妈的表达如同她显化了她的权威的反应里面,她在把我反映回到我自己,表明了我真确做在他人身上她在表达什么朝向我,因此导致了他人去体验真确我在体验什么在我自己里面朝向我的妈妈。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这一刻我朝向我的体验在我自己里面如同我的妈妈显化了她的权威在之上并属于我 起反应,给我揭示了,我在接受并允许我自己去存在并参与和行动在里面并等如显化的接受和允许的我作为低下/次等的存在。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去参与、显化并存在在接受和允许的辩解和借口里面如同这是我的妈妈在声称她是对的而我是错的和我把我自己体验为什么都不是/愚蠢的自我不诚实,当实际上这是因为我的接受和允许的存在作为我在企图隐藏的低下/次等,连同我自己的那一切,我的妈妈是我作为优越/权威的反映,即是我拒绝去看到的,因为我已经把这样一个表达定义为我。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去继续我的存在在假设/想法/感知和信念里面,即我的妈妈总是声称我是错的而她是对的,即显化我等如是什么都不是/愚蠢的辩解的体验 去防御/确认接受并允许的我的定义作为低下/次等,并继续我的定义作为优越/权威对/朝向他人在我的世界/现实中。

5.
Written Words of Experience:
She continues yelling and raising her voice, pointing her finger at me/slamming the table the more I express my view which causes me to go into emotional/feeling turmoil within myself.
5.
写出体验的字词:
她继续叫喊并提高她的声音、用她的手指指着我/拍桌子,越多我表达我的观点这导致我进入情绪/感受混乱在我自己里面。

Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react within emotional/feeling turmoil when I experience within myself that the more I attempt to express my view my mother starts yelling more, raising her voice more, starts changing in her mannerism/behaviour through pointing her finger at me/slamming the table, which only cause me to react within myself even further.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react even further within myself within emotions/feelings when my mother starts yelling, raising her voice, pointing her finger at me or slamming the table, the more I am attempting/trying to express my view which at that point seems futile.
自我宽恕:
我宽恕我自己因为接受和允许我自己去起反应在情绪/感受混乱之中当我体验到在我自己里面越多我企图表达我的观点我妈妈开始更多的叫喊、更加提高她的声音、开始改变她的言谈举止/行为通过用她的手指指着我/拍桌子,这些仅仅导致我更进一步起反应在我自己里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去更进一步起反应在我自己里面在情绪/感受中当我的妈妈开始叫喊、提高她的声音、用她的手指指着我或拍桌子,越多我企图/试图表达我的观点即在那一点上看起来是徒劳的。

Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Questions:
What acceptance and allowance within me is being revealed, within the expressed action of myself of me pushing/forcing to express my view within the starting point of reactive emotions/feelings?
What acceptance and allowance within me is being revealed, through me wanting to push/force my view even more, when my mother continues yelling and raising her voice, pointing her finger at me/slamming the table, which only cause me to go into further emotional/feeling turmoil?
洞察/理解/领悟:
问题:
什么接受和允许在我里面被揭示,在我自己的我推动/强迫去表达我的观点在反应的情绪/感受的出发点里面的表达行为中?
什么接受和允许在我里面被揭示,通过我想要更多推动/强迫我的观点,当我的妈妈继续喊叫和提高她的声音、用她的手指指着我/拍桌子,即仅仅导致我进入进一步的情绪/感受混乱?

Question 1:
What acceptance and allowance within me is being revealed, within the expressed action of myself of pushing/forcing to express my view within the starting point of reactive emotions/feelings?
1. The very act of me pushing to express my point of view from within the starting point of reactive emotions/feelings indicates me going into the defense-mode.
2. Defense-mode indicating me wanting to defend something/protect something I feel/experience within myself.
3. The only reason why I (in a starting point of reaction) would want to express my view even further, is the feeling of doubt within myself that I may be wrong after hearing my mothers words/expression towards me. But dont want to admit it, therefore Id go into defense to want to make the fear of being wrong and having to admit it go away by pushing/forcing my view even further because I want to be right and win the fight.
4. So, what Im doing here, in wanting to push MY view even further within the starting point of emotional/feeling reactions is revealing/showing to me, that within myself I know that I may be wrong but dont want to admit it. Therefore, Ill go into defense mode by pushing MY view even further in an attempt to with the fight.
5. Also, within me wanting to push MY view, indicates self-interest and that Im not HEARING HERE what it is that my mother is saying/expressing. All Im wanting to do and listen to, is myself and what I want to express.
问题1:
什么接受和允许在我里面被揭示,在我自己的我推动/强迫去表达我的观点在反应的情绪/感受的出发点里面的表达行为中?
1. 我推动去表达我的观点从反应的情绪/感受的出发点里面的特定行动,表明我走进了防御模式。
2. 防御模式表明我想要防御某事物/保护某些我感觉/体验到在我自己里面的事物。
3. 唯一的原因为什么我(在一个反应的出发点中)会想要更进一步表达我的观点,是怀疑的感觉在我自己里面,即我也许是错的在听到我妈妈的言语/表达朝向我之后。但是不想要承认它,因此我会进入防御去想要让害怕是错的和不得不承认它 走开,通过更进一步推动/强迫我的观点因为我想要是对的和赢得这场战斗
4. 因此,我在做什么在这里,以想要更进一步推动我的观点在情绪/感受反应的出发点里面在揭示/展示给我,在我自己里面我知道我也许是错的但是不想要承认它。因此,我将进入防御模式通过推动我的观点更进一步以企图赢得这场战斗。
5. 还有,在我想要推动我的观点之中,表明了自我利益而且我没有在听在这里什么是我的妈妈在说话/表达的。所有我想去做和听的,就是我自己以及我想要表达什么。

I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize that the very accepted and allowed act of me wanting to push MY view even further within the starting point of reactive emotions/feelings indicates the accepted and allowed act of defense me going into defense-mode.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that defense-mode indicates me wanting to protect/defend an experience existent within me, that I dont want to admit to or see as this would indicate defeat and I dont want to lose the fight.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that the only reason why I, in a starting point of reaction would want to express my view even further, is the feeling of doubt within myself that I may be wrong after hearing my mothers words/expression towards me.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that me going into defense mode through wanting to push MY view even further within the starting point of reactive emotions/feelings is an attempt to hide the knowing/feeling within me, that I may be mistaken on a particular point but dont want to admit it, instead attempting to hide and disclose this experience within me, through going into accepted and allow defense mode through pushing further my point of view within the starting point of reactive emotions/feelings.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that within me wanting to push MY view only ever so fervently within the starting point of reactive emotions/feelings that Im not HERE HEARING the words expressed through and as my mother but me only listening and taking into consideration myself.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that within me only listening to myself and taking myself into consideration indicates accepted and allowed self-interest and self-dishonesty, which is also why, Id want to make her the problem, the fault, blaming her for what Im experiencing within myself to not see what I am doing and have become in accepted and allowed self-dishonesty as self-interest.
我宽恕我自己因为没有我允许我自己去领悟到,我想要更进一步推动我的观点在反应的情绪/感受的出发点里面的这接受和允许的行为,表明了接受和允许防御的行为,我走进了防御模式。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,防御模式表明我想要保护/防御一个体验存在在我里面,即我不想要承认或看见的,因为这将表明失败而我不想要输掉这场战斗。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,唯一的原因为什么我、在一个反应的出发点之中会想要更进一步表达我的观点,是怀疑的感觉在我自己里面,即我也许是错的在听到我妈妈的言语/表达朝向我之后。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在走进防御模式通过想要更进一步推动我的观点在反应的情绪/感受的出发点里面,是一个企图隐藏知道/感觉在我里面,即我可能在一个特定点上犯错了但不想要承认它,反而企图隐藏和揭示这个体验在我里面,通过走进接受和允许的防御模式通过进一步推动我的观点在反应的情绪/感受的出发点里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我里面想要仅仅如此热情的推动我的观点在反应的情绪/感受的出发点里面,我没有在这里在听言语的表达通过并等如我的妈妈 而是我只在听并考虑到我自己。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我里面只在听我自己和考虑到我自己表明接受和允许的自我利益和自我不诚实,这也是为什么,我会想要让她成为问题、错误、责备她为了我在体验什么在我自己里面去不看到我在做什么和已经成为什么在接受和允许的自我不诚实等如自我利益之中。

Question 2:
What acceptance and allowance within me is being revealed, through me wanting to push/force my view even more, when my mother continues yelling and raising her voice, pointing her finger at me/slamming the table, which only causes me to go into further emotional/feeling turmoil?
6. The very experience of my emotions/feelings compounding within myself the moment my mother raises her voice, yells, slams the table, points her finger indicate fear existent within me towards her particular expression.
7. The very act of me wanting to push my view even further, because of the physical-expression of my mother in word and deed culminating which cause my emotions/feelings to run amok indicates me wanting to protect myself from the fear I experience within me towards my mother perceiving my mother to be a threat because of me reacting in fear towards her expression.
8. This fear-reaction within me towards her manifested physical expression, forming an idea/belief/assumption that shes posing a threat against which I want to protect myself thus utilizing the culmination of emotions/feelings within me and me wanting to push/force my view as a protection-mechanism that I manifest to actually protect me from my own fear-reaction experienced within me, projected towards my mother lol.
问题2:
什么接受和允许在我里面被揭示,通过我想要更多推动/强迫我的观点,当我的妈妈继续喊叫和提高她的声音、用她的手指指着我/拍桌子,即仅仅导致我进入进一步的情绪/感受混乱?
6. 我的情绪/感受复合在我自己里面的这体验这一刻我的妈妈提高她的声音、大叫、拍桌子、指着她的手指,表明害怕存在在我里面朝向她的特定表达。
7. 我想要更进一步推动我的观点的特定行动,因为我妈妈在言语和行为上的物质/身体表达最终导致我的情绪/感受去横冲直撞,表明我想要保护我自己免受我体验在我里面朝向我的妈妈的害怕感知我妈妈是一个威胁 之害,因为我起反应在害怕/恐惧中朝向她的表达。
8. 这个害怕/恐惧反应在我里面朝向她显化物质/身体的表达,形成一个想法/信念/假设即她对我构成了一个威胁 我想要保护我自己因此利用情绪/感受的顶点在我里面,而且我想要推动/强迫我的观点作为一个保护机制,我显化去实际上保护我免受我自己的害怕/恐惧反应体验在我里面之害,投射朝向我的妈妈,哈哈。

I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize that the very experience of my emotions/feelings compounding within myself the moment my mother raises her voice, yells, slams the table, points her finger indicate my accepted and allowed act of reacting in fear towards her.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize, that the very act of me wanting to push my view even further, because of me reacting in fear towards my mothers particular physical expression indicates me wanting to protect myself from my mothers particular physical expression, because of the fear to which I react that came up within myself.
I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to realize that me compounding my emotions/feelings within myself by participating in them even further and wanting to force/push my point of view even further indicates me accessing a protection-mechanism design of myself, in an attempt to protect myself from my own fear manifested within me, projected towards my mother as being a threat lol.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive my mother as a threat because of a fear that manifest within me towards her manifested physical expression within me creating the perception/belief/idea that shes a threat, because of me reacting towards her physical manifested expression in word and deed towards me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a defense-mechanism that activates as me, when I accept and allow myself to manifest fear within me and projecting that fear unto another through creating them to be the threat when all along its the fear that I am and accept and allow myself to participate in creating them to be the threat.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear towards my mothers particular expression as raising her voice, yelling, slamming the table and pointing her finger at me as shes speaking.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我的情绪/感受复合在我自己里面的这体验这一刻我的妈妈提高她的声音、大叫、拍桌子、指着她的手指,表明我的接受和允许的反应在害怕/恐惧中朝向她的行为。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我想要更进一步推动我的观点的特定行为,因为我起反应在害怕/恐惧中朝向我妈妈的特定物质/身体表达,表明我想要保护我自己免受我妈妈的特定物质/身体表达之害,因为害怕/恐惧,以其我起反应出现在我自己里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我复合我的情绪/感受在我自己里面通过更进一步参与进它们和想要更进一步强迫/推动我的观点,表明我接取了一个我自己的保护机制设计,以企图保护我自己免受我自己的害怕/恐惧显化在我里面之害,投射朝向我的妈妈等如是一个威胁,哈哈。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去把我的妈妈感知为一个威胁,因为一个害怕/恐惧显化在我里面朝向她显化的物质/身体表达 在我里面创造了她是一个威胁的感知/信念/想法,因为我起反应朝向她的物质/身体显化的表达在言语行为上朝向我。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去作为一个防御机制而存在激活等如我,当我接受并允许我自己去显化害怕/恐惧在我里面并将那个害怕/恐惧投射到另一个人身上通过让他们成为威胁,当自始至终正是害怕/恐惧,即我所是并接受和允许我自己去参与以让他们成为威胁的。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去起反应在害怕/恐惧之中朝向我妈妈的特定表达如同提高她的声音、喊叫、拍桌子和当她在讲话时她的手指指着我。

Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How to practically assist and support myself in not accepting or allowing myself to go into a manifested protection-mechanism of myself from within fear which causes emotions/feeling to culminate within me and my actions/expression towards my mother in a conflicting/confrontational event which only leads down the exact same road to the exact same end?
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
如何实际援助并支持我自己以不接受或允许我自己去走进我自己的一个显化的保护机制 从害怕/恐惧里面引发情绪/感受去达到顶点在我里面和我的行动/表达朝向我的妈妈在一个冲突/对抗的事件中,即仅仅沿着完全一样的路走到完全一样的终点?

When I see that I am wanting to push/force my point of view even further as I experience my emotions/feeling compounding within myself I stop myself immediately from continuing to want to force/push my point of view as I see in this moment that this is accepted and allowed self-dishonesty; because all Im doing is defending myself from not wanting to admit that I may be mistaken, when I see that I could actually be mistaken.
I identify this experience within me of where I may be mistaken and stop wanting to win a fight to support my EGO by wanting to push MY view within reactive emotions/feelings.
(NOTE: Ill be returning to this section at the end of this Process were moving through now to give an practical example of how this is done)
当我看到我想要更进一步推动/强迫我的观点当我体验到我的情绪/感受复合在我自己里面时,我立刻阻止我自己继续想要强迫/推动我的观点,因为我看见在这一刻这是接受和允许的自我不诚实;因为所有我在做的是防卫我自己不想承认我也许错了,当我看到实际上我可能错了时。
我识别这个体验在我里面关于在那里我可能错了并且停止想要赢得一场战斗去支持我的自我意识通过想要推动我的观点在反应的情绪/感受之中。
(注意:我将回到这一个部分在这个过程移动通过的结束时,现在给出一个这个如何被做的实际例子)

This action of me wanting to push/force only MY view also indicating to me that Im not HEARING HERE therefore I immediately slow down here in and as breath, stop participating in the emotions/feelings rising up within me that I use to want to force/push MY point of view and unconditionally hear here as breath, what my mother is saying and respond in common sense self stability here as breath = NO REACTION.
When I experience within me, that I am further accepting and allowing my emotions/feelings to compound within me, because of my experience towards my mothers particular physical expressions in word and deed: I know that I am accepting and allowing myself to react in fear.
I immediately stop the moment I recognize this because I know the fear that I am existing within is projecting her to be a threat when all the while it is me, reacting in accepted and allowed fear towards her.
这个我想要推动/强迫只是我的观点的行动也向我表明,我没有在这里在聆听因此我立刻放慢下来在这里在之中并等如呼吸,停止参与进情绪/感受升起在我里面即我过去常常想要强迫/推动我的观点,并且无条件听到在这里等如呼吸 我的妈妈在说什么,并且在普同常识自我稳定中回应在这里等如呼吸=没有反应。
当我体验到在我里面,我进一步接受并允许我的情绪/感受去复合在我里面,因为我的体验朝向我妈妈的特定物质/身体表达在言语和行动上:我知道我在接受和允许我自己去起反应在害怕/恐惧中。
我立刻停止这一刻我认出这一点,因为我知道我正存在在里面的害怕/恐惧在投射她成为一个威胁,当自始至终正是我,起反应在接受和允许的害怕/恐惧中朝向她。

Then, to identify specifically within myself for myself, why and how I am accepting and allowing myself to particularly react in fear towards her physical expression towards me, that activates the defense-mechanism within me; because of this fear being projected towards her, manifesting the belief/assumption/idea that shes a threat.
(NOTE: Ill be returning to this section at the end of this Process were moving through now to give an practical example of how this is done)
然后,去特定地识别在我自己里面为我自己,为什么和如何我在接受并允许我自己去特别地起反应在害怕/恐惧中朝向她的物质/身体表达朝向我,激活了防御机制在我里面;因为这个害怕/恐惧被投射朝向她,显化了她是一个威胁的信念/假设/想法。
(注意:我将回到这一个部分在这个过程移动通过的结束时,现在给出一个这个如何被做的实际例子)

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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 13)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第13节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 13)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第13节)

6.
Written Word of Experience:
And at the end – it always turns into an ‘fight’, wherein I yell and scream back as my emotions/feelings surge and eventually walk out feeling horrible, angered and frustrated, because I believed that she wasn’t willing to listen to me at all – all she wanted to do was ‘have it all her way’.
6.
写出体验的字词:
最后——它总是变成一场“战斗”,在其中我叫喊并尖叫回去等如我的情绪/感受涌起并最终走出的时候感到可怕、生气和挫败,因为我相信她根本不愿意听我说话——所有她想做的是“让一切都按她的方式”。

Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to yell and scream back when the confrontation/conflict situation/event between my mother and I eventually turns into a fight.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when the conflict/confrontation between my mother and I turns into a fight, react and act in and as my experienced surge of emotions/feelings which I express within the manifested expression of me as yelling and screaming.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to eventually just walk out, because of the emotions/feelings that surged and manifested within me, within and as which I yelled and screamed becomes too much, and I eventually ‘give in’ because of it – giving up on the entire event/situation and therefore walk out.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to walk out when in the face of my mother within the experience of myself in a conflicting/confrontational situation/event that turns into a fight.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, after walking out of such a confrontational/conflicting event with my mother that turned into a fight – experience myself as feeling horrible, angered and frustrated, because I experienced within me the belief that she wasn’t listening to me at all, and that all she wanted to do was ‘have it all her way’.
自我宽恕:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去叫喊和尖叫回去当对抗/冲突情境/事件在我妈妈与我之间最终进入一场战斗时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去,当冲突/对抗在我妈妈与我之间变成了一场战斗时,起反应并行动在之中并等如我的体验到情绪/感受的涌起,即我表达在显化的我如同叫喊和尖叫的表达中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去最终只是走出去,因为情绪/感受涌起并显化在我里面、在里面并等如这我叫喊并尖叫变得太多,而因为它最终我“屈服”——在整个事件/情境上放弃并因此走出去。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去走出去当面对我的妈妈在我自己的体验里面处于一个冲突/对立情境/事件变成一场战斗中时。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去,在这样一个与我妈妈的对立/冲突事件变成一场战斗之后——令我自己体验为感到可怕、生气和挫败,因为我体验到在我里面相信她根本不听我说话,而且所有她想做的是“让一切按她的方式”。

Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Questions:
What is being revealed of me as what I am accepting and allowing to exist as me, within me yelling and screaming back at my mother as my emotions and feelings within me surge?
What is being revealed of me, as what I am accepting and allowing to exist as me, when after I have walked out, I experience myself being frustrated, angered and horrible?
What is being revealed of me as what I am accepting and allowing to exist within me, within the experience that manifest that it is my mother that wasn’t willing to listen to me at all and that all SHE wanted to was ‘have it all her way’?
洞察/理解/领悟:
问题:
什么是被揭示的我等如我在接受和允许什么去作为我而存在、在我喊叫并尖叫回给我的妈妈之中等如我的情绪和感受在我里面涌起?
什么是被揭示的我,等如我在接受和允许什么去作为我而存在,当我已经走出去之后,我体验我自己是挫败、生气和可怕的时?
什么是被揭示的我,等如我在接受和允许什么去存在在我里面,在显化的体验里面,就是我的妈妈根本不愿意听我说话而且所有她想要的是“让一切按她的方式”?

Question 1:
What is being revealed of me as what I am accepting and allowing to exist as me, within me yelling and screaming back at my mother as my emotions and feelings within me surge?
1. Most certainly that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue participating in my reactions within the beginning, which culminated and compounded and in this compounded/culminated effect, ‘it had to come out some way or another’ and that manifested as me acting out this surge of emotions/feelings through the physical expressed act of screaming and yelling.
2. Therefore, I accepted and allowed myself to ‘act out’ the emotional/feeling surge that compounded/culminated within me through yelling and screaming.
3. This indicate also, that I was mirroring my mother – doing exactly unto her as what she was doing unto me – the ‘eye for an eye’ principle, attempting/trying to ‘get back at her for screaming/yelling at me’ – giving myself the ‘’ to scream and yell at her, because ‘she’s doing it to me’.
4. This accepted and allowed action of ‘giving myself the right to scream’ because ‘she’s doing it to me’ – indicate justification, me wanting to justify my accepted and allowed act of acting out the accepted and allowed surge of emotions/feelings within me through screaming/yelling.
5. This also indicate, through me yelling and screaming back at my mother as she was yelling and screaming towards me – is me showing myself how I am accepting and allowing myself to be exactly as/like my mother – and that my mother is indeed reflecting me back to myself – but because I’m refusing to see: I live/act as she does – to show/reveal to myself, what I am accepting and allowing myself to be and become as that which my mother is existing as.
问题1:
什么是被揭示的我,等如我在接受和允许什么去作为我而存在、在我喊叫并尖叫回给我的妈妈之中等如我的情绪和感受在我里面涌起?
1. 最肯定的是,我已经接受并允许我自己去继续参与进我的反应在一开始,即达到顶点并复合,而在这个复合/达到顶点的结果中,“它必须以某种或另一种方式出现”而且显化为我将这些情绪/感受的涌起行动出来通过尖叫和喊叫的物质/身体表达的行为。
2. 因此,我接受和允许我自己去“行动出来”情绪/感受涌起复合/达到顶点在我里面通过喊叫和尖叫。
3. 这一切也表明,我在反映我的妈妈——真确做在她身上如同她正做在我身上的事情——“以眼还眼”原则,企图/试图“报复她因为她对我尖叫/喊叫”——给我自己“权利”去对她喊叫并尖叫,因为“她在对我这样做”。
4. 这个接受并允许的“给我自己权利去尖叫”因为“她在对我这样做”的行为——表明辩解,我想要辩解我的接受和允许的 行动出来接受并允许的情绪/感受的涌起在我里面通过尖叫/喊叫 的行为。
5. 这也表明,通过我对我的妈妈喊叫/尖叫回去当她在喊叫和尖叫朝向我时——是我展示给我自己我如何在接受并允许我自己是/成为正如/就像我的妈妈一样——而且我的妈妈的确在把我反映回给我自己——但是因为我拒绝去看到:我活/行动如同她所做的——去给我自己展示/揭示,我在接受和允许我自己是并成为什么如同我的妈妈正作为那一切而存在。

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue the participation of me within reaction of emotions/feelings, which eventually compounded, culminated to such an extent, that ‘it had to come out in one way or another’ – which manifested me acting out the emotional/feeling reactions within the physically expressed act of screaming and yelling.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my emotions and feelings as reactions, to culminate and compounded to such an extent in the first place – wherein I accepted and allowed myself to ‘act out’ within the surge of emotions/feelings through screaming and yelling.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I was precisely mirroring my mother.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I have accepted and allowed myself to within the very accepted and allowed act of mirroring my mother through screaming and yelling towards her as she was doing unto me – accepting and allowing myself to exist within the ‘eye for an eye principle’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that within the very acceptance and allowance of me existing in and acting out the ‘eye for an eye principle’ – that I am justifying my own accepted and allowed actions through using her expression as a ‘reason’ for ‘why I may act as she does’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that within me yelling and screaming back exactly as she yelled and screamed at me – that I was showing myself, revealing to myself, how I am accepting and allowing myself to exist as what my mother is accepting and allowing herself to exist as.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that because I’m refusing to see that my mother is reflecting me, I will be and become exactly as her and do and act exactly as she does – to reveal/show to me, that I am indeed accepting and allowing myself to be and become as my mother.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that another can be the cause, the reason for what exist and is experienced within me – instead of realizing that it’s my responsibility for what exist within me and is experienced within me, and it is through my direct accepted and allowed participation that what exist and is experienced within me – manifest as it does – no-one else and nothing else is to blame = I am responsible.
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去继续我的参与在情绪/感受的反应之中,即最终复合、达到顶点到达这样一种程度以至于“它必须以某种或另一种方式出现”——即显化我行动出来情绪/感受反应在身体上尖叫和叫喊的表达行为之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我的情绪和感受如同反应,去首先达到顶点并复合到达这样一种程度——在其中我接受并允许我自己去“行动出来”在情绪/感受的涌起里面通过尖叫并喊叫。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在精确地反映我的妈妈。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我已经接受和允许我自己去在这接受并允许的反映我的妈妈的行为之中通过尖叫并喊叫朝向她当她在对我这样做时——接受并允许了我自己去存在在“以眼还眼原则”之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我存在在之中并行动出来“以眼还眼原则”的这接受和允许之中——我在辩解我自己的接受和允许的行动通过把她的表达用作“为什么我可以像她所做一样行动”的一个“理由”。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我喊叫并尖叫回去之中正如她对我喊叫并尖叫——我在展示给我自己、揭示给我自己,我如何在接受并允许我自己去作为我的妈妈正在接受和允许她自己作为什么而存在 而存在。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,因为我在拒绝去看到我的妈妈在反映我,我将是并成为真确像她一样并做和行动正如她所做的——去揭示/展示给我,我的确在接受和允许我自己是并成为像我的妈妈一样。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去相信另一个人也许是 什么存在并体验到在我里面的原因、理由——而不是领悟到,这是我对什么存在在我里面并体验到在我里面负责,而这是通过我的直接接受和允许的参与 即什么存在并体验到在我里面——显化为它的确——没有其他人也没有其他东西去责备=我负责。

Question 2:
What is being revealed of me, as what I am accepting and allowing to exist as me, when after I have walked out, I experience myself being frustrated, angered and horrible?
1. I, me, myself is experiencing frustration, anger and ‘being horrible’ within me, myself – yes, it seems easier to blame it on her, to make it all her fault and that she’s the problem – but this is not the state of affairs.
2. I, me, myself is experiencing feeling horrible, frustrated and angered – therefore, it is directed towards me, I’m feeling horrible, frustrated and angered because of me, because of what I accepted and allowed within me.
3. And what I accepted and allowed within me – is to act out in a surge of emotions/feelings and spoke and said words in self dishonesty towards her that I would not have in a usual ‘normal’ conversation – therefore, the regret I experience of what I have done and acted out and expressed towards her – manifested the experience of feeling horrible, angered and frustrated: Regret.
4. Regret, because I know within me I was self-dishonest within the entire experience, and she nor I deserved to have to go through such an actually unnecessary ordeal – such experiences are more of a ‘load off’ of both our inner suppressions that we take out on each other – leaving us both existing in regret afterwards always.
5. So, I was actually taking out all of my own inner suppressions on her, acting out all such inner suppressions exerting it unto her – after which I experience regret within feeling horrible, frustrated and angered – because I know it was unnecessary, and I compromised her and myself, because of such an acceptance and allowance.
问题2:
什么是被揭示的我,等如我在接受和允许什么去作为我而存在,当我已经走出去之后,我体验我自己是挫败、生气和可怕的时?
1. 我、我、我自己正在体验挫败、生气和“是可怕的”在我、我自己里面——是的,它看起来更容易去把责任推到她身上,去让这一切全都是她的错而且她就是问题——但是这并不是实情。
2. 我、我、我自己在体验感到可怕、挫败和生气——因此,它是直接朝向我的,我感到可怕、挫败和生气因为我、因为我接受和允许了什么在我里面。
3. 而我接受和允许了什么在我里面——是去在一个情绪/感受的涌起中行动出来并且讲话和说话在自我不诚实中朝向她,即我不会在一个平常“正常的”交谈中那样说的——因此,我体验到的后悔属于我已经做了并行动出来并表达什么朝向她的。显化感到可怕、生气和挫败的体验:后悔。
4. 后悔,因为我知道在我里面我是自我不诚实的在这整个体验里面,而她和我都不应当必须经历这样一种实际上不必要的折磨——这种体验是更多的我们两个内在的抑制即我们互相发泄的一个“卸载”——留下我们两个总是后来存在于后悔中。
5. 因此,实际上我在对她发泄所有我自己的内在抑制,行动出来所有这样的内在抑制 将它施加到她身上——在那之后我体验到后悔在感到可怕、挫败和生气之中——因为我知道这是不必要的,而我妥协了她和我自己,因为这样一个接受和允许。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that the feelings of horribleness, anger and frustration – exist in me, and thus is of me, myself and therefore not-one else is to blame or is responsible, but me myself here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always want to take the seeming easy way out of blaming someone else, making it their fault as though they are the problem, instead of me taking self responsibility for what is existent within me and experienced within me – only existent and experienced, because of my acceptances and allowances.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize the simplicity: I’m experiencing horribleness, anger and frustration – therefore, I’m directing this to exist in me because of my accepted and allowed participation in such experiences within me = instead of stopping.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak words, express actions towards my mother that I wouldn’t have usually said and done in ‘normal conversation’, but continued within such a self-dishonest expression – which lead me as experiencing manifested regret within feeling horrible, angered and frustrated.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that such experiences within me of emotions and feelings ‘after a particular specific event occurred’ – indicate accepted and allowed regret because of accepted and allowed self dishonest acts/expressions towards another that is me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I existed and experienced regret as me, because of me knowing/understanding what I have accepted and allowed to be done unto another as me, I would not deliberately have be done unto me by another.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that such conflicting/confrontational events that end up in fighting – are actually events that manifest wherein two beings ‘off-load’ their suppressed inner emotions/feelings – that are exerted unto another as themselves.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my mother as an ‘inner suppression off-load punching-bag’ – wherein I exert all of my suppressed emotions/feelings out on her.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in regret after such an event/experience with my mother – because of me actually knowing/understanding that I was offloading all my inner suppressed emotions/feelings unto her and within accepting and allowing myself to express/act out in emotions/feelings – speaking words and acting expressions that was unnecessary.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in feelings such as ‘horribleness’, frustration and anger.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in and as regret.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,可怕、生气和挫败的感觉——存在在我之中,而因此是我、我自己的,而因此没有其他人该受责备或要负责,而是我我自己在这里。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去总是想要采取看起来简单的方式来指责他人,让这是他们的错好像他们是问题,而不是我对什么存在在我里面和体验在我里面——只是存在并体验,因为我的接受和允许 负起自我责任。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到简单:我在体验可怕、生气和挫败——因此,我在指导这个去存在在我之内因为我的接受和允许的参与在这样的体验中在我里面=而不是停止。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去说话、表达行动朝向我的妈妈 即在“正常的交流”中我通常不会说或做的,但是继续在这样一个自我不诚实的表达之中——即导致我如同体验到显化的后悔在感到可怕、生气和挫败之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这种体验在我里面属于“在一个特别特定的事件发生之后”的情绪和感受——表明接受和允许的后悔,因为接受并允许自我不诚实的行为/表达朝向另一个人即是我。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我存在并体验到后悔等如我,因为我知道/理解了我已经接受并允许什么被做在另一个人等如我身上,我不会故意被他人做在我身上的。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这种冲突/对抗事件以战斗告终——实际上是事件显化,在其中两个存有“卸载”他们的抑制的内在情绪/感受——即施加于另一个人等如他们自己身上。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去把我的妈妈用作一个“内在抑制卸载沙包”——在其中我把所有我抑制的情绪/感受都发泄到她身上。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在后悔之中在这样一个与我妈妈的事件/体验之后——因为我实际上知道/理解了我在将所有我的内在抑制的情绪/感受卸载到她身上,而且在接受和允许我自己去在情绪/感受中表达/行动出来 里面——说话并行动表达,是不必要的。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在感到比如“可怕”、挫败和生气之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在之中并等如后悔。

Question 3:
What is being revealed of me as what I am accepting and allowing to exist within me, within the experience that manifest that it is my mother that wasn’t willing to listen to me at all and that all SHE wanted to was ‘have it all her way’?
1. Projection and Blame: Projecting unto her what is actually existing as me and blaming her to hide what is actually existing as me.
2. Therefore, in me stating that ‘she wasn’t willing to listen’ – it is actually me that wasn’t willing to listen. And within me stating that SHE wanted to ‘have it all HER way’ – is actually me that wanted it to go MY way.
3. Because it didn’t go MY way, because I was the one that wasn’t willing to listen – this also added up into the culminating/compounded surge of emotions/feelings – walking out in anger, frustration and irritation – because I didn’t win, and accepted and allowed defeat when walking out.
4. In this accepted and allowed defeat, anger manifested and in this anger I resorted to blaming her and projecting towards her what was actually existing in me and what I was hiding from myself as the accepted and allowed self-dishonesty of me.
问题3:
什么是被揭示的我,等如我在接受和允许什么去存在在我里面,在显化的体验里面,就是我的妈妈根本不愿意听我说话而且所有她想要的是“让一切按她的方式”?
1. 投射和责备:投射到她身上实际上什么在作为我而存在,并责备她去隐藏实际上什么在作为我而存在。
2. 因此,在我之中陈述“她不愿意听我说话”——实际上正是我不愿意听。而在我里面陈述她想要“让一切按她的方式”——实际上是我想要它按我的方式。
3. 因为它没有按我的方式,因为我是不愿意听的那个人——这也累加到最高/复合的情绪/感受的涌起——在生气、挫败和恼怒中走出去——因为当走出去时我没有赢、并接受和允许失败。
4. 在这个接受和允许的失败中,生气显化,而在这个生气之中我诉诸于责备她和投射朝向她实际上是什么存在在我之中和我在隐藏我自己什么等如接受和允许我的自我不诚实。

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project unto my mother was is actually existing as me, and blaming my mother as an attempt to hide from myself as what is actually existing in me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that within me stating within the starting point of anger, frustration and irritation, that ‘she wasn’t willing to listen’ – actually reveal and show of me that I was the one that wasn’t willing to listen, but projected this unto her – for me continue hiding within my accepted and allowed dishonesty.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that within me stating within the starting of me as anger, frustration and irritation, that she wanted to have it all her way – actually reveal and show of me, that I was the one that wanted it to go my way – but projected this unto her, to continue hiding my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty as what I have become.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that because I was the one that wasn’t willing to listen and wanted it to go MY way – this supported the surge of emotions/feelings within me as walking out in anger, frustration and irritation – because I wanted to win, but didn’t and walked out in defeat.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, the because I didn’t win and walked out in defeat – I accepted and allowed myself to project and blame what was existent within me towards my mother – when all the while it was actually me angry, irritated and frustrated with myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize – that projection and blame unto other, reveal what I am accepting and allowing myself to hide of me that is existent as me.
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去投射到我妈妈身上,实际上是作为我而存在的,并责备我的妈妈如同一个企图去隐藏我自己等如实际上什么正存在在我之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我里面陈述在生气、挫败和恼怒的出发点之中,即“她不愿意听”——实际上揭示并展示我的,我是不愿意听的那个人,但是把这一点投射到她身上——为了我继续隐藏在我的接受和允许的不诚实里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我里面陈述在生气、挫败和恼怒的出发点之中,即她想让一切按她的方式——实际上揭示并展示我的,我是想要让它按我的方式的那个人——但是把这一点投射到她身上,去继续隐藏我的接受和允许的自我不诚实如同我已经成为什么。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,因为我是不愿意听和想要它按我的方式的那个人——这个支持情绪/感受的涌起在我里面等如在生气、挫败和恼怒中走出去——因为我想要赢,但是没有并且在失败中走出去。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,这个因为我没有赢并在失败中走出去——我接受和允许我自己去投射并责备什么存在在我里面朝向我的妈妈——当始终实际上它是我对我自己的生气、恼怒和挫败。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到——那个投射和责备到他人身上,揭示我在接受和允许我自己去隐藏我的什么 是作为我而存在的。

Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to no more accept and allow myself to compound emotions/feelings within me to such an extent wherein I act them out towards another and afterwards experiencing regret – because of suppressed inner emotions/feelings of me, being exerted unto another as me?
I realize that the cause of such conflicting confrontational events is because of accepted and allowed inner suppressed emotions and feelings within me, that I exert out/load off unto my mother.
Therefore, I am to identify the suppressions existent within me – to no more accept/allow myself to abuse another as using them as my personal load-off punching bag – which lead to unnecessary arguments and consequences for both during and after such an event.
(NOTE: I’ll be returning to this section at the end of this Process we’re moving through now – to give an practical example of how this is done)
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
我如何实际地援助并支持我自己去不再接受和允许我自己去复合情绪/感受在我里面达到这样一种程度,在其中我把它们行动出来朝向另一个人并且后来体验到后悔——因为我的抑制的内在情绪/感受,被施加到另一个人等如我身上?
我领悟到这种冲突/对抗事件的原因是因为接受和允许了内在抑制的情绪和感受在我里面,我发泄出去/卸载到我的妈妈身上。
因此,我要识别抑制存在在我里面——去不再接受/允许我自己去滥虐另一个人如同将他们用作我个人的卸载沙包——即导致不必要的争吵和后果在这样一个事件期间和之后。
(注意:我将回到这一个部分在这个过程移动通过的结束时,现在——去给出一个这个如何被做的实际例子)

The moment I experience the emotions/feelings culminating to the extent wherein I experience ‘I want to yell and scream’ as acting out in physical expression – I stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to act out such emotions/feelings immediately – because I already know the consequences of such accepted and allowed acts.
When I walk out of such an event experiencing regret as feeling horrible, frustrated and angered – I know within me, that I was self-dishonest within and during the event – hence the regret manifesting as me.
I am to identify what accepted and allowed self-dishonest words/actions I expressed as me – apply self forgiveness and self corrective action, to not again accept or allow me to participate in such self-dishonest words/actions.
这一刻我体验到情绪/感受达到最大的程度,在其中我体验到“我想要叫喊和尖叫”如同用身体的表达行动出来——我停止我自己接受和允许我自己去立刻行动出来这种情绪/感受——因为我已经知道这种接受和允许的行为的后果。
当我走出这样一个事件体验到后悔如同感到可怕、挫败和生气时——我知道在我里面,我是自我不诚实的在里面并在这个事件期间——因此后悔显化为我。
我要识别什么接受和允许的自我不诚实字词/行动我表达为我——应用自我宽恕和自我改正行动,去不再接受或允许我去参与进这种自我不诚实的字词/行动。

I am to identify what of my mother exactly within such a conflicting/confrontational event as her words/actions is reflecting me back to myself – which I act out towards her – to no more accept/allow myself to have to exist as and become actions/words that mirror my mother, for me to have to see what I am accepting and allowing.
I am to look at this accepted and allowed nature of me as blame, projection and justification – as that which I use/utilize to hide what I accept and allow myself to exist as – because this is unacceptable and must stop – and immediately stop myself when I see/notice I blame/project and justify and identify what such blame/justification and projection is revealing of/about myself that I am attempting to / trying to hide.
(NOTE: I’ll be returning to this section at the end of this Process we’re moving through now – to give an practical example of how this is done)
我要识别真确我妈妈的什么在这样一个冲突/对抗事件之中等如她的字词/行动 正在将我反映回给我自己——即我行动出来朝向她的——去不再接受/允许我自己去不得不存在作为并成为反映我妈妈的行动/字词,为我去必须看见我在接受和允许什么。
我要察看这个接受和允许的我的本质如同责备、投射和辩解——如同那些我使用/利用来隐藏我接受和允许我自己去作为什么而存在——因为这是不可接受和必须停止的——并且立刻停止我自己当我看见/注意到我责备/投射和辩解时,并且识别这种责备/辩解和投射在揭示属于/关于我自己的什么,即我在企图/试图隐藏的。
(注意:我将回到这一个部分在这个过程移动通过的结束时,现在——去给出一个这个如何被做的实际例子)

Bruce L.
(Edited by: Darryl Thomas)
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