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God of Man:The Physical - Part Eight (Section 14)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第14节)


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Daily Dimensional Diaries 14 – 22 October 2008:
God of Man – The Physical: Part Eight (1– 19)
Transcribed and typed by Bruce Lee through the Interdimensional Portal
Date : 14/10/2008
2008年 10月14-22日 每日维度/次元日记
人类之神——物质/身体:第8部分(1-19)
由李小龙通过跨次元门户抄录
日期:2008年10月14日

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 14)
人类之神:物质/身体 -- 第8部分(第14节)

7.
Written Words of Experience:
All our conversations end up going this route – starting with confrontation/conflict which ends up us both screaming/yelling at each other, me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me and me running off, blaming her for why I’m experiencing myself this way, that it’s her fault, she’s the problem in my life and that I’m the victim in it all.
7.
写出体验的字词:
所有我们的谈话最终都走这条路——开始于对抗/冲突即最终我们两个都对着对方尖叫/喊叫,我处于绝对的情绪/感受混乱等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面而我跑出去了,为了为什么我以这种方式在体验我自己而责备她,这是她的错、她是问题在我的生活中,而且我是受害者在这一切之中。

Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within the ‘all-knowing’ / ‘already knowing’ that conversations with my mother will end up going the exact same route of starting with confrontation/conflict, which ends up as us both screaming/yelling at each other and me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me, with me eventually running off.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to already in the beginning of the conversation with my mother, expectation of where it’ll eventually, inevitably lead to, because it happens/occurs/manifests exactly the same way always.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself during and after a confrontational/conflicting event/situation with my mother – to always react in emotional/feeling turmoil within, which I express/act out through yelling/screaming back which eventually, inevitably lead to me running off in tears of anger and frustration.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always, during a confrontational event/situation with my mother – when my mother starts expressing herself as I experience her as ‘authority’ and starts yelling/screaming – to immediately going into ‘reaction-mode’ within myself as emotional/feeling turmoil and start expressing exactly towards her, as she is towards me, because of what I’m experiencing within me, due to the immediate reaction that take place as the surge of emotions/feelings rise up within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame her for what I’m experiencing within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that she is the cause for what I’m experiencing within me, therefore me blaming her for what I’m experiencing within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience what I’m experiencing within myself as the surge of emotional/feeling turmoil, and me acting out in it through yelling/screaming as being her fault.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience her as being the problem in my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as ‘being the victim’ within it all, because of the experience within me, that she is the cause of everything that I experience within me during such a confrontational/conflicting event with her.
自我宽恕:
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在在“全知”/“已经知道”与我妈妈的交谈最终会走完全相同的开始于对抗/冲突的路径里面,即最后当我们两个都对彼此尖叫/喊叫而且我处在绝对的情绪/感受混乱中等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面,最终我跑掉了。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去已经在与我妈妈交谈的一开始,存在在它最终将、必然通向哪里的预期中,因为它总是以完全相同的方式发生/出现/显化。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己在期间并在一个与我妈妈的对抗/冲突事件/情形之后——去总是起反应在情绪/感受混乱里面,即我通过喊叫/尖叫回去而表达/行动出来,即最终、必然导致我流着愤怒和挫败的眼泪跑掉了。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去总是、在一个与我妈妈的对抗事件/情形期间——当我的妈妈开始表达她自己如同我把她体验为“权威”并开始喊叫/尖叫时——去立刻走进“反应模式”在我自己里面如同情绪/感受混乱并开始真确表达朝向她、如同她朝向我一样,因为我在体验什么在我里面,由于直接的反应发生如同情绪/感受的激增升起在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去因为我在体验什么在我里面而责备她。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去相信她是我在体验什么在我里面的原因,因此我因为我在体验什么在我里面而责备她。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我在体验什么在我自己里面如同情绪/感受混乱的涌起,而我行动出来在它之中通过喊叫/尖叫如同是她的错。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验她如同是问题在我的生活中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去体验我自己如同“是受害者”在这一切之中,因为这个体验在我里面,即她是我所体验在我里面的一切东西的原因在这样一个与她的对抗/冲突事件期间。

Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Questions:
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, with conversations between my mother and I, always going down the exact same route: Starting with confrontation/conflict which ends up us both screaming/yelling at each other, me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me and me running off?
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, through be experiencing myself as a ‘victim’ as thoughts of blame such as it’s her fault and that she’s the problem in my life manifest within me, directed towards her?
洞察/理解/领悟:
问题:
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,随着我妈妈与我之间的交谈,总是沿着完全相同的路径走下去:开始于对抗/冲突即最后我们两个都对彼此尖叫/喊叫,我处于绝对的情绪/感受混乱中等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面然后我跑掉了?
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,通过把我自己体验为一个“受害者”等如责备的想法,比如这是她的错而且她是问题在我的生活中 显化在我里面、直接朝向她?

Question 1:
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, with conversations between my mother and I, always going down the exact same route: Starting with confrontation/conflict which ends up us both screaming/yelling at each other, me in absolute emotional/feeling turmoil as tears of anger and frustration rise up within me and me running off?
1. Within the conversations with my mother ALWAYS GOING DOWN THE EXACT SAME ROUTE, begs the question: Why am I accepting and allowing the conversations with my mother to always go into and end up the exact same way? Constantly continuing to accept and allow myself to exist as and express exactly the same, leaving us both experiencing ourselves exactly the same – resolving nothing, only intensifying the emotions and feelings between us both, hindering our ‘relationship’ with and towards each other extensively?
2. Therefore – I haven’t stopped myself from accepting and allowing myself to continue participating in the surge of emotions/feelings which eventually compound to the extent wherein I act out the surge through yelling and screaming and thus, I am self-responsible for the route the conversation with my mother goes and ending up in a fight, with me yelling and screaming and eventually running off.
3. I also notice that in the beginning of such conversations, I already anticipate where it’ll lead to and eventually end. Again, why am I not stopping myself from going into the exact same expressed actions? I already know before hand where it’s going to lead to and eventually end if I accept and allow myself to react in and participate in emotions/feelings within me?
4. I realize that I’m the one to take self-responsibility for me here and no more accept or allow myself to justify my actions through using me mother’s particular expression as a reason for why I’m accepting and allowing myself to express/act in a certain manner/way.
问题1:
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,随着我妈妈与我之间的交谈,总是沿着完全相同的路径走下去:开始于对抗/冲突即最后我们两个都对彼此尖叫/喊叫,我处于绝对的情绪/感受混乱中等如愤怒和挫败的眼泪升起在我里面然后我跑掉了?
1. 在与我妈妈的交谈中总是沿着完全相同的路径走下去,回避问题实质:为什么我在接受和允许与我妈妈的交谈去总是走进并以完全相同的方式结束?不断持续的接受并允许我自己去作为其而存在并表达完全一样,让我们两个都体验我们自己完全一样——什么都没有解决,只是加强了情绪和感受在我们两个之间,广泛妨碍我们的“关系”与并朝向彼此?
2. 因此——我没有阻止我自己接受和允许我自己去继续参与进情绪/感受的涌起,即最终复合达到这种程度,在其中我行动出来这个涌起通过喊叫和尖叫,而因此我对 与我妈妈的交谈的路径去向并在一场战斗中结束,随着我喊叫并尖叫和最终跑掉了 负有自我责任。
3. 我也注意到在这种交谈的一开始,我已经预期它将通向和最终结束在哪里。再次,为什么我没有阻止我自己走进完全相同的表达的行动?我已经预先知道它将通向和最终结束在哪里 如果我接受和允许我自己去起反应在之中并参与进情绪/感受在我里面?
4. 我领悟到我是要对 我在这里和不再接受或允许我自己去辩解我的行动通过使用我妈妈的特定表达作为一个 为什么我在接受和允许我自己去以某个方式/方法表达/行动的原因 负起自我责任的那个人。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to ask myself the question of why I am accepting and allowing conversations with my mother to always go into and end up in the exact same way.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that I’m self responsible for constantly continuing to accept and allow myself to exist as and express exactly the same, leaving us both experiencing ourselves exactly the same.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize and see that such conversations with my mother within which I directly participate that always end up in a fight, resolve nothing and only worsens and intensifies the relationship between and towards myself and my mother.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see and realize the common sense within such conversations with my mother that always end up in a fight, compromising us both in the end – that within it always leading to and ending up in exactly the same way: Why am I not stopping if I already know/understanding where it’s going to lead to and eventually end up?
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in essence, I have no right to become frustrated, angered and irritated within such conversations with my mother that always lead to and end up in and as the exact same way: Because I already anticipated where it’ll go – and still didn’t stop, but continued to exist as and express the exact same way I always do.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to react in emotions/feelings the moment I anticipated where the conversation with my mother would lead to and eventually end up.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to apply and live my self-responsibility of me towards me and my mother as me, from no more accepting and allowing myself to participate in that within me, which I know where it’ll eventually lead to and end, through no more accepting and allowing myself to justify my actions through what my mother is expressing towards me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use blame as justification to hide my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty as direct participation in such conversations with my mother that always lead to and end up in the exact same way – through blaming her, to justify why I acted and expressed in certain specific manners/ways – when all the while it was all me, accepting and allowing myself to exist in and participate within accepted and allowed reactions of emotions/feelings of mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately participate in conversations with my mother from within a starting point reaction of a surge of emotions and feelings – and then still deliberately accept and allow myself to blame it all on her, when the truth of it all – is that I am self-responsible and I accepted and allowed my emotional/feeling participation within it all directly and this have no right to blame it all on her.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去问我自己这个问题 关于为什么我在接受和允许与我妈妈的交谈去总是以完全相同的方式进入和结束。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到我对不断的继续接受和允许我自己去作为其而存在并表达完全一样,让我们两个都体验我们自己完全一样 负有自我责任。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟和看见,这种与我妈妈的交谈在其中我直接参与 总是在一场战斗中结束,什么都没有解决而只是变得更糟和加剧关系在之间并朝向我自己和我的妈妈。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去看见和领悟到普同常识在这种与我妈妈的交谈中总是在一场战斗中结束,最终妥协我们两个人——即在它之中总是以完全一样的方式通向并结束:为什么我不停止如果我已经知道/理解了它将要通向并最终结束在哪里?
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,本质上,我没有权利去变得挫败、生气和激怒在这种与我妈妈的交谈中总是通向并结束在之中并等如完全一样的方式:因为我已经预期它将去哪里——并且仍然不停止,而是继续作为其而存在并表达我总是做的完全一样的方式。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去阻止我自己接受并允许我自己去起反应在情绪/感受中,这一刻我预期与我的妈妈的交谈会通向并最终结束在哪里。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去应用并活我对我的自我责任朝向我和我的妈妈等如我,从不再接受和允许我自己去参与进那一切在我里面,即我知道它最终将通向并结束在哪里,通过不再接受和允许我自己去辩解我的行动通过我的妈妈正在表达什么朝向我。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去使用责备作为辩解去隐藏我的接受和允许的自我不诚实如同直接参与进这种与我妈妈的交谈中总是以完全一样的方式通向并结束——通过责备她、去辩解为什么我以某些特定的方式/方法行动和表达——当始终这全都是我,接受和允许我自己去存在在之中并参与在接受和允许的心智的情绪/感受的反应之中。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去故意参与进与我妈妈的交谈中从一个出发点反应的一个情绪和感受的涌起里面——并然后仍然故意接受和允许我自己去全都归咎于她,当这一切的真相——正是我 是自我责任并且我接受并允许我的情绪/感受直接参与在这一切之中,而且这无权将一切归咎于她。

Question 2:
What is being revealed of what I am accepting and allowing within me, through be experiencing myself as a ‘victim’ as thoughts of blame such as it’s her fault and that she’s the problem in my life manifest within me, directed towards her?
5. I am creating myself to experience myself as the ‘victim’ through manifesting thoughts of blame towards her such as it being ‘her fault’ and that ‘she’s the problem in my life.’
6. Therefore, creating myself as the ‘victim’ through manifesting thoughts of blame towards my mother is self-dishonest and only accepting and allowing myself to deceive myself.
7. I have looked at the construct of blame: Me stating that SHE’S the fault and that SHE’S the problem in my life actually reflect within me, that it is ME that is mistaken and that I am my own ‘problem’ in my life as it is me that is directly self responsible for what I experience within me and my world and it is me that is the directive principle of me in my world.
8. Therefore, in me acting in deliberate self-dishonesty through creating myself to be the victim through manifesting thoughts of blame towards my mother – indicates me attempting to regain my composure through utilizing my mother as a point to exert out all of my suppressions – of not standing up and taking responsibility for me, but accepting and allowing myself to continue existing in deliberate self-dishonesty.
9. Thus, I’m using the creation of me as a victim through manifesting blame towards another – to continue existing in and as my self-defined dishonesty of ‘acting out in suppressed emotions/feelings’ to/towards another.
10. Therefore, in self honesty: I am not the victim, I am the accepted and allowed cause of such experienced with my mother as how it always end up – because of my direct accepted and allowed participation in always expressing/reacting towards her in the exact same way.
问题2:
什么被揭示关于我在接受和允许什么在我里面,通过把我自己体验为一个“受害者”等如责备的想法,比如这是她的错而且她是问题在我的生活中 显化在我里面、直接朝向她?
5. 我在创造我自己去把我自己体验为“受害者”通过显化了责备的想法朝向她 比如这是“她的错”而且“她是问题在我的生活中”。
6. 因此,把我自己创造为“受害者”通过显化了责备的想法朝向我妈妈,是自我不诚实并且只接受和允许我自己去欺骗我自己。
7. 我察看责备的结构:我声称她是错误而且她是问题在我的生活中,实际上反映在我里面,即是我是错误而且我是我自己的“问题”在我的生活中,因为就是我是直接对我体验到什么在我和我的世界里面负有自我责任,并且正是我是我的指导原则在我的世界里。
8. 因此,在我以故意的自我不诚实行事之中通过把我自己创造成受害者、通过显化了责备的想法朝向我的妈妈——表明我企图恢复我的镇静通过把我妈妈用作一个去发泄出所有我的抑制的点——属于不站立起来和为我负责,而是接受并允许我自己去继续存在于故意的自我不诚实中。
9. 因此,我在利用我的创造作为一个受害者通过显化责备朝向另一个人——去继续存在于之中并等如我的自我定义的不诚实关于“在抑制的情绪/感受中行动出来”对/朝向另一个人。
10. 因此,在自我诚实中:我不是受害者,我是这个接受并允许这种与我妈妈在一起的体验的原因如同它总是如何结束——因为我的直接接受并允许参与进总是以完全相同的方式在表达/起反应朝向她。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I am accepting and allowing myself within deliberate self-dishonesty – create myself to be a victim through deliberately manifesting thoughts of blame towards my mother such as she being the fault and the problem in my life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I am only deceiving myself through accepting and allowing myself to create myself to be a ‘victim’ through manifesting deliberate thoughts of blame towards my mother as a deliberate accepted and allowed self-dishonest participated act of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to self-honestly realize that it is indeed not my mother’s fault and that she’s indeed not the problem in my life – but that I am the one that is mistaken, that is my own problem and that blame directed towards her – reflects what I am accepting and allowing of myself within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to self honestly see, realize and understand, that it is me that is self-responsible for what I experience within me and my world – no-one is the cause of me within myself – I accept and allow myself to exist as what I do and experience what I am within me and my world.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understanding that I am using my mother as a point to exert out all of my inner accepted and allowed suppressed emotions/feelings through in deliberate self-dishonesty, creating myself as a victim within manifesting thoughts of blame towards her – to hide my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty of not taking self responsibility for me and stopping myself from accepting and allowing myself to participate in reactions of emotions/feelings within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I am using the creation of me as a victim through manifesting blame towards another – to continue existing in and as my self-defined dishonesty of ‘acting out in suppressed emotions/feelings’ to/towards another.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to be self-honest with regards to me actually really not being a victim in it all - I am the accepted and allowed cause of such experiences with my mother as how it always end up – because of my direct accepted and allowed participation in always expressing/reacting towards her in the exact same way
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist and define me as ‘a victim’ through blaming what I accept and allow to exist within me, and of me towards another – to so in such a self-manipulation tactic, accept and allow myself to continue existing and hiding in accepted and allowed self-dishonesty of participation in reactions and acting in such reactions in always the exact same way.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在接受和允许我自己在故意的自我不诚实中——把我自己创造成一个受害者通过故意显化了责备的想法朝向我的妈妈 比如她是错误和问题在我的生活中。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我只是在欺骗我自己通过接受并允许我自己去把我自己创造成一个“受害者”通过显化了故意责备的想法朝向我的妈妈作为我的一个故意接受和允许自我不诚实的参与行为。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去自我诚实的领悟到,这的确不是我妈妈的错而且她的确不是问题在我的生活中——但是我是错误的那一个,是我自己的问题,而且责备直接朝向她——反映了我在接受和允许我自己的什么在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去自我诚实的看见、领悟和理解,就是我为我体验到什么在我和我的世界里面负有自我责任——没有一个人是我在我自己里面的原因——我接受并允许我自己去作为我做什么并体验我是什么在我和我的世界里面而存在。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去看见、领悟和理解到,我在把我妈妈用作去发泄出所有我的内在接受并允许抑制的情绪/感受的一个点,通过在故意的自我不诚实中,把我自己创造为一个受害者在显化了责备的想法朝向她之中——去隐藏我的接受和允许没有为我负起自我责任的自我不诚实 和阻止我自己接受和允许我自己去参与进情绪/感受的反应在我里面。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,我在利用我的创造作为一个受害者通过显化责备朝向另一个人——去继续存在于之中并等如我的自我定义的不诚实关于“在抑制的情绪/感受中行动出来”对/朝向另一个人。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己是/成为自我诚实的关于实际上我真的不是一个受害者在这一切之中——我是这个接受并允许这种与我妈妈在一起的体验的原因如同它总是如何结束——因为我的直接接受和允许参与进总是以完全相同的方式在表达/起反应朝向她。
我宽恕我自己因为我接受和允许我自己去存在并把我定义为“一个受害者”通过责备我接受和允许什么存在在我里面、并属于我朝向另一个人——去如此在这样一个自我操纵策略中,接受并允许我自己去继续存在并隐藏以接受和允许自我不诚实的参与进反应并总是以完全相同的方式在这种反应中行动。

Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to take self responsibility for me, to no more accept or allow myself to always act out and express my suppressed emotions/feeling towards my mother in the exact same way; and also so stop accepting and allowing myself to utilize the creation of me as a victim through manifesting thoughts of blame towards her to hide and protect my accepted and allowed self-dishonest existence?
I’m able to stop the entire experience as conversation with my mother always leading to and ending up in and as the exact same way – through simply in the beginning of the conversation when I anticipate the conversation leading into and as the exact same route – stopping myself from accepting and allowing myself to react in emotions/feelings – and speak here only in and as self honesty, stable here as breath = NO ACCEPTED AND ALLOWED REACTION.
From here I stop every and all ‘play-outs’ from how it always ended up – through changing me within the beginning of such a conversation.
要采取的实际改正行动:
问题:
我如何为我负起自我责任,去不再接受或允许我自己去总是以完全相同的方式行动出来并表达我的抑制的情绪/感受朝向我妈妈;而且因此停止接受并允许我自己去利用我的创造作为一个受害者通过显化了责备的想法朝向她去隐藏并保护我的接受和允许的自我不诚实存在?
我能够停止这整个体验等如与我妈妈的交谈总是通向并结束在之中并等如完全相同的方式——通过仅仅在交谈的开始当我预期交谈通往并等如完全相同的路径时——阻止我自己接受并允许我自己去在情绪/感受中反应——并只是说话在这里在之中并等如自我诚实、稳定在这里等如呼吸=不接受和允许反应。
从这里我停止每一个和所有的“播出”免于它总是如何结束——通过改变我在这样一个交谈的开始之中。

Therefore, to answer my own question with regards to why I haven’t stopped when I already knew/anticipated where the conversation will lead to and end – is because of me deliberately wanting to continue participating in my self-defined dishonesty of exerting my suppressed emotions/feelings out on my mother.
This is proved through me creating myself to be the victim through manifesting thoughts of blame towards her – when I know/understand that I’m self responsible for me and what I accept and allow to exist in me and experience within me and my world.
I am no more to accept/allow myself to create myself to be a victim through using thoughts of blame towards her – and take self-responsibility for my actions that I accept and allow to manifest as me through accepted and allowed continued participation in reactions existent of me as emotions/feelings.
因此,要回答我自己的问题关于为什么我没有停止当我已经知道/预期交谈将通向并结束在哪里时——是因为我故意想要继续参与进我的自我定义的不诚实关于把我抑制的情绪/感受发泄到我妈妈身上。
这个是证明,通过我把我自己创造成为受害者通过显化了责备的想法朝向她——当我知道/理解我是对我和我接受并允许什么存在在我之中并体验在我和我的世界里面 负有自我责任。
我不再接受/允许我自己去把我自己创造成一个受害者通过使用责备的想法朝向她——并对我的行动,即我接受和允许去显化为我通过接受并允许继续的参与进我作为情绪/感受的存在的反应 负起自我责任。

Taking self responsibility through no more accepting/allowing myself to participate and act out in emotions/feeling reactions – because I know the consequences it manifests for both myself and my mother.
I will no more accept/allow myself to justify my actions through hiding behind creating myself a victim and blaming my mother – using her actions as a means to justify the ends and immediately stop myself when I realize/see I’m deliberately acting irresponsibly in self dishonesty through acting out in emotions/feelings of mind.
I have already noted to myself that I will be investigating the accepted and allowed suppressions that I accept and allow myself to exert unto my mother – to stop such accepted and allowed deliberate self-dishonest self deception.
通过不再接受/允许我自己去参与并行动出来在情绪/感受反应中而负起自我责任——因为我知道它对我自己和我妈妈两个人显化的后果。
我将不再接受/允许我自己去辩解我的行动通过隐藏在背后把我自己创造成一个受害者并责备我的妈妈——用她的行动作为一个去证明结束的手段并立刻停止我自己,当我领悟/看到我在故意不负责任的行动在自我不诚实中通过在心智的情绪/感受中行动出来时。
我已经注意到我自己,我将调查接受并允许的抑制,即我接受并允许我自己去发泄到我妈妈身上的——去停止这种接受和允许的故意自我不诚实自我欺骗。

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself immediately from participating in reactions of emotions/feelings when I already in the beginning of the conversation anticipate and can detect where it may lead to and eventually end.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to adhere to my own forewarning within myself, from the perspective that I can already see where the conversation will lead to and eventually end, because of my accepted and allowed participation will actually stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to respond towards her in the ways and manners I always have, which directly influence the outcome of the conversation.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that the reason for why I haven’t stopped myself from acting in and expressing the exact same way as I always have within such conversations with my mother that always end up in a fight – because I didn’t want to, as it support my accepted and allowed self-defined self dishonesty of exerting my suppressed emotions/feelings out on another.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in me stopping myself in the beginning of the conversation from accepting and allowing myself to participate in self-dishonest suppressed emotions/feelings – I change me and thus have the directive self-responsible ability – to change the outcome and experience of both me and my mother.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that in me creating myself to be a victim through manifesting thoughts of blame towards my mother – proves to me that I haven’t wanted to stop the conversations with my mother ending up in a fight manifesting the consequential experiences in us both – because such fights support my accepted and allowed self-defined self-dishonest existence of wanting to exert out my suppressed emotions/feelings unto another.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to take self-responsibility for my accepted and allowed self-dishonest expressed actions in emotions and feelings, but resorted to wanting to blame another and deliberately creating me to be the victim – to hide the trust of me and continue existing in my self-defined self-dishonesty existence of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to take self-responsibility for my accepted and allowed actions in word and deed through stopping me and changing me, when I know what the consequences will be if I accept and allow myself to give into old habits.
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去立刻阻止我自己参与进情绪/感受的反应 当我已经在交谈的一开始就预期并可能察觉它也许通向并最终结束在哪里。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去坚持我自己的预先警告在我自己里面,从这个视角来看我可能已经看到交谈将通向并最终结束在哪里,因为我的接受和允许的参与将实际上阻止我自己接受并允许我自己去以我总是有的方法和方式起反应朝向她,这直接影响交谈的后果。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,为什么我没有阻止我自己行动在之中并表达完全相同的方式如同我总是有的在这种与我妈妈的交谈中、即总是以一场战斗结束 的原因是——因为我不想这样做,因为它支持我的接受和允许的自我定义的自我不诚实关于把我抑制的情绪/感受发泄到另一个人身上。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我之中阻止我自己在交谈的一开始接受和允许我自己去参与进自我不诚实的抑制的情绪/感受——我改变我并因此有指导自我负责的能力——去改变我和我的妈妈两个人的结果和体验。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去领悟到,在我之中把我自己创造成一个受害者通过显化了责备的想法朝向我的妈妈——向我证明了,我不想要停止与我妈妈的交谈在一场战斗中结束显化了后果的体验在我们两个之中——因为这种战斗支持我的接受并允许的自我定义的自我不诚实存在关于想要把我抑制的情绪/感受发泄到另一个人身上。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去对我的接受和允许的自我不诚实的表达行为在情绪和感受中 负起自我责任,而是诉诸于想要责备另一个人并故意把我创造成受害者——去隐藏我的信任并继续存在在我的自我定义的自我不诚实我的存在中。
我宽恕我自己因为我没有允许我自己去对我的接受和允许的行为在言语和行动上负起自我责任,通过停止我并改变我,当我知道后果将是什么如果我接受并允许我自己去沉湎于旧习惯。

Bruce L.
(Edited by: Darryl Thomas)
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