2012: What are Hallucinations? 2012年6月26日
因此，就自己而言，第一步就是不要接受这些关于恶的、坏的或者甚至好的念头。就个人而言不要接受它们意思是深深的吸一口气，并且声明如下：“我不会接受和允许我的意识心智念头来决定或者定义我是谁，这时，我呼吸，我践行我的写作，自我宽恕，应用自我改正的过程，这样我就能开始认识到我的心智是如何创造出在我心智中出现的这些念头的。因此，在我决定我是谁中，在立足于平等如一的生命里我做出的决定中，我能开始渐渐认识和指挥我自己，因为在平等如一的生命这点中，在这个决定里，我知道我会永生。于是我便知道我是谁：我等同于生命，等同于平等如一，而不再接受我自己等同于任何低于这些的事物。”我是说，在你的写作、自我宽恕和应用自我改正中践行你的声明，在此过程中，我的意思是如果那些乱七八糟的念头要告诉你你是谁或者你是什么？不！因为你已经做出了决定，现在你实际上仅仅需要真实地行走成为这个决定的进程。也就是应用呼吸，而不是注意你的意识心智念头们。行走你的写作、自我宽恕和应用自我改正的进程，我是说我们已经有Desteni I Process的课程，论坛，主持人.我们也会在说明部分提供连结这里，所以，如果你有任何问题，我们都能帮助和支持你行走在写作、自我宽恕和应用自我改正的进程中。这些鬼知道从哪来的意识心智念头，你是不能接受和允许它们去决定和定义你是谁，这是这里要认识的关键点。我是说，这正在把你围困在你心智的念头显现物里，并且你知道这点事情在你的头脑里占据你多久，也就是说，在这个世界里和你的物质存在体里，你真正错失了什么？你正在错失你自己，你正在错失你的活着（生命），你正在错失你的参与，你正在错失慢慢了解自己，你正在错失真实地去发现生命。所有这些都正在这里，在每一次呼吸里。
现在关于幻觉的要点是，当一个人在很长一段时间里，真正的内化自己进入心智和念头及内在对话的时候，它（幻觉）就发生在一个人的心智里。我是说，我们一直存在于我们的心智里、我们的念头里，有时候一些人类的心智企图为自己掩饰, 意思是说, 那时候你会产生幻觉，并且看见和听见或者感觉到并不在那里的事物。意思是，你的念头本质上真的是并不在这里。我是说，在这个现实的、真正的物质世界里，你实际上看见他们了吗？没有。所以从本质上我们可以说幻觉就是企图掩饰自己的能量念头。此外,幻觉主要仅被心智用来唤起能量、意义、反应。意思是要让你进入幻觉，就像你的心智培养念头一样，当它在看着这个物质现实的时候，就是幻觉的迷你形式，或者说是你喜欢用幻觉来在你之内产生各种能量体验。所以，如果参与物质现实时产生幻觉，就是再次说幻觉和毒品是另一个完整的故事。我这里提到的幻觉仅仅是在你走入物质现实，看一些事物的时候产生生的。当你持续一段时间参与到心智里时，你会发现幻觉就产生了。意思是，当你表现适当或者进入恐惧时，并且你已经允许你自己参与了你的意识心智念头很长时间，这时候你的心智就会开始说话：你内部对话；同时在你之内，你的心智会产生各种各样的东西。原因在于你越是给与心智慧量，它就会获得更多的能量，于是它就会些念头。因为心智产生的越多，你就会给与更多的能量。并且因此，每一个都在累积、累积、累积，而原因是你不停的参与心智。这发生的原因并不是别的，就是你持续给心智喂养能量，就像我们在上一个访谈中讨论过的那样，即我们一旦进入意识心智中给予念头们关注，心智就会更深的把我们陷入其中。因为你给以心智越多的能量，他就能越深的把你带入潜意识和无意识，并且用这些能量参与产生越多的枷锁，而你就会更深的陷入心智，越来越深的钻入那个兔子洞，心智的地狱。我是说，你无处可去，但又无处不去。所以，要真正的明白呼吸的绝对重要性。物质地稳定在真实的东西上。注意力集中在你的写作、你的自我宽恕、你的应用改正上，因为你还不知道你怎样创造了你的心智。在你的内部，你不知道该死的心智会把你带到什么地方。虽然，不必恐惧，而是要谨慎。意思是说，在所有存在物作为一个整体的实际的物质现实里，我们被带走的太远了，我是说我们已经非常容易把能量当成物质身体和物质参与的权威、超越物质身体和物质参与。因此你要坚持在这里的物质的参与，通过写作和自我宽恕的原则，稳定的走过你的心智，在这里你是指挥自己，而不是你的心智用能量把你带入到她里面。
What are Hallucinations?
Hi Everyone. We’re in this interview walking a question and perspective. And the question is, and I quote: “Now I want to sort out my past problems. I cursed ???before and felt that I should go to hell and that I am the devil. How do I sort out these evil thoughts? I use to have thoughts of rivers of blood. These are all my hallucinations. How do I or what should I do to stop them from influencing me? For one moment my thoughts are about “here and now” yet for another moment they will jump to the past space and time. I am very unstable. Occasionally I will also have hallucinations. How do I or what should I do to stabilize myself?”
Alright, so, let’s have a look at the first point regarding the jumping of thoughts in space and time. That we had walked within a previous interview that will be linked to this interviews description. So, in the description, let’s have a look at the previous interviews that we did where we walked the detail in terms of why and how it is that one’s Mind will jump timeframes, just suddenly and unexpectedly. And then, with regards to the cursing of ??? and creating that guilt where one believe that one has to go to hell, and that one is the devil for cursing a “being of light” and understand that is simply the polarity manifestation with regards to the existence of “good and evil” that is perpetuated within Society today so that if Human Being have “evil”, “bad”, “cursing” thoughts to or towards anything or anyone that is apparently “good” or “positive” or “of light” that the one having the “bad” or “evil” thoughts are the one’s that are “bad” or “evil” or “wrong” and will go to hell. When actually, both ‘good’ and ‘bad’ are both equally from the perspective of ‘evil’ as our existence within ourselves as the Mind Consciousness System. Now I strongly suggest having a read through the ‘Heaven’s Journey to Life’ blogs where the detail of our relationship as energy, to substance, to physicality is walked to understand the real existence of evil in terms of how Energy, as the Mind really in fact, only exist through actually consuming and breaking down the Human Physical Body. I mean, we are seeing it within our external existence in the very Mind Conscious… in the very World System of Money relationship to the Physical Existence. Where, the World System of Money is Equal to and One with our Mind Consciousness System of Energy. What is within is without. Meaning where, if we have a look at what this World System of Money is doing to the Physical Existence; it really actually is consuming this Physical Existence, consuming Human’s lives, consuming animals, nature, earth, the (string??) is annihilating it, for Money to exist. The Mind does the same thing to the Physical body, over and throughout the years that we are existing within and throughout as our Human Physical Bodies. Thus – all of Humanity are Equally as One Evil if we continue accepting and allowing ourselves as Energy, in our relationship to our Human Physical Body, if we accept and allow this World System of Money to continue existing in its relationship to this Physical Existence. When the very consequences of the World System’s Relationship to this Physical Existence is clearly, physically seen, as the external mirror of what is internally manifesting within us. The only reason why Human Beings, as the Mind cannot see what is really going on as the root of your Mind in the Physical Body because everyone is stuck, where? Way up in the Conscious Mind, only existing as a being that simply has to move their attention into Conscious Mind thoughts of to Power the Conscious Mind thoughts and through that the Subconscious Mind and the Unconscious Mind and there the whole Mind Consciousness System exists for the Being. So, meaning, whether you have good thoughts or whether you have bad thoughts, thoughts are energy, you are participating in the entire Mind Consciousness System. So, within Process… the Process that beings have to walk, whether you are “good, bad” or a “being of Light”, or of ‘dark’ or God or the Devil, you’re going to have to walk your self forgiveness process equally and one to how everyone else is walking because you are existing as and consisting of energy as self.
Now where I just mentioned the point of, in terms of why it is that we’re not even aware of our Mind’s relationship to the Physical is done in the previous interview that I also mentioned in the beginning of this interview that will be linked into the description. And so understand that even having a physical creation such as the World System’s relationship to this Physical Existence, the external mirror of ourselves, we are still not seeing/realizing/understanding that the external world is the mirror of our internal existence, and what that in fact means. In how our Mind really break down, consume, destroy, annihilate our Physical Bodies throughout the years. So understand that what is quite fascinating is that is to have a look at this point; that if you have evil thoughts that does not make necessarily ‘who you are’ evil within your beingness. If you’re having ‘good, light positive, love’ thoughts, doesn’t necessarily mean that who you are being in fact is ‘good, light, love, beauty’ and all those things. Why? Because if you really have a look at the nature of thoughts, the nature of internal conversations, the nature of experiences, they are consisting of and existing as Energy, and knowledge and information. So let’s say for example, you’re having thoughts that you have to find as being ‘evil’, if you have a look at how thoughts come up in your Mind, they’re like these individual things that manifest and cycle and circle in your mind. I mean, people doing the positive affirmations, positive thinking, like, love experiencing, do the same stuff, in terms of bringing up Mantras and statements and thoughts and visualizations and all those things. They’re just evolved forms of thought and all such thoughts consist of knowledge and information as definition. Meaning, where if those thoughts that are coming up, for example ‘evil’, it is the thought manifestation in your Conscious Mind that is what is evil. The being thinking good things, it is the thoughts that is coming up in their Conscious Mind that is defined with the Knowledge and information that is good. But, I mean, if these thoughts coming up as the individual manifestations that we are claiming to be ‘good’ and ‘evil’ that is apparently making who we are ‘good’ or ‘bad’ or ‘light’ and ‘dark’ or God and Evil, whatever it is… aren’t we then saying that all we are in fact really are, within who we are is our thoughts? Our conscious mind thoughts coming up in our Minds.That we are these random things just coming up, these random pieces of points, of information, of knowledge, of experience. I mean, what does that say really then about the apparent ‘greatness’ and ‘magnificence evolution’ of the Human Being within the Human Race? If these random individualized thought manifestations of ‘positive/negative’ or ‘good or bad’ or ‘light and evil’ is what is currently defining ‘who we are’ within ourselves.
So what you must understand within your Process with regards to thoughts that are evil, or thoughts that are ‘good’ or statements that are ‘good’ or ‘bad’, or these internal conversations of mantras that is being spoken of ‘positivity’ or ‘negativity’ is that, if you accept and allow yourself, for example, to have these thought manifestations in your Conscious Mind, that are within the thought manifestations themselves only evil, if you let that one thought manifestation determine the entirety and totality of ‘who you are’ within your beingness and your living within this World. I mean, you’re saying that one singular thought manifestation had got existential power over who you are as a being yourself. I mean, this is where most Human Beings on this Earth kind of go “downhill”, if you will, is that they are accepting and allowing themselves to take these little thoughts in their conscious Mind that comes up as ‘evil’ or ‘bad’ or ‘good’ or ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ and think that the thoughts that are coming up is saying to them who they are in totality. Your Mind cannot in fact really say to you who you really are. I mean, whatever is coming up within your Mind, is coming up within pre-programming that you have imprinted into your Subconscious Physical Body that has constructed into personalities and patterns and I mean, god knows what the hell the mind has concocted inside the unconscious and subconscious throughout your Life. I mean, these ‘evil thoughts’ or ‘good thoughts’ are not just coming out of nowhere, they’re coming out of a Massive Process throughout your Life. I mean, thoughts take a very long process to manifest within you. I mean, if you have a look at how little you’ve participated in constant and continuous thinking when you were a Child. There was almost nothing. But through the ages, when you were 7 and 14, ooh, there you started, I mean, it took years to manifest within you, to imprint within you. Therefore, I mean, if you cannot even say where that thought coming within you, that is either ‘good’ or ‘bad’ really in fact come from, within yourself, within how your Mind structured, or manifested or created or programmed it, how can you accept and allow yourself as the totality of who you are with these one singular thought manifestations coming up within your Mind?
So, the first step, with regards to ‘evil’, or ‘bad’, or even ‘good’ thoughts, is to not take them personally. What not taking them personally means is that, take a breath (breathes in) and make a statement of, “I will not accept and allow my Conscious Mind thoughts to determine or define Who I am, in this Moment, I breathe, I walk my Process of writing, of Self Forgiveness, of Self Corrective Application so that I can get to know how my Mind created these thoughts coming up within my Mind, so that in that, I can start getting to know and direct myself within who I decide to be and that decision I make to stand within Life of Equality and Oneness, because in that one point of Life of Equality and Oneness, in that decision I know I live Eternally, then I know who I am as Life as Equality and Oneness and will not accept myself as anything less then that.” I mean, if you can walk that statement in your writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application, I mean if any fucking thought going to say to you who or what you are? No, because you’ve made the decision, now you just need to walk the Process of really in fact becoming it. Which is the breathing application, not giving your conscious Mind thoughts the attention. Walk your Process of writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application, I mean we’ve also got the Desteni I Process, and the forums available, moderators. We will also provide a link here in the description here so that if you have any questions we can assist and support within your Process of writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application. But the major point here is to realize that you cannot accept and allow your Conscious Mind thoughts of god knows where the fuck they come from, to determine or define who you are. I mean, that’s enslaving you to the little thought manifestations in your Mind, and you know how long those little things can keep you preoccupied in your head. I mean, what is it that you’re really missing then, in this World and in this Existence? You’re missing yourself, you’re missing Living, you’re missing participation, you’re missing getting to know yourself and you’re missing to really discover Life, that is right here in Every single breath.
SO within that as well then, no taking them personally means, not to judge your thoughts, not to be afraid of your thoughts, not too… it’s like you’ve got to get into that point where it’s like you realize that your thoughts can only define you or determine you if you accept and allow it. Meaning, if you’re existing within that relationship with your Mind, and kind of said to it, “Ok, you tell me who I am.” But Imean, you can’t even remember how you created your Mind in the first place, so it’s like really walking up to arbitrary stranger and telling him or her to tell you who you are, in absolute detail, tell me who I am and whatever is being spewed out of that person’s mouth, you’re absolutely believing and falling for. It’s exactly the same principle of how your Mind is, your Mind is just this arbitrary stranger that is speaking and speaking and speaking this stuff and you’re just believing everything, blindly. So you have to stand, within your decision of Life, of Equality and Oneness because what… if you are in that decision, you are proving to yourself that you are really living them and some arbitrary stranger comes and tells you who you are, what will you stand within what is your statement? No – this is who I am. I mean, that’s something powerful, to you know, make the walking of this Process an absolute commitment for self. So, if you really have that relationship to your Mind in judgment and fear, walk self forgiveness, align your initial relationship with your mind, for judging your Mind, forgiving yourself for fearing your Mind, becoming anxious with it. When all it really is is parts of yourself that you have separated yourself from you have to get to know. And the only way that you are going to get to know it, is writing, writing self forgiveness, and self corrective application and then see what’s really going on in your Mind. But you cannot approach your Mind in fear or anxiety or judgment or blame, or things like that, because that’s going to be separation. I mean, that’s like, for example, the stranger again, to really get to know, “but where is this person speaking from, you know, where is he coming up..he or she coming up with all these things about who I am?” If you continue blaming that person or yelling or screaming or running away, or trying to nudge that person into the ground, or something, or hide it – you’re not going to find out where everything that person is speaking from, so you need to approach it, stand in front of it, here. See it, Live it, let it flow, write it out, speak it out. Within one’s own Process to be able to re-align one’s Mind into the Decision for Life of Equality and Oneness.
Now with the point of Hallucinations. That happens within one’s Mind when one had for an extended period of time really internalized oneself into one’s Mind and thoughts and internal conversations. I mean, we’re always existing within our Minds, in our thoughts, it’s just sometimes that some Human Being’s Minds become more extenuated meaning, where you will hallucinate and see things and hear things or feel things that aren’t there. I mean, essentially really, you’re thoughts aren’t really Here. I mean, do you physically see them in this real, actual physical existence? No. So one can say essentially that hallucinations are simply extenuated thoughts of Energy. Mainly, again, hallucinations are utilized by the Mind to simply evoke energy, meaning, reactions. To have you go into hallucinations I mean it’s the same as when the Mind would bring up thoughts, when really looking at physical reality is also mini form of hallucinations, or hallucinations that you really like that bring up all sorts of Energy experiences within you. So, again, if having hallucinations simply by participating in physical reality, I mean hallucinations and drugs are a whole other story. Hallucinations that I’m speaking of here simply is when you’re moving in your Reality and you are just seeing some things. You’ll find that the hallucinations will come up when you’ve participated in your Mind, for an extended period of time. Meaning, where you’ve gone into propriety or fear and you’ve allowed yourself to participate in your Conscious Mind thoughts for a long time, and then your Mind started talking; your internal conversations and then all sorts of things your Mind will bring up inside of you. Because you are giving it more Energy and it’s got more energy and then it’s going to bring up all these thoughts, because the more the Mind can bring up, the more Energy you can give it. And so, everything just accumulates and accumulates and accumulates because you’re not stopping your participation within it. It’s not coming up for any other reason, but for you keep on feeding the Mind it’s energy, as we’ve discussed in the previous interview with going into the Conscious Mind in just giving the thoughts attention, the Mind will take you deeper into itself. Because the more Energy you’re giving it, the deeper it can take you into the subconscious and unconscious and bring up more and more stuff with all these energy participation and the more deep you go down the mind, flowing deeper into the rabbit hole, the abyss of the Mind. I mean, you’re going no where, yet everywhere. So really, understand that absolute importance of Breath. Physical, stay with what’s real, focus on your writing, your self forgiveness, your corrective application because you don’t know, how you created your Mind yet. You fucking don’t know where that Mind can take you, inside yourself. Though, it’s not a point of fear, it’s a point of caution. Meaning that we have been so taken away from actual physical Reality within Existence as a Whole that, I mean it’s very easy in terms of making energy the authority over and of our physical body and our physical participation. So then stick to what you can physically, physical participate Here and rather walk through your Mind in stability through writing and principle of self forgiveness, where you are the one directing yourself with your Mind, not your Mind taking you into it with the Energy.
So within that thus, hallucinations, you’ve got to practice stopping your participating with your Mind a lot faster, meaning, do not follow energy. Isn’t the story in the Matrix, don’t follow the white rabbit? Energy = white, whiteness, down the rabbit hole, hole, the Mind, the abyss, the darkness within self. Don’t follow the white rabbit. Obviously in the Matrix, they say “follow the white rabbit”, we’re saying, don’t. It’s going to take you into the abyss of the Mind. We’ll get into interviews later on about the Reality of the Matrix, but the symbolism within that context is Energy, ???is your Mind. You don’t know where you’re going to wlak yourself into. Rather, know what you’re walking while you’re walking it. Writing, self forgiveness, self corrective application.
And so the hallucinations, that is all that requires practice and if the hallucinations does come up and there are reactions to the hallucinations, meaning energy – whatever reactions you are experiencing towards those hallucinations is the energy thus that you’re participating in over an extended period of time when you’ve been feeding your Mind, then got so much energy that it could produce for you a hallucination that you can really go into more energy and give it what? More energy. So then, forgive the reactions, the emotions and feelings you’re experiencing towards the hallucinations. Walk it out then in your self forgiveness and then have a look at how and what and where is it you’ve been existing within this energy reaction that you’ve had towards the hallucination for an extended period of time. Where did you not stop the energy reactions? Why did you accept and allow yourself to feed the Mind instead of living with and in and as the Human Physical Body?
Alright – so that’s that with Hallucinations in Physical Reality. And if one require assistance and support with hallucinations; if this practical points that we have discussed is not assisting and supporting, place a response in terms of within the forums, we’ll give the link as we’ve said, in this description so that we can then have a look at more specific assistance and support. The assistance and support is available here, it’s all here. Desteni forum, Desteni I Process, there’s Eqafe – Life investment Interviews. I mean, there is not such priorities within this Existence where there is something that you will be able to take with you, literally for the rest of your Life and will have a meaning to you and your Life, wherein if you take, for example, those interviews, it is something that will assist and support a change within you and when it is in fact you changing you, something that will always be here with Self. Alright, so that’s that for this interview. Thank you very much.