HoM 105: Changing Our World
20 September 2007
Hi – this is Jack again.
Let’s now take anothe r situation, because most human beings experience these events in their world, sitting at a table where there are many people around and now we are at – remember what I am talking about here in terms of these conversations, are when you already have become this experience, so it’s like watching the first video, first applying it, proving it to yourself etc., watch the second one and then watch this one. As you continue your process of self - realization of your allocation as the self - realization as you.
So, you are sitting around a table and you have a few human beings at this table. Now, before your application of your location point – your location expression of yourself, here within this system construct, but not of it; being self - honest with you in every moment, using and applying self - forgiveness, becoming the silence that is you and proving that to yourself of: only I remain. That's it: only I remain – silence, absolute. And you're sitting around this table, and all of a sudden the movement occurs again within you.
Now, in the previous video, I've explained the movement is the necessity of you as the expression of you, to show you that you require to express yourself in a specific way. Now, this movement is you. In other words, you are not going to know how to express, what to express, in terms of what to say and what to do – because otherwise, you would influence the outcome. If you were to know beforehand what to do and what’s going to happen – like, someone has told you – it is going to become knowledg e again and not an expression of you as you, one with you.
So, when you experience the movement – again, around people at a table – and you just start speaking – understand that there will come words out of your mouth that you would have never expected to say – ever. Because the words that will come will be the pure expression of you in that moment. Because you don't know what you're going to do, what you are going to say – it’s pure expression. You just become that movement as the entirety of you – and yo u just act and speak – one.
For instance: usually, you'd sit around a table with people and they talk bullshit, which would influence you, which you've allowed to influence you, many times, but you did hold it out – you know, you'd sit there, keep your mouth shut, just keep quiet, calm down, just keep quiet, leave it be, ‘it is just another hour or two, then I am leaving’.
This time, after your diligent commitment application to self, you've placed yourself at the location of yourself as the silence that is you, you experience movement and you know: “Hmm, here it comes.” So, this time you actually stand up, you slam your hand on the table and you say: “I've had enough!” Take your handbag or bag or coat, or whatever, and you walk out the door. And then yo u'd get in your car and then you leave. That would obviously be something that you'd never do in front of ‘family members’ or ‘friends’. But that was the expression that was required in that moment. And then, when you get into the car, you see: you are sil ent, again, once more.
So, or, you're sitting around the table and there is the movement of you again and you just start speaking, you just start pointing out to, you just start speaking to these people. When there is silence, you are silent. Nothing of what you've said influences you because it’s said, it’s done – you look, you are silent and you just continue with what it is that you continue. If they have any comments or if there is any movement, you express accordingly. And if there is just silence, you don't say anything.
That's also a key. If you're silent as you and you have people communicating with you and there is nothing moving within you, don't speak, just don't interact. It is always very specific. Because it’s you. And as you express you from that moment perspective – understand that you won’t in that moment understand why you had to do it in that specific way – but maybe, later on, you will.
It is the same I have experienced so many times: I do a certain application that seems way off par with anything that I had considered doing in that moment – then, when I look back, I go: “I see.” But, understand also why I couldn't see it in that moment: because, otherwise, it wouldn't have gotten to where I've gotten now – but it would’ve gone comple tely haywire.
Oh! And if you don't honour yourself in that moment of when you experience the movement and you express yourself, you'll become bloody frustrated; you'll become frustrated, you'll become angry, you'll become irritated – extensively. Because you didn't honour you in that moment. So, then you express it tenfold and more influence the moment instead of actually directing it as you. So, I suggest: honour you in such moments and express yourself.