HoM 104: Locating your SILENCE
20 September 2007
Hi, this is Jack, speaking about locating your inner silence in every moment.
Now, in your location expression of yourself – meaning that: when you ‘reach’ or ‘realize’ yourself as the moment of the si lence that is you with self - honesty and self- forgiveness as you experience yourself within this system construct – that inner silence is your ‘guideline’. What do I mean by that? Your guideline or your map. So, your inner silence is your location of here – meaning: you are present.
Now, there will arrive moments, once you've ‘practiced’ the realization of yourself of here – your location point constant – you’ll realize an inner movement. It’s n ot a vibration frequency, per se . Let’s say: you experience it as that, but it’s not that. You experience it like a movement in the centre of your being – usually [that’s where] it starts moving.
So, when that is experienced, you know: “Okay, the silence that is me is not here.” In other words: “There is a reason why this movement is occurring within me.” Now you've got to find where and why this movement has occurred, because it’s able to be experienced by you for multiple different reasons. Firstly, that there is a place where you require to go within your moment- expression, that requires your expression. When the moment you express, the silence will again be experienced as you and the movement - experience within you becomes ‘silent’.
So, what is this movement - experience that you will have in certain moments? [It] i s your guideline and map to yourself – [indicating] that there are moments that you are not yet one with and equal to; that you have to direct your self- expression. Whether it’d be a touch, a frustration - expression, an anger- expression, a movement of sorts.
For instance, just a silly example: you are sitting in front of your computer and the silence of you is here and you start experiencing the movement within you. Now – you know [that] you haven't ‘caused’ that movement – it’s here as yourself. Then you must go and ‘look’ and see or find out: why is this movement here? What is [it] that I am required to express specifically to again ‘return’ to the silence that is me?
Then you stand up from your computer and you just walk, you walk around the house – or whatever is necessary – and you see a person standing there – and all of a sudden, you start turning and twisting and dancing for no apparent reason and this person would go: “What are you doing?” But then after that, you realize: “Now I am silent again, so that's what I was supposed to do.” Because that person that saw you doing it, who requires to transcend, for instance, an application of expressive nature/ transcend doing something that might be ‘perceived’ ‘embarrassing’ by other people – and you presented that expression, bringing out something in that being – and that's how the inner movement of self ‘works’.
So, same thing if you are sitting in a group of people and you are communicating – and, again, silence of you is here and you experience the movement all of a sudden – you look and you just start looking at all the people communicating and then you kind of pick something up and you start talking. You don't know what you are going to say, remember: this things happen in the moment, you don't what you are going to do, what you are going to say, how you are going to act, it just happens.
And then, your guideline of whether it was effective or not, will be the ‘return’ of you to the silence that is you in the moment, here. So, you are sitting in a group with people and you experience that movement is starting again within you, then you pick up on a conversation and you just start speaking – and when you are done – again, the silence of you is clear – and then you move on to the next moment. [And] so it continues.
Every moment – from moment to moment – you must become empty; you must remain empty, you must be empty. Nothing exists within you. [If] there is movement, you know: “I must act or I must speak or I must do something, but I must express in a way that this movement stops and be empty again. Then I know the moment is complete. Or what is required to be expressed is complete.”
So, what is this experience actually? See: human beings continue during their days with no awareness. Nothing really ever changes in how you express yourself. The only thing is: you are becoming more aware of what it is that you are doing, what it is that is you, within you,
expressing yourself – because, if you have a look at how beings are continuing in this world today, they are actually in some way or another assisting each other, but they're not aware of it. No one in this world is aware of it, actually, so everyone is continuing in their mind consciousness applications. But even within that, they're assisting each o ther.
So, what are we doing? We're just transforming everything into an awareness of self, into an expression of self, because we have been ‘asleep’ enough. So, let’s wake up to ourselves and move every moment to moment [as] the emptiness of yourself, as your guide.
Thank you very much.