Day 57 - 3.1 Self-Corrective Statements on the Subconscious Mind
When and as I see myself hear my father or someone else's chanting and feel irritable - I stop, I breathe.
I realize I have set myself up to hear and see the father and others chanting will be angry personality ,because I think he is in the use of chanting to escape the reality that the chanting can save himself, so I am angry for his chanting behavior. But I am not honest to detect what I think, the "see" is my own, I see I have no honest to face myself, actively save myself, and the use of external things to distract - that is, to avoid face to face, and I feel angry for such a self.
I realize I can only change when I am facing myself.
And thus, I commit myself to make a change for me (and all) . When I do things every day, look at my own, motives to do things is not to escape, if it is to escape, stop it,and move myself.
When and as I see myself heard the chanting, and my expression was tight , I stop, I breathe.
I realize I have a reflection of the voice of the chanting, because religion reminds me of the fact that I am avoiding.
I realize I should have to face the voice of chanting and face religion, the voice is only voice, religion is a a design, they already exist, express themselves (our own).
And thus, I commit myself to when and as I see myself heard the chanting, and my expression was tight , I stop, I breathe.
And thus, I commit myself to just simply listen and see, and be myself.